The sharp pain stabbed her forehead, and Liusu's soul trembled. She held her head tightly and fell into a crazy sting. Abi was shocked, hugged her tightly, and said urgently: "Young madam, what are you doing?
Already?"
"Ah..." Liusu screamed in pain, hitting his head crazily, as if crazy, with a shrill voice, "Stop, please, stop... don't think about it..."
Liusu's subconscious memory didn't want to remember those things in the past, but the memories surged out like a flood that broke the floodgates, swallowing up all her consciousness.
"Hello, Miss Fang, my name is Xiao Jue!"
"Hello!"
When they met for the first time, the elegant Xiao Jue and the introverted and shy Fang Yuanyuan were indifferent and restrained. When they met for the first time, Fang Yuanyuan was a little reserved. She kept her head lowered, but her eyes were always looking at Xiao Jue inadvertently. I vaguely knew that it was
The blind date arranged by her father.
"Yuanyuan, be my girlfriend!" The strong man demanded in a commanding tone, without giving her the slightest chance to regret it. He intervened in her life like an oath and like a god.
Their love was like a planned project, perfect, without any mistakes, and it was smooth until they entered the marriage hall.
"divorce!"
"Why?"
"Because you are no longer of use!"
"Am I...only...of use value to you?"
"What do you expect?"
"Sign! I don't like wasting unnecessary time."
The scene cuts to heavy rain and gunfire. Her relatives all lost their lives in a perfect revenge, and her family was destroyed overnight.
A stunning and luxurious wedding. She appeared in front of him with a proud attitude.
"Xiao Jue, life is not a game. You can't repeat it. Some mistakes were made. Whether it was unintentional or deceived, it doesn't matter anymore. Whether it's me, daddy, eldest brother or two brothers, they all paid the price. You
Whether you think we are guilty or innocent, after today, everything is over."
"I, Fang Yuanyuan, think that I have a clear conscience. I have not sorry for you. It is you who have sorry for me and the Fang family. If it is really possible, I hope I have never met you in the beginning, so that no one will live in hell."
"I love you. I once loved you so sincerely, and it still hasn't changed to this day."
"What a fool. I know you disdain him."
"Those people back then are all here today. Xiao Jue, you want revenge, right? I'll help you!"
"The tragedy that started with me will also end with me!"
"Let's go to hell together!"
The moment she pressed the remote control, she felt everything was liberated. There was never a moment in her life that was as relaxed and her smile was as innocent as that moment.
"Yuanyuan, if I could do it again, I would cherish you."
"Xiao Jue, have you ever loved me?"
"sorry!"
"Ah..." Liusu's heart felt like a knife, and the memory of her past life came to her mind in a very powerful way, recalling all her memories.
Gratitude, resentment, love and hatred are evoked together!
Once upon a time, she loved Xiao Jue more than her own life!
Once, she loved Xiao Jue so much that she lost her self-esteem!
She once loved Xiao Jue, and even before she died, she could forgive everything and the sadness of her family being destroyed when she heard the word "cherish"!
And this deep memory was filled with so much pain that she pressed it deep into her heart and didn't want to think about it again.
Not even thinking about it once made her heartache so much that she chose to forget it.
However, no matter how much she forgot, she still couldn't forget Xiao Jue.
She finally knew why she felt familiar when she saw Xiao Jue, why she felt sour when she saw Xiao Jue, why she expected Xiao Jue to love her, but she refused to take a step forward...
All of this comes from another soul of my own.
She is Liusu and Yuanyuan.
Yuanyuan loves Xiao Jue, hopelessly in love, and the face imprinted in her mind always bothers her when she dreams back at midnight. She wants Xiao Jue's love, but her subconscious rejects and resists Xiao Jue.
Because of fear of getting hurt.
I'm afraid that I'll be covered in bruises just like before.
Afraid that this is another perfect conspiracy, I always resist passively, struggling and sinking in expectation and resistance until I leave!
"Don't think about it anymore...stop..." Liusu cried until her voice became hoarse. The memory that was too sad and desperate came suddenly. Liusu's blood surged up, and a sweet smell of rust filled her throat. She cried until her heart was broken.
.
The blood debt of the Fang family and her love for Xiao Jue.
The warm atmosphere of Fengjiabao and her love for Nan Jin.
The memories of the two lives were constantly filling her mind, constantly merging, and constantly resisting. They seemed to be confronting each other and repelling each other, like two knives trying to cut her in half.
"Young Madam..." Abi was shocked. Something was very wrong with the Young Madam. Abi's heart was alarmed, and she reached out to knock her out. Unexpectedly, Liusu suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed Abi away hard. She was caught off guard and fell to the ground.
