When he arrived at his mother's cemetery and looked at the silent tombstone, the guilt in Xuan Jinmo's heart disappeared instantly. No one would understand the pain and helplessness of losing his mother at the age of ten, the restlessness and fear every night, even if he was a man, even if he knew
The man didn't shed tears easily, but he still stayed up for a long time night after night before he slowly accepted his mother's departure, and it took a long, long time to accept his mother's tragic scene.
Just because Tong Wei was infertile and had no children of her own, she asked her mother to give up herself and Jin Yan, and even poisoned her mother. Yes, the poison could not kill her mother, but taking away her mother's children was the same as killing her.
What's the difference between a dead mother?
Yes, Tong Wei raised Jinyan and loved Jinyan very much, but he let Feng Dazhu take away Jinyan's chance of happiness. The son of an enemy, the child of a woman who poisoned her mother's tea for money,
The truth told by a younger sister in a nightmare made her want to marry this slave regardless of herself.
The uncle asked about his sister's long-standing concern after using medicine. In fact, when the nanny suddenly had an accident, Xuan Jinmo had some doubts, especially after learning that the medicine had to be administered to the person involved, and he could directly approach his mother
And the only person who attacks the mother is the wet nurse.
If the sister hadn't happened to see it, maybe the nanny wouldn't have died. Of course, even if the sister hadn't seen it, Qiu Xinyu would not have let the nanny go. A slave who can kill people for money will also tell all the secrets for money. Qiu Xinyu understands very well.
, so when the wet nurse left her mother's courtyard to find the doctor, she would be pushed into the lotus pond and she would drown.
A nanny who had stayed in Prince Xuan's Mansion for thirteen years and raised four children in the mansion did not know about the lotus pond that had never been moved and would drown in it. The only thing she wanted to hide was the young ones.
Myself and my sister.
Seeing Xuan Jinmo's suddenly downcast face, Tong Xiaoye knew that Xuan Jinmo missed his mother, so he didn't say much and stayed with her quietly, then quietly cleaned the weeds on the tomb and beside it. In autumn,
There are fallen leaves on the ground, and there are trees planted next to the tomb. When the wind blows at this time, the fallen leaves will fall quietly, which is a bit sad.
"Cousin Hua'an knows that Jinyan likes Feng Dazhu." Xuan Jinmo suddenly said calmly, with a very tired tone and expression. He knelt down in front of the tomb, not knowing whether he was talking to his mother in the tomb or Tong Xiaoye beside him.
Tong Xiaoye pursed her lips slightly, hesitated, and said softly: "Brother just said that he regretted obeying his grandfather's words and marrying another woman. He basically didn't get along with Sister-in-law Jinyan in ten years, but he will have to do it ten years later."
He is the only one in Sister-in-law Jinyan’s heart. I can’t blame Sister-in-law Jinyan for this. Some things may be God’s will.”
Xuan Jinmo smiled bitterly and said, "Who else in the Tong family knows about this?"
Tong Xiaoye shook her head gently and said slowly: "No, my brother just came to see me in the palace when he was leaving. The emperor allowed me to go out to see him off. He drank some wine and talked to me about him and Jinyan.
Regarding my sister-in-law, I then said that Jinyan’s sister-in-law had another man in her heart, but he didn’t say his name, and I didn’t ask. During the last time I was kidnapped, I heard Jinyan’s sister-in-law talk about it once, so I knew his name was Feng Dazhu.
, the Jinyan woman called him Brother Dazhu."
Xuan Jin nodded silently, "He is now at the border and has married Axia."
"Bian Guan? Are you with my brother?" Tong Xiaoye was a little surprised and said softly, "I never heard my brother mention it in his letters."
"No. He was at the border area between Wumeng Kingdom and Daxing Dynasty. Before leaving, I asked Axia, Jinyan's slave, to follow him and let them get married. Before that, he almost married his cousin Hua'an.
In the same place, when I learned that cousin Hua An was going to the border, I had him moved elsewhere." Xuan Jinmo said calmly.
"Can I bring my family members with me to the border?" Tong Xiaoye was a little confused.
"Of course not, but Axia helps the leader cook in the army, and Feng Dazhu has only one arm left, so he helps the leader look after the horses in the army. The two of them are soldiers in the same place. I have said hello in advance.
So the couple can live together in the same place." Xuan Jin Moji said indifferently, "I can't let him die. If he dies, he will live in Jin Yan's heart forever. If he doesn't die, Jin Yan will be alive in a few years.
When Yan saw him again, things had changed and people had changed, so it was possible to let go."
Tong Xiaoye didn't know what to say and could only listen. She was too young to understand the pain and entanglement involved. Her brother said that he was waiting for Xuan Jinyan to change her mind.
But will Sister-in-law Jinyan change her mind? For half a year, my brother doesn’t even know about Sister-in-law Jinyan, and she has remained silent.
"Let's go have a drink with me!" Xuan Jinmo suddenly stood up, stretched out his hand to pull up Tong Xiaoye, who was also kneeling beside him, and without even looking at the tombstone, he got directly into the carriage.
Tong Xiaoye did not object and accompanied Xuan Jinmo to the carriage.
"Are you afraid of me?" Xuan Jinmo suddenly stared at Tong Xiaoye and asked.
Tong Xiaoye was stunned and blurted out: "No, I just don't know if you like me or hate me. I don't know what to do?"
Xuan Jinmo laughed and said half-truthfully: "If I don't like you, why should I marry you in a few years? Don't worry, I will only have you as my wife, and I will make you the princess!"
Tong Xiaoye looked at Xuan Jinmo and said in surprise: "You want to become a prince?"
"Yes, can't it?" Xuan Jinmo still laughed, but his tone was a little colder, and he said lightly, "However, I don't like women who are too smart, Tong Xiaoye, you are too smart, and women who are too smart tend to grow old.
, it is better for you to be stupid, just like Princess Tianxiang, who thinks she is smart, but is actually very stupid, but that way, it is easier to be happy."
Tong Xiaoye only heard indifference and disgust towards herself from Xuan Jinmo's tone. She sighed and said slowly: "I'm really surprised. You obviously don't like me, but you want to marry me in a few years."
, when I listen to you talking to me, I feel disgusted and alienated most of the time. It’s not that I’m smart, this may just be an intuition. My mother often said that women’s reactions are very accurate.”
Xuan Jinmo laughed loudly, stared at Tong Xiaoye, and said with a half-smile: "Tong Xiaoye, you are just a yellow-haired girl in my eyes. Maybe it will be better when you are older. At least you are a beautiful woman. This is not bad.
You are worthy of me."
Tong Xiaoye sighed helplessly, this Xuan Jinmo is really not that difficult to understand!
Listening to the monotonous sound of the carriage on the road, Xuan Jinmo chose a restaurant that was not too busy, with a window facing the street and chairs facing the street. He ordered wine and food, but did not eat the food, only drank.