Chapter 355 I am no longer qualified to say I love you
"I hate him, but it turns out that what I do is not the same as him in the slightest." Murong Lie said hoarsely in a low voice, "I love her, but I have never believed in her. I would rather believe in the person who has been rooted in my heart since childhood.
The secret, the curse... I said I loved her, and thought I had done a lot for her, but in the end it was me who hurt her the most."
The doctor suddenly didn't know what to say.
He once tried to persuade Murong Lie, but now that the result was like this, he didn't know how to comfort Murong Lie.
The young master in front of him was so desperate, he was really defeated.
Knowing that Miss Ning Tong'er actually loved him was even more difficult for him to accept than when he thought she had never loved him.
Because at this time, he had hurt her the most.
"When I detained her father, he once wanted to see me. I think he wanted to tell me the truth, but I hated them and I refused. Then things evolved to the point where I am now.
I want to ask him to forgive me for everything I did to them, but I can’t say it out loud... because I... am no longer qualified to ask for their forgiveness."
"Master..." the doctor murmured to him.
Murong Lie put down his hand and looked at him, his eyes filled with despair.
"Master... you once said that you would rather call me master than Earl, because I have become a Earl like him. I have always hated him in my heart, but who knew that in the end I would become the same person as him.
"
Murong Lie suddenly laughed, his shoulders shaking with laughter.
The doctor looked at him sadly: "Master, I can't blame you."
"Can't you blame me, blame fate?" Murong Lie murmured, "Did fate bring us to where we are today? Or am I the one to blame?"
"Master..."
"I'm sorry for her, but I no longer have the courage to look for her and beg her to come back to me. Maybe, from the moment she met me, her peaceful and happy life was changed by me. If she hadn't met me, everything would have changed.
It won’t be what it is now.”
Murong Lie murmured: "I am not qualified to ask her to forgive me."
The doctor looked at him, then turned to look at the oil painting of Count Edson on the wall [Comprehensive Comics] Read the full text of Limited Sale Cake.
Will the tragedy of the previous generation really happen again?
No, he was not willing to see every generation of owners of the Edson family end in such a tragedy.
He must do something.
**
It was dark at night and it was quiet in Edson Castle.
Murong Lie's tall figure appeared at the end of the corridor. He stood for a long time outside the room where Ning Tong'er had lived for so long. His eyes seemed to have passed through the gorgeous door and saw the room where he had been lying on the bed.
The slender figure is motionless.
After a long time, he finally opened the door and walked in.
The gorgeous and extravagant room was empty, without a trace of life.
She left, taking with her the last trace of breath and warmth in the room.
Now all that remains of this gorgeous and luxurious room are the gorgeous antique furnishings, an empty shell.
Murong Lie walked over slowly and sat down on the bed.
The past events came to mind one after another, those that he had deliberately forgotten, those that he had not believed at all...
She kept crying.
Lying on the bed, she closed her eyes and just kept crying, as if she had tasted all the sadness and pain in the world.
He still remembered her crying and sobbing, but he thought she was just acting.
Did she regain her memory by then?
That's why she was so sad and in pain.
However, he didn't believe her.
I still remember that she reached out and grabbed his hand tightly, opened her eyes and asked him with tears in her eyes: "If I say I love you, do you believe it?"
She asked him if he would believe her if she said she loved him.
However, he did not choose to believe him.
He decided that she was cheating on her.
At that time, why she didn't say that Han Qingyi blocked all her memories? Maybe it was because she knew that he would never believe her.
Maybe it's because it's useless to say it.
She didn't want to say that Han Qingyi was responsible for all this, she just wanted to ask him, "If I said I love you, would you believe it?"
However, he finally let her down.
No, maybe it's despair.
After she asked him this in tears, he left her behind.
Let her cry alone, let her... face such a desperate situation.
Rose and her maid first covered her face with pillows, suffocating her and losing her breath, making Rose think she was dead, and then pushed her down from the window, creating the illusion that she committed suicide by jumping off the building.
Where was he when he was going through all these cruel things?
If he was willing to believe her and stay, everything might be different.
If he really does what he promised, he will always protect her...
No, he did not protect her. There has never been an ancient martial arts killer roaming the city.
It was him who hurt her the most.
Murong Lie put his hand on the edge of the bed, imagining the fear and despair she felt as Rose pinned her down tightly with a pillow.
It was just a little bit away from her leaving this world, leaving her completely.
Did she hate him at that moment?
Or do you want him, the devil, to save her?
Murong Lie closed his eyes, and unknowingly there was transparent liquid sliding down from the corners of his eyes.
Tong'er...
Tong'er...
sorry.
Now that things have happened, I no longer have the qualifications to say this to you personally and ask for your forgiveness.
Rose wanted her life, but it was herself who completely destroyed her.
After she finally saved her life and became a vegetative state, what did she do...
He is using her as a tool to vent his desires.
It's...endless torture and entanglement.
The happiness once promised to her has never been realized.
Besides pain, what else did he bring to her?
Murong Lie slowly lay down on the spot where Ning Tong'er once lay.
She should still be conscious, right?
During those days and nights of being imprisoned by him, did she only have hatred left?
He should be hated, evil, and a heinous devil.
He destroyed her love with his own hands and destroyed her with his own hands.
Murong Lie closed his eyes and tears flowed down endlessly.
When she was picked up on the boat and turned back to face him with his gun raised and ready to shoot, the look she gave him...
Is there no more love, only hate?
Or...
I don’t even bother to hate anymore.
He doesn't even have the qualifications to be hated by her, right?
Murong Lie closed his eyes, tears streaming down quietly.
For a long, long time, he lay on the bed where Ning Tong'er once lay, and murmured something.
"I'm sorry, I love you."
But, I am no longer qualified to say this.
It's just that I'm not qualified to say this to you.
Murong Lie's tears suddenly flowed down unbridled.
**
San Francisco, USA.
Ning Tong'er came out of a hotel with simple luggage and was about to stop a taxi when a young man wearing a peaked cap suddenly covered her mouth and nose with a handkerchief from behind.
Ning Tong'er was caught off guard. The luggage in her hand suddenly fell to the ground and was dragged into a car by the man.
From a distance, a man wearing sunglasses saw this scene and was immediately shocked and wanted to catch up, but the car had already driven away quickly.
The man wearing sunglasses was a professionally trained bodyguard. Seeing this, he immediately chased after the car and took down the license plate number of the car. He quickly took out his phone and reported it to the person above.
The person who answered his call was Lan Ning... Yes, Han Qingyi knew that he and Ning Tong'er were irreversible.
However, he loved Ning Tong'er so deeply. Even though things had come to this, this feeling could not be let go.
She was a girl with no relatives or friends, so how could he trust her to wander alone?
He ordered people to follow Ning Tong'er from a distance, as long as he could protect her from harm and not let her know.
But just because he followed too far, the bodyguard was careless for a moment, and he didn't expect that Ning Tong'er would have an enemy, so he watched helplessly as she was knocked unconscious and dragged away.
When Lan Ning received the call, his first reaction was: Is it true?
That's great!
In his heart, he simply wished that Ning Tong'er would die quickly.
However, he also knew very well what Ning Tong'er meant to Han Qingyi, so his first reaction was to be extremely happy, but he really did not dare to show this feeling in front of Han Qingyi.
Moreover, he knows better what such a big event means.
Therefore, he secretly thought in his heart: It would be best to let the kidnapper kill Ning Tong'er! Die quickly!
On the other hand, he had to tell Han Qingyi the truth.
When Han Qingyi heard this, of course he immediately ordered people to chase the car, and at the same time he ran out to rescue Ning Tong'er himself.
Ning Tong'er woke up and found that she was on a ship, and she was tied tightly to the deck with a marching belt. A man in a white coat was pushing a long syringe with his hand, pushing a little transparent opaque
Do you know what medicine has been released?
"What do you do?"
She struggled desperately, but it was of no use. The marching belt tied to her body did not move at all.
"Why did you wake up so quickly?" A middle-aged man also wearing a white coat and a mask said in a low voice, "That idiot can't even handle such a girl?"
Ning Tong'er's whole body was shocked, and then she looked at this middle-aged man whose face was covered in disbelief.
"uncle?"
She was surprised, disappointed, and had more unspeakable emotions: "Uncle Han, it's you."
The middle-aged man was also stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that he would be recognized by her like this.
He was startled for a moment, then laughed and took off his mask.
The familiar face was slightly similar to Han Qingyi's. As expected, he was Han Qingyi's father, the former chairman of Han's Pharmaceutical Group.
"You recognized me like this, girl, you are smarter than I thought."
He looked at Ning Tong'er, his eyes were cold and gloomy: "Now that you recognize me, do you know why I want to arrest you?"
Ning Tong'er looked at him and suddenly stopped struggling.