.
Liusu stood up, staggered, and ran blindly down the mountain. She almost fell down several times, and her eyes were filled with tears. She wanted to escape, escape to a deserted place, and lick the wounds that had been scratched for many years alone.
To her, these things seemed like they happened yesterday.
She was killed by the bomb, reborn, lost her memory, and remembered everything until today. To her, it was just a sleep. The feeling was so profound and clear.
She can't stand it anymore!
It has exceeded the limit of what she can bear.
The pain and confusion of memory made her nerves twitch.
Crash into a warm embrace.
"Susu..." Nanjin looked at Liusu with a confused expression, and felt an ominous premonition in his heart. Fear seized his reason. He had never seen such a crazy Liusu.
Liusu looked at Nan Jin through hazy tearful eyes. Two figures seemed to appear in front of her eyes, Xiao Jue's face, and Nan Jin's face. They were shaking in front of her eyes. She tried hard to see clearly who the person in front of her was, but it became increasingly unclear.
The more blurry it becomes.
"Xiao Jue...Nan Jin..." Liusu shouted unconsciously, spitting out a mouthful of blood, dyeing Nan Jin's snow clothes red, and fell softly into his arms, fainting.
"Su Su!" Nan Jin shouted in panic. His usually calm face suddenly changed. He quickly picked up Liu Su and went down the mountain. A Bi quickly followed.
Liusu slowly woke up. When the night was over, Nanjin stayed by the bedside. Seeing her wake up, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief. The worry in his eyes slowly disappeared and he regained his composure. God knows, he was so panicked that he almost died.
To lose her.
"Susu, are you feeling better?" I just gave her an injection to stabilize her mood, but Liusu's mood swings were too big, which caused the blood to surge up, leading to vomiting blood. What happened to her?
The woman was lying on the bed, her face was pale, her eyes were looking straight at the gauze curtain, her eyes were empty and vague, and she couldn't react at the moment. She seemed to be looking for the completeness of the memory she had lost, and was thinking about the years she had been sleeping.
The ups and downs we have experienced.
Xiao Jue... why is it him?
Has he also traveled through time?
If not, why do they look exactly the same and why do their names also look exactly the same.
Is there such a coincidence in the world?
Liusu's mind is full of the modern Xiao Jue and the ancient Xiao Jue. Are they the same person?
Nan Jin's voice sounded as if it was floating from the sky. Liu Su's eyes slowly turned around and met Nan Jin's deep eyes. Her expression was in a trance again. Her noble face, penetrating eyes, and facial features were all hers.
It was familiar and palpitating, but why, at this moment, she felt inexplicably sore.
"Su Su, say something, don't scare me!" Nan Jin worriedly stroked her sweaty hair, and the panic in her heart inexplicably increased, like a circle of ripples, getting bigger and bigger.
Liusu seemed very far away from him at this moment, so far away that he couldn't touch it.
Empty and dazed, that was a world he could not touch, a world that belonged to her and Xiao Jue.
He clearly heard Liusu calling Xiao Jue's name before falling into coma.
In the past few years, twice, he heard her calling Xiao Jue's name in her dreams. This was before giving birth to Xiaobai. He thought that he hadn't worked hard enough and Liusu was still in love with Xiao Jue, so he did it.
Only in the dream did he call out to Xiao Jue.
He didn't hear anything after that. He thought she had forgotten the past, but he never thought...
"Nan...Nan Jin..." Su Su's voice was too low to be heard. Nan Jin leaned down, smiled lightly, and asked gently: "What's wrong?"
Liusu wanted to smile and tell Nan Jin that it was okay and to tell him not to worry, but she couldn't laugh. She stretched out her hand from the quilt and held Nan Jin tightly, as if she wanted to grab something.
Tight...
Tight...
catch!
Incense was lit in the room, which soothed Liusu's tense nerves, but it could not hide the tiredness between his brows and his mental and physical exhaustion.
"Nan Jin, I'm so tired and want to rest!" Liusu said softly, looking deeply at Nan Jin, "Don't go away and stay with me?"
"I'm not leaving. Just take a good rest when you're tired. Don't think about anything. I'll always be with you!" Nan Jin held her hand in his palm and rubbed it carefully. Her hand was extremely cold.
Liusu turned her head and looked at the gauze tent, "I thought of some things, and I kept avoiding things I didn't want to think of. I was very scared!"
"I'm here!" Nan Jin said solemnly.
"I'm very cowardly. I've always been unwilling to face these things. My subconscious mind has sealed them away. I'm a cowardly person!" Liusu said softly.
"Nonsense, