Nine times out of ten life will be unsatisfactory, everyone has a wound in their heart, everyone has a secret in their heart, and everyone has regrets in their heart.
But don’t everyone in the world survive like this?
When she thought Nan Jin was dead, she never thought that she would be with him in life and death, but she didn't die in the end and lived well.
Regardless of dissatisfaction or regret, time still flies by and time will not stop for anyone.
Otherwise, there wouldn’t be so many crazy men and women in the world, and there wouldn’t be so many intersecting fates.
However, in the past few years, she has learned two words - cherish!
Liusu stood up, sighed slightly in his heart, and said calmly: "I won't run away, you'd better go ashore and see the doctor!"
Xiao Jue's injury was very serious. His eagerness to see Liusu these past few days made him forcefully ignore his body and support himself with a kind of will.
Now that he saw Liusu, his will became weak, like a tall building collapsing overnight, completely destroying his body.
His face was pale because he had a high fever, his eyes were reddish, and his usually cold and ice-like eyes revealed a hint of fragility, and his heart was soft. This powerful man rarely got sick!
Liusu couldn't help but think of Nan Jin's awkwardness when he was sick, and he understood the reason.
No matter how strong a person is, they always need some care when they are sick and will always feel fragile and helpless. The stronger the person looks, the more fragile some heart strings are.
Nan Jin is like this, and Xiao Jue is no exception!
Liusu glanced at him and said softly: "I'll cook something for you. You can rest!"
Xiao Jue was still gnashing his teeth and staring at him. Hearing these words, he was startled for a moment. When he reacted, Liusu had already left the cabin.
Xiao Jue stared blankly as the corners of his aqua clothes disappeared into his eyelids, a satisfied smile appeared on his pale lips, as pure and clean as a child longing for warmth and love.
It seems that the disease broke out just in time!
It had been many years since he had felt such a tender mood. The breeze blew slightly from the window, like a pair of gentle hands, caressing the heart of this man who had gone through many vicissitudes of life and was scarred. The hard heart seemed to be softening again.
a bit.
A faint smile echoed in the cabin, making people's hearts ache.
If Xiao Yue and Xiao Han saw it, they would be shocked as if they were struck by lightning.
This is a private sailing ship that sails all year round. It has sufficient reserves. In addition to dry food, it can also cook its own meals. The two sailors have already finished eating and went to the deck to admire the moon. They are sailors exclusive to the palace. Today Liusu and Xiao
When Jue was arguing on the deck, they already knew who she was, so naturally they didn't dare to let her do anything.
Liusu just smiled lightly and told them to do what they should do.
She still did this.
Liusu cooked porridge for Xiao Jue and frowned slightly. She had never seen Xiao Jue sick before. She shouldn't be as difficult to take care of as Nan Jin, right?
While waiting for the rice to be cooked, Liusu ate dry food and looked at the bright moon in the sky with her eyes calmly, her smile a little bitter.
This time, she may be notorious again!
The first one was married to Prince Xiao, and the second one was married to Lord Feng Castle.
Of these two people, one is powerful in the world, and the other is as wealthy as anyone in the country. Both are dragons among men, rare and powerful figures.
The world will probably laugh at them, why are they so obsessed with a woman who is so frivolous?
Five years ago Liusu was in disrepute and was ridiculed by the world.
Five years later, Feng Susu will be notorious and become the laughing stock of the world again.
She has already anticipated what kind of storm she will face in the future.
It didn't matter to her five years ago, and such rumors couldn't hurt her.
But what about five years from now?
She has a happy home and a group of family members who love her and care about her. What will they think of her?
Liusu recalled those disdainful looks when he was besieged by the citizens in the capital.
Will one day, she will be treated like this in Fengcheng? Thinking of this, Liusu's heart felt like needles pricking her heart.
She still can't escape this fate.
That’s it!
Let nature take its course!
Maybe this is the price of happiness!
It’s your own fault, no different than others!
After the porridge was cooked, Liusu filled a bowl and brought it in to Xiao Jue. The cabin was very quiet, except for Xiao Jue's slightly rapid breathing and occasional uneasy humming. Maybe he was not feeling well. He was always tossing and turning, and his sleep was not very peaceful.
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"Xiao Jue, wake up and eat!"
Liusu screamed a few times, and Xiao Jue woke up. His eyes turned redder, and his cheeks were slightly red. Liusu probed his forehead in surprise, and the fever was much worse than before.
"Xiao Jue, please let the boat dock immediately. You can rest assured that I will stay here quietly. At least you can ask them to grab some medicine and come back. If the fever continues, it will be very harmful to the body. Some people have died because of high fever."
Liusu persuaded him anxiously, why are you so stubborn?
Xiao Jue struggled to sit up and looked deeply at Liusu, as if he didn't hear her words, "Feed me!"
Liusu was stunned at first, and a surge of anger arose in his heart, "Did you hear what I said? Let them go ashore to get medicine. If you don't take care of your own body, who will take care of it for you?"
"I'm hungry!" Xiao Jue's ears automatically filtered Liusu's words, and he said somewhat innocently.
Liusu's anger froze and his eyes darkened. Seeing that she was really angry, Xiao Jue said hoarsely: "I have a fever caused by internal injuries. I just need to adjust my breathing on my own. I don't need to see a doctor. Once the internal injuries are healed, the fever will go away naturally!"
Xiao Jue suffered from internal injuries, fatigue from traveling continuously for the past few days, and a sad heart. His emotions fluctuated too much, and his body protested, leading to a fever. At this time, he talked about it lightly, not wanting Liusu to know.
A man's face is still very important.
Liusu sneered: "I'm half a doctor...forget it, whatever you want, you won't listen to me anyway. Since you have the strength, do it yourself!"
Liusu was really a little angry. He stretched out the bowl in front of him and said, "Take it!"
Xiao Jue looked at her intently and said nothing!
The reddish eyes with fever looked at Tassel quietly, cold, calm and stubborn.
Liusu frowned, forget it, she can't be stubborn with him, he can do whatever he likes. As expected, every sick man is easy to take care of.
"My hand is burned, you feed me!" Xiao Jue repeated, his tone was a little weak, but his attitude was very insistent!
Liusu looked at him calmly for a while, then took a mouthful of porridge and brought it to his lips. Considering that he was a patient, she didn't care about it.
The cabin was very quiet, the aroma of porridge flowed to each other's noses, and a warmth slowly overflowed.
Xiao Jue said nothing and drank his porridge quietly. Occasionally he raised his eyes to glance at Liusu, but hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.
Slender hands, calm face, worried eyes, and gentle breath, these are the images he dreams of. Liusu has never treated him so tenderly.
Xiao Jue cherished it so much that a barbaric tyranny suddenly arose.
Let time stay at this moment!
This hard-won and precious warmth made his heart soft, and he suddenly thought that this would never change for the rest of his life.
There is no Feng Nanjin, no Feng family, and no Wangfu.
Only Xiao Jue and Fang Liusu!
Xiao Jue ate very slowly, a deliberate slowness, deliberately prolonging the palpitating and satisfying time.
He didn't speak, fearing that if he spoke, he would break the peace and tranquility, and another sad word would come out of his fringed mouth.
"Did you do this on purpose?" The porridge was almost cold and he couldn't even finish half of it. Liusu narrowed his eyes in displeasure.
"No!" Xiao Jue retorted in a hoarse voice, confidently, but in fact he didn't have much appetite.
He is an extremely sensible man and will not think that Liusu made it specially for him. This is delicacies from mountains and seas. If you don't have an appetite, you have no appetite.
It's like chewing wax, eating without knowing the taste.
But in order to enjoy the rare tender time, I forced myself to swallow it.
Liusu fed him another mouthful and said calmly: "Aren't you very powerful in martial arts? Who could hurt you like this?"
Xiao Jue's soft face suddenly turned hard as ice. Liusu could feel the cold air emanating from his body. It was so cold that it could cut people's skin. His reddish eyes narrowed sinisterly, and a cold light flashed through Liusu.
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Did you ask the wrong question? Liusu's heart skipped a beat at his cold eyes. He was such a beast. Even if his scars were uncovered, there would be no need to get angry. Victory and defeat are not common things for military strategists.
Suddenly, Liusu seemed to notice something, his eyes twitched, and he asked in surprise, "Xiao Jue, could it be Nan Jin who beat you?"
She is already extremely smart, and after a little thought, she will understand why Xiao Jue became so angry. This is really a big blow. Well, it is worthy of sympathy, but was Nan Jin injured?
She didn't understand martial arts, but she also knew that Nan Jin's martial arts were superb. Xuan Bei once joked that the young master should not be injured if he fought against all the invincible opponents in the world.
However, Xiao Jue's martial arts is said to be quite powerful. An ancient sword in his hand is extremely powerful and can sweep away mountains and rivers. If they really fought and Xiao Jue was seriously injured, would Nan Jin remain unscathed?
Liusu's heart couldn't help but twitch, and she was a little worried.
Xiao Jue understood her look clearly and gritted his teeth and said: "No!"
Liusu breathed a sigh of relief calmly, Xiao Jue's face was as ugly as Yama, and he vowed fiercely, "Fang Liusu, from today on, I won't allow you to think about Feng Nanjin, and I won't allow you to see him.
Otherwise, don’t blame me for being rude!”
"You are a patient, and I won't care about you!" Liusu was unmoved and fiercely stuffed a mouthful of porridge into his mouth. Xiao Jue's eyes widened, and Liusu smiled, "You should eat more and rest more when you are sick.
,talk less!"
"You..." The sudden movement caught Xiao Jue off guard, and he choked hard. His eyes were so angry that he almost swallowed Liu Su. Liu Su smiled sheepishly, "Sorry, I suddenly lost control of my strength!"
"Fang Liusu!" Xiao Jue let out a roar that frightened the fish under the water and sneaked away from the world.
Liusu said calmly: "If you have anything to say, I'll wait until you recover!"
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The boat sailed on the Chidan River for two days. Xiao Jue's high fever came back and forth again and again. Liusu forced him to dock several times to see a doctor, but he remained unmoved and stubbornly lay there.
He was not seen adjusting his breathing on his own, and his internal injuries were not improving either.
His face was pale and out of breath. In just two days, the man's face had lost a lot of its appearance.
Liusu felt uncomfortable seeing this. Xiao Jue was too stubborn and kept hanging there half-dead, refusing to go to the shore for medical treatment. Originally, it would take four days to sail on the Chidan River to reach Ningcheng. After arriving in Ningcheng, it would take half a day to ride a carriage to the capital.
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However, Xiao Jue ordered to slow down and drifted slowly on the river, even slower than the boat traveling on the lake. In two days, he could not walk the normal half-day journey.
He seemed to be deliberately delaying his trip to Beijing.
Those two sailors were Xiao Jue's people and would not listen to Liusu at all. Liusu asked them to go to the shore to get medicine for Xiao Jue. They went to ask Xiao Jue for instructions. Liusu asked them to speed up and go sightseeing. They also asked Xiao Jue for instructions.
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As you can imagine, the result was Liusu's blood sugar soaring.
"Xiao Jue, what do you mean?" After enduring it for two days, Liusu finally couldn't bear it anymore, pushed open the cabin door, and asked coldly.
What a good temper Xiao Jue had rubbed so hard, it was time for the bottom line to be broken. This man was really capable of making people angry, but he was just lying on the bow of the boat, reading his book peacefully.
This was his special ship, and there were many books in the cabin. When Liusu caught a glimpse of the cover, he felt his blood speed up, and there was a riot that was about to break out of his veins. Feng Qingyun actually looked at his Book of Songs indifferently.
The west-slanting sunlight shines in through the cabin window, casting a faint halo on the man's face. His originally pale face looks much healthier under the orange sunlight. There is a faint smile on his face, and he is concentrating on reading the Book of Poetry.
The talented people who go to Beijing to take the exam have to work a hundred times harder.
Liusu considers himself to have a good temper and good patience, but in the past two days, Xiao Jue has been so angry that he has lost his grace and wants to scold him.
He was obviously sick, but he didn't get a good rest. He got up in the middle of the night to go to the deck to admire the moon, and he was dressed in cold clothes. She even suspected that he was dressed cold on purpose to blow the cold wind.
During the day, he stayed in the cabin reading and began to enslave her.
Occasionally, she would say that she was thirsty and she had to serve her tea obediently.
hungry.
She would obediently cook for him. Liusu once was really annoyed by his leisurely and calm attitude and cooked a bowl of half-cooked porridge for him to drink.
Xiao Jue didn't even dislike it. He drank it without raising an eyebrow and drank it without leaving any drop.
Liusu was still in the mood to watch a good show, but when he finished drinking and grinned, she became so angry that she became silent and her face was so gloomy that water could drip from her face. She secretly invited all the eighteen generations of the Xiao family's ancestors to come out and greet her.
Xiao Jue is simply a pig!
No, it’s worse than pigs, pigs are also picky eaters!
"What's wrong with you?" Xiao asked nonchalantly, with an extremely innocent look in his eyes, as if Liusu was an unreasonable child.
Liusu gritted his teeth, he had never seen such a bad man with his eyes!
"Aren't you going to the capital? If you keep going like this, how many years and months will it take you to arrive in the capital?" Liusu asked straight to the point, her beautiful face full of displeasure as she looked at him calmly.
She endures!
This was in the middle of the Chidan River, and it was so white that she couldn't even leave privately.
Xiao Jue smiled faintly, his eyes flashed calmly, he turned from Tassel's face back to the book, and said calmly: "I'm happy!"
Liusu's pretty face shone, "You..."
What happened to him? Why did he suddenly ask them to slow down again, as if they didn't want to go to the capital. The capital was his territory. If he went there early, he could control her better, right?
Liusu couldn't understand Xiao Jue's meaning at all.
With a flash of aqua clothes, she walked into the room, looked at Xiao Jue calmly, and said: "Xiao Jue, can you be reasonable? Do you want to wander in the Chidan River for the rest of your life?"
Xiao Jue replied expressionlessly, "I never thought about it before, but after hearing what you said today, Liusu, I might consider it. Anyway, our husband and wife have been separated for five years, which is a good time to cultivate our relationship!"
Tassel's blood coagulated, Xiao Jue's eyes were so serious and paranoid, she had no doubt that this man could say it and do it. He wouldn't be so impulsive, would he? He was Xiao Jue, who was famous for his coldness and calmness in the court, so he wouldn't
Are you doing something stupid like this?
The woman's face remained calm, "Are you kidding?"
Xiao Jue sneered, "Lisu, based on your understanding of me, do I seem to be joking?"
Not like that!
Liusu almost blurted out that the Xiao Jue she knew would never joke.
But the Xiao Jue she knew would not do such stupid things!
Liusu was silent and asked without hesitation, "Are you delaying your trip to Beijing because you are afraid that I will see Nan Jin?"
Snapped!
Xiao Jue slapped the Book of Songs in his hand fiercely, and a layer of cloud appeared on the man's pale face, and a cold light flashed across it, sinister and cold, as if it was about to frostbite one's skin.
This was a taboo between them, and Liusu was smart enough not to mention it when he was sick, lest he get angry and hurt himself, but he was really too much, and Liusu had to mention it. Apart from this possibility, she couldn't think of any reason.
Xiao Jue turned his head to look at Liusu, veins appeared on the back of his hands, suppressing his deep anger, he tried hard to restrain himself from stretching his hands to her lovely neck, and said in a sinister way, "Fang Liusu, don't do it to me.
Mention this person to save face!"
Liusu said calmly: "He is my husband, why can't I mention him?"
Xiao Jue was furious, grabbed Liu Su, and pressed him down on the bed hard. Liu Su didn't expect such a sudden move, and the world was spinning. He was already pressed hard on the bed by Xiao Jue.
"Xiao Jue... um..." Liusu's eyes were filled with panic. As soon as he opened his mouth to resist, Xiao Jue leaned down and sealed her with a kiss.
A strong masculine breath rushed to her face, filling the tip of Liusu's nose. Xiao Jue had a fever, and the breath was even more intense and hot. It was like ironing a person's soul. Liusu opened her eyes wide, and the man's flexible lips and tongue had already entered her territory, plundering her.
Her sweetness and warmth.
Xiao Jue's kiss was domineering and powerful, plundering Liusu's possessions inch by inch.
Five years of repression and five years of longing have condensed into the deepest desire. He wanted to block the mouth that hurt his heart. He wanted to rub her little body into the bones and blood and never be separated again.
The forceful kiss was full of yearning and eager desire, occupying Liusu's possessions. This kind of kiss seemed to swallow the whole person into his belly.
The familiar scent of medicine, the familiar smell, the familiar sweetness, these are what he misses bitterly and longs for...
At that moment, all sanity collapsed and flowed away!
Liusu reacted and struggled violently. She kept turning her head to avoid his strong kiss. This kind of Xiao Jue scared her. In the past two days, Xiao Jue had always respected her. She almost forgot that she had to endure five
What kind of crazy desires will a man who has been tormented by yearning for years have?
These are all things she can't bear!
At that time, she was Princess Xiao, so she could accept the situation, but now she is Mrs. Feng.
"Let go...let me go..." Liusu's voice was a little broken, and he kept patting Xiao Jue's shoulders with his hands. The difference in natural strength between women and men made Liusu suffer a great disadvantage, and he was unable to break away from Xiao Jue's imprisonment.
There was really no other way, so Liusu bit her heartily, and the force was not fake at all. Xiao Jue couldn't avoid it, and was bitten by her. Both of them could taste blood on their lips and teeth.
"Xiao Jue... don't let me hate you, I beg you, don't let me hate you!..." The man's strong body pressed against her leg, and tassel tears suddenly overflowed from his eyes, with a strong hatred.
, "I don't want to hate you, please..."
Xiao Jue looked at Liusu under him with evil eyes. The woman's hair was messy due to the struggle, her red lips were red and swollen from his kiss, and her tears were broken. He looked at her angrily, with absolute hatred in his eyes.
A flash of pity quickly flashed across his eyes, and he turned cold again in the blink of an eye. His reddish eyes turned even redder, whether from fever or lust. His voice was painful and decisive, "Lisu, come and hate me. At least you will remember this for the rest of your life."
I!"
After saying this, Xiao Jue leaned over and kissed her lips again, feeling more desperate and painful, like a prisoner floating in hell, never able to be freed, dedicating the last passion of his life to the woman he loves most,
Whether she accepts it or not.
Such deep pain, wanting to burn the other person completely.
is crazy!
It's profound!
It's desperate!
Perish!
If I am the only one struggling in hell, then let’s go to hell together!
Xiao Jue pulled open Liusu's clothes and forced his mark on her body, as if this was a kind of oath.
Just like the world swears, this woman belongs to him and belongs to his Xiao Jue.
Liusu's heart was as sharp as a knife. Even though she knew it was futile, she did not give up her struggle. Nan Jin's Qinggui Juechen's face flashed through her mind. A strong force suddenly felt in Liusu's heart. The leg suppressed by Xiao Jue wanted to kill him fiercely.
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Xiao Jue anticipated her movements earlier and pressed his legs hard to control her movements. Liusu took the opportunity to break free from Xiao Jue's hands and slapped him hard.
The crisp slap made Xiao Jue feel dazed for a moment. Liusu pushed him away, with tears on his face, biting his lower lip, and laughed crazily, "Xiao Jue... you want me, right? Okay, you don't need to do anything."
, I’ll take it off myself!”
Liusu tore open the skirt of her clothes and unzipped her belt. With an expressionless face, like a puppet, she numbly unbuttoned her clothes.
"Stop!" Xiao Jue shouted sharply. Liusu had already unbuttoned her coat. Indifferent to his words, she stretched out her hand to unbutton her middle coat. Xiao Jue was startled, rushed over, grabbed her hand fiercely, and roared: "Stop!
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His face was filled with ferocious anger and regret. He pulled Liusu's half-naked body wrapped in quilt and hugged her expressionlessly, "Lisu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Why? Why did we come to this?"
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Liusu stiffened her body, her face expressionless, but her tears rolled down...
Xiao Jue held her face, looking at Liusu eagerly with his eyes, and his voice was filled with the pure expectation of a child, "Lisu, tell me, you still have me in your heart, do you still love me in your heart?"
Liusu looked at him like a puppet, motionless.
She knew that as long as she said something and she still loved him, maybe he would really let her go.
"Lisu, say you love me!" Xiao Jue roared.
Liusu's tears ran down her cheeks, her voice was light but firm, "I love Feng Nanjin!"