Liusu's face instantly turned as pale as paper, and her beautiful and steady eyes were opened to the extreme, as if a fish bone was stuck in her throat. The pain made her feel like she was suffocating...
She can't be pregnant?
"Mr. Lu, are you mistaken?" Ruyu exclaimed. She couldn't believe this was true. Liusu couldn't get pregnant? She thought it was because Nanjin had been sitting in a wheelchair for too long, and she had eaten poisonous fruits for a living.
Damage to the body leads to infertility, but how can it be Tassel?
The old doctor looked at her pale face with regret, and shook his head slightly in her expectant eyes.
Liusu's heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a sharp weapon, and the tip of her nose felt sore. She closed her eyes suddenly and lowered her head in pain. The pain and despair came overwhelmingly, filling her internal organs, as if she had been run over by a heavy object. Most of the despair was torn apart.
It touched her nerves and even her soul trembled violently.
Nan Jin...a tear fell on the back of her hand, breaking and splashing...
Ruyu quickly lowered her body, put her arms around Liusu's shoulders, and patted her comfortingly, "Susu, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't cry...don't you still have Xiaobai?"
As soon as Liusu heard this, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore. They kept falling like dropped beads. She cried so miserably that her whole body trembled like fallen leaves in the autumn wind. Even the old doctor shook his head and sighed helplessly.
She has Xiaobai, but what about Nan Jin? What about her and Nan Jin? She wants a child with Nan Jin, and she wants to leave a child for the Feng family. This concept has been deeply rooted in her bones since three years ago. What happens now?
To give up?
Liusu's eyes were filled with tears, biting her lower lip, with the last glimmer of hope remaining, "Is it possible for me to recover? Is there any medicine that can cure it?"
Facing this expectant face, the old doctor couldn't say a single word "no". The woman in front of him had such deep expectations of continuing the legacy of her husband's family. This was a fatal blow to her, and he couldn't bear to say anything more.
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The old doctor's silence shattered Liusu's last hope. Liusu was like being thrown into the cold sea water, sinking and sinking in despair.
"Susu, stop crying..." Ruyu didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only keep wiping her tears. Liusu suddenly pushed Ruyu away and ran out of the hospital.
"Susu..." Ruyu was shocked and immediately got up and chased her out.
On the streets where people were coming and going, the beautiful woman burst into tears, and others looked sideways. Why did the young lady of the Feng family cry? This is really a strange thing in the world. In the minds of the people of Fengcheng, Feng Nanjin and his wife Feng Susu are...
According to the myth, the couple are both business wizards. They negotiated with the Sea King of Mobei one after another. They are amazingly talented and capable. Especially Mrs. Feng. Three years ago, the story of her sole support of the Feng family was widely known in the Jiangnan area.
Rumor has it that in the minds of everyone, Mrs. Feng is a heroine who is not inferior to men. When they saw her with tears streaming down her face, they were all puzzled.
Liusu didn't know where he was going, so he ran towards the ferry, bumping into people along the way. He was so heartbroken that he could no longer care about anything else.
"Susu, stop!" Ruyu finally stopped her, "Susu, where are you going? Go home and rest, don't think about it, nothing will happen. The doctor just said it was minimal, and didn't say you can't get pregnant. There is still a glimmer of hope.
Liusu, don’t give up, don’t think too much, okay?”
Liusu sobbed, her long eyelashes stained with tears, and she said: "Ruyu, don't say these words to comfort me again, don't let me have hope and be disappointed again, Nanjin... who has the medical skills?"
Taller than Nan Jin? Nan Jin clearly knows how much I want to have a baby. He clearly knows how much I want to be pregnant. He clearly knows that my body can’t get pregnant again, but he never said it... He didn’t even mention it.
I mentioned it before, and he always said to let nature take its course. Every time I asked him, how did he feel when he answered me?"
Ruyu hugged her and patted Liusu on the shoulder, "Susu, don't be excited. Worry can hurt your body. Nanjin doesn't care, so don't care. It's enough for you to have Xiaobai. Susu, you deserve your fate."
So, you can’t force it!”
Liusu pushed Ruyu away, and her tearful eyes suddenly became determined, "I don't believe in fate, I don't believe that Nan Jin will be childless. What have we done wrong? Why does God punish us like this? Me, Nan Jin.
Well, haven’t we suffered enough since we were young? I was lonely and bullied by my aunt since I was a child. Nan Jin was bad at walking for twenty years. He fell off a cliff and relied on poisonous fruits for a living. Putting down his self-esteem, even if he could only
Even though I was crawling, I never gave up on life. We all live so seriously and so strongly. Why do we suffer such punishment? I refuse to accept it and I am not willing to accept it!"
"Susu, don't get excited..." Ruyu looked at her worriedly...
Liusu wanted to give Nan Jin a child so much, and the sudden blow was really hard to accept. She was really afraid that there was something wrong with her. As long as Nan Jin was involved, Liusu would care, let alone the issue of an heir.
Liusu squatted down in pain, hugged her knees, and cried loudly. Even the air was infected with her sadness, and she became desolate and miserable. "I worked so hard to live to make myself happy...I didn't want this result...
I don’t want this result, it’s unfair to Nan Jin..."
Ruyu knelt down and accompanied her silently, "Nan Jin doesn't even care..."
"Just because he doesn't care, I feel even more sad..." Liusu choked with tears, her voice broken and overflowing, "Because that person is Nan Jin... That's why I feel sad. In the past three years, I have known that my body cannot be pregnant, and I also know that in my heart
In order not to make me sad, he chose not to say anything, because my body has always been taken care of by him, and I would never have the chance to know that there was something wrong with my body. If I hadn’t gone to the medical clinic today, I would still have been treated by him.
He has always been kept in the dark. Everything he does is because of me...but I can't give birth to a child for him...This is so unfair to him..."
Mrs. Feng and everyone in Fengjiabao hope that she can give birth to a boy and continue the Feng family's legacy. What makes Liusu sad is not that she can't have a child, but that she can't give birth to a child for Nanjin.
Nan Jin...
Liu Su's heart was as sharp as a knife when she recalled Nan Jin's words about how the days ahead should be long and let nature take its course.
Nanjin, have you ever been disappointed?
Liusu smiled miserably, Ruyu looked at her distressedly, there was nothing she could do, every woman wanted to have children for her beloved, because Xiaobai was not Nanjin's biological flesh and blood, Liusu was even more concerned about this matter
.
This was a big blow to her!
Three years of hope... just dashed!
"Ruyu, I want to be alone for a while, so don't follow me!" Liusu stood up and wiped away her tears. Now she just wanted to find a place to relax and calm down from the blow she suffered today.
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"No!" Ruyu immediately refused, "You look like this, how can I trust you to be alone outside? It's better to go home, Susu, can you be obedient?"
Liusu shook his head, "I'm not a child, nothing will happen to me!"
Ruyu wanted to say something else, but Liusu interrupted her, "Ruyu, just leave me alone!"
"Okay, I'll wait for you at the restaurant. I'll be back in a while. Let's go back to Fengjiabao together, you know?" Ruyu confessed.
Liusu nodded, Ruyu glanced worriedly, then turned and left, returning to Fengjia Restaurant!
Liusu walked blindly alone, and unknowingly reached the ferry. The sun was shining brightly. Liusu looked at it in a daze, turned around and went to the boat shop, and asked someone to drive the Feng family's special sailboat to the ferry.
She wants to go to Mobei Sea to relax!
It takes several hours to get from Chidan River to Mobei Sea. Liusu calculated the time well and was able to stay at sea for half an hour and a half, just in time to come back before dark.
She was the only ship on the vast ocean, drifting quietly. She sat on a chair on the deck, silent, curled up with her body, and looked at the vast sea with her eyes quietly.
It was calm today, the sea breeze blew slowly, and the woman sat quietly, drifting freely on the sea regardless of where the boat would take her.
Not only Ruyu likes the sea, but Liusu also likes it. Even Xiaobai likes it very much. Sailing alone brings a sense of calmness, which suits her current state of mind.
Dugu, loneliness, sadness...
Tassel rolled up her body and burst into tears...
Liusu's ship is not on the Mobei route. There are no ships coming and going. The entire sea is very calm. Only Liusu's ship is floating freely.
Only at this time will she cry without any scruples and pour out all the grievances and distress in her heart to the sea...
"Nan Jin..." Liusu's heart felt like a knife and she burst into tears, "Nan Jin, what should I do?"
Nan Jin, who was sailing on the Chidan River, suddenly felt uneasy. He turned around suddenly and looked deeply behind him with his calm eyes. The river was clear and calm, and there was nothing there. Why was he suddenly uneasy and irritable? It seemed like there was something wrong.
What will happen.
Nan Jin's sixth sense has always been very effective and has never made a mistake.
Standing on the bow of the boat was a man of extraordinary splendor and elegance. He was tall and tall, with a jade tree facing the wind, but his eyebrows were furrowed quietly. He looked in the direction of Fengcheng without saying a word.
Xiaobai pulled on his sleeve in confusion, "Dad, what's wrong?"
Nan Jin lowered his head, took Xiao Bai's hand, smiled lightly, "It's okay!"
"Dad..." Xiaobai prolonged her voice, protesting her father's partiality, "Dad, do you already miss your mother in less than two days? You are so partial!"
Nan Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and twisted her face, "That's nonsense!"
Yes, I am worried about Tassel!
No matter where he goes, he will never let go of his worries!
On the Mobei Sea, Liusu is still immersed in his own world.
Even with Nan Jin's high medical skills, he couldn't take care of her body. Doesn't that mean there is no cure? Otherwise, Nan Jin had already cured her body in the past three years. It must be because there was no way.
Facing the sea, Liusu's heart was as calm as a mirror, and she completely understood the pity and helplessness that followed her words of letting nature take its course.
It is impossible for her to give up Nan Jin, and it is impossible for Nan Jin to give up on her. They can only choose not to have children, but in this way, she will be ashamed of Mrs. Feng for the rest of her life, she will be ashamed of Nan Jin for the rest of her life, and she will feel guilty
lifetime.
Despite her extraordinary intelligence, she couldn't think of any good way to get the best of both worlds at the moment.
We were not far from an island. Suddenly, the hull of the ship shook violently, followed by a violent vibration. Liusu was shocked. He wiped away his tears and looked down. His eyes widened in surprise. Liusu's face darkened...