One hundred and thirty nine chapters: no confidence
Full text without ads Chapter 139: No confidence
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"I'm sorry. (Free download of full text e-book)" Park Dongxun's old face turned red, but it was understandable. He could do this for his daughter, which proved that he was still a kind father.
"Forget it, what was supposed to happen happened. Here we are. Thank you for sending me back. I won't invite you to sit in. There are too many things to do today. Please go slowly." Ling Xiaotian didn't want to have too much interaction with Park Dongxun.
"You're welcome, bye."
"It's best not to see you." Ling Xiaotian glanced at the car leaving and murmured.
He hurriedly ran into the yard. After entering, he saw Yan Ruyu walking back and forth in the yard, frowning and looking anxious, so he called softly, "Sister Yu, I'm back."
Yan Ruyu trembled, turned around, ran towards Ling Xiaotian, threw herself into Ling Xiaotian's arms, "Xiaotian, you're okay."
"I'm fine, I'm worrying you." Ling Xiaotian was a little flattered, and Yan Ruyu suddenly became enthusiastic, which made him uncomfortable.
"I'm scared to death. God bless you. You're hungry. I've prepared a meal for you."
"Sister Yu, haven't you eaten yet?"
"How can I eat without you coming back?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Thank you, Sister Yu." Ling Xiaotian was a little touched. Yan Ruyu's health was not very good. It was really a sin to make her frightened because of him. Fortunately, nothing happened, otherwise he would not know how to deal with his dead grandfather.
explain.
"Fool, I don't want to listen to such words, Xiaotian, what happened today made me understand one thing, I can't live without you." Yan Ruyu looked at Ling Xiaotian and said.
"Sister Yu." Ling Xiaotian also looked at her. The sparks in their eyes were brewing and getting stronger and stronger. Then under the witness of the moonlight, the two jade lips were tightly pressed together, in the courtyard.
The passionate kiss, the moment in Ling Xiaotian's fantasy came a little too fast, catching him a little off guard. At this moment, he should really thank Park Dongxun for unintentionally making his mouth as beautiful as jade.
After a long time, their lips parted. Although Yan Ruyu was older than Ling Xiaotian, she had never experienced sexual intercourse between men and women, and her shyness showed on her face. She lowered her head. Ling Xiaotian didn't say anything. He knew that anything he said at this moment would destroy this rare moment.
The artistic conception, so he hugged Yan Ruyu and walked towards the room.
As soon as he entered the room, the aroma of food filled the air, and his stomach couldn't help but protest. Yan Ruyu smiled when she heard the name. Ling Xiaotian said a little embarrassedly: "Sister Yu, it's all your fault. I wasn't hungry in the first place."
, I didn’t expect the food you cooked to be so fragrant.”
"It doesn't necessarily taste good, and I don't know if it will suit your taste." Yan Ruyu said with a smile.
"The aroma of the food must not be much different, let's get started." Ling Xiaotian sat down and said.
Yan Ruyu nodded, and she helped Ling Xiaotian with meals, picking up vegetables and delivering soup. At this time, she was like a good wife and mother, taking good care of Ling Xiaotian.
"Sister Yu, sit next to me." Ling Xiaotian said.
"Hurry up and eat, it doesn't matter where you sit." Yan Ruyu still sat opposite Ling Xiaotian. She wanted to keep her distance. She was afraid that Ling Xiaotian would take advantage of her. In the yard just now, she acted just because her head was hot. It is different now. After calming down, she will not
Give Ling Xiaotian another chance, but the change in her view of Ling Xiaotian is real. From now on, she will take care of Ling Xiaotian and care from the bottom of her heart. After this incident, she also understands her position in Ling Xiaotian's heart. Ling Xiaotian will not hesitate to destroy him.
The leader of the Dragon Dragon Gang rescued himself. This is not something ordinary people can do or dare to do.
"Sister Yu, I have moved all my things here to accompany you." Ling Xiaotian saw that Yan Ruyu became cautious again, and reluctantly changed the subject.
"Whatever you want, there are many rooms in the courtyard anyway." Yan Ruyu said while eating.
"Sister Yu, you are so kind." After Ling Xiaotian finished eating, he put his hand on the table to support his chin, staring at Yan Ruyu, motionless.
"Don't look at me like that." Yan Ruyu felt Ling Xiaotian's eyes. It was scary to be stared at by a man with direct eyes, because there was something that slowly extended like this.
"Sister Yu, do you know how I feel now? It's like a dream. I always thought you would be cold to me." Ling Xiaotian smiled.
"Do you like how cold I feel towards you? Are you full?" Yan Ruyu rolled her eyes at Ling Xiaotian.
"I am full."
"Then I'll clean it up." Yan Ruyu stood up to clean up the dishes, and Ling Xiaotian also stood up to help.
"You go take a shower and I'll be there. Wash off the evil spirit all over your body." Yan Ruyu said.
"I'm helping you because I don't want you to be so tired."
"I'm not tired, go quickly or I'll get angry." Yan Ruyu said seriously.
"Okay, I'll go."
"That's pretty much it. Your things are packed in the room." After Yan Ruyu finished speaking, she took the dishes and chopsticks and left the room.
"She is such a hard-spoken and soft-hearted woman. Oh my, now I finally feel like home." Ling Xiaotian said happily.
Yan Ruyu was cleaning up in the kitchen. Suddenly, her body was hugged from behind. She was startled. When she turned around and saw Ling Xiaotian, she quickly cursed: "Don't do anything bad, or I'll knock you." Yan Ruyu picked up the spatula and threatened.
road.
"Knock, if I die in your hands, my life will be worth it." Ling Xiaotian acted rogue.
"You can't respect me at all." Yan Ruyu was a little unhappy.
Ling Xiaotian saw that something was wrong and quickly let go, "Sister Yu, I'm sorry, I can't help myself. Who makes you so charming?"
"Don't be so talkative. I hate being a coward the most. I hope you won't mess around." Yan Ruyu became cold again.
"I just like Sister Yu's behavior, I'm not messing around." Ling Xiaotian said sternly.
"Are you being so confident while taking advantage?" Yan Ruyu was angry and funny. There was really nothing this guy could do to him. She couldn't really hit him, she couldn't bear to do it.
"Sister Yu, I just want to be with you. If I can, I don't want to be separated for a moment." Ling Xiaotian was very infatuated with Yan Ruyu.
"Xiaotian, don't be like this, I understand what you mean, but I like you to respect me and let everything take its course, okay?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Okay, I won't force you, but don't force me either. You know that I will sacrifice my life for you no matter what, so please don't let me stand too far away, otherwise I'm afraid I will go crazy." Ling Xiaotian said.
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"Xiao Tian, my sister is several years older than you. Have you ever thought about what your family would think even if you like me very much?" Yan Ruyu said.
"Sister Yu, love has nothing to do with age. I know that's not what you mind."
"No, I mind. You have a better future. There is no need to waste time on your sister. I just want to be your sister. I have no other ideas." Yan Ruyu said.
"Sister Yu, that's your idea. Anyway, I'm going to settle on you. No matter how many years I wait, you can only be mine in this life." Ling Xiaotian said domineeringly.
"I said, why don't you understand? Those girls are perfect for you. I can't give you anything, but they can. Do you understand?"
"Sister Yu, why don't you understand? It doesn't matter what others do to me. I only want you, and you give me what others can't give, which is love. I long for Sister Yu's love, just as I love Sister Yu.
"Ling Xiaotian turned Yan Ruyu's body around, looked into her eyes and said, he wanted to impress her with his sincerity.
"Hey, you are still young now and don't know what love is at all. You may just be confused now. If you get along with me now, you may regret it in the future. Have you ever considered it? If you regret it, I will be the one hurt."
"I understand, it's because I can't give you a sense of security, right?" Ling Xiaotian understood the meaning.
"Yes, I will be old in a few years. When the future generations are old and yellow, but you are high-spirited, I have no confidence." Yan Ruyu said harsh words in order to dispel Ling Xiaotian's thoughts.
"Sister Yu, I will prove to you now that I am not that kind of person. No matter what you become, you will always be equally important in my heart." After Ling Xiaotian finished speaking, he pulled Yan Ruyu over and kissed her jade lips heavily.
, he wished he could melt his heart into this woman's heart. He wanted Yan Ruyu to feel that his love for her was not temporary, but eternal.
At first Yan Ruyu was still resistant, but slowly she was melted by Ling Xiaotian. What does a woman want? A man who loves her. She is indeed very insecure towards Ling Xiaotian, but she cannot deny that she already has feelings for Ling Xiaotian.
She fell in love with him when the Chuanglong Gang rescued her, but she felt that she was not worthy. Like Ye Ziyun, none of them were younger than her. Although her beauty was not inferior to theirs, she was already twenty-six.
She is five years older than Ling Xiaotian. She has no confidence. Once a woman loses confidence, she will never fall in love easily. Although she has never been in love, she knows that although love has sweet scenes, there are more
It's hurt. Ling Xiaotian is too young. Maybe he likes his beauty now, but when he gets older, thinking of this, she woke up and pushed Ling Xiaotian away hard, "Xiaotian, no, we can't do this."
"Sister Yu, you will understand one day." Ling Xiaotian looked helpless as he watched Yan Ruyu adjust her clothes. This trick didn't work. The self-control of mature women is indeed different. Like Zou Zimei, she can't resist even a few kisses.
Yes, this is the difference in self-control.
"Xiaotian, if you really want to do good for me, then don't force me, otherwise, you will never see me again in the future." Yan Ruyu turned around after speaking.
"Okay, I won't force you, Sister Yu. Remember, I, Ling Xiaotian, like you. No matter how long it takes, I will never change. One day you will understand." Ling Xiaotian walked out of the kitchen after speaking.
Yan Ruyu gritted her teeth and looked a little sad. She couldn't help but lamented: "Xiaotian, it's my sister who is not worthy of you. You have better things to do. I don't want to drag you down, and I really don't have the confidence to be with you."
Yan Ruyu made a decision.
Ling Xiaotian returned to the room and fell down on the bed. There were only two reasons why he was so impulsive just now. One was his strong love for Yan Ruyu, and the other was the impulse after having sex for the first time. He thought that women were all
It’s easy to conquer. Now it seems that he made a mistake. Not every woman is like Zou Zimei and can get into bed so easily. Of course, he is not belittling Zou Zimei. He understands that Zou Zimei is willing to devote herself because she likes him and also has an inferiority complex.
What is causing trouble, after all, compared to Shangguan Qinglan and Ye Ziyun, Zou Zimei has no confidence, but Yan Ruyu is different. She is a real woman who knows how to move freely. At least now Ling Xiaotian's heart is completely occupied by Yan Ruyu, no matter she means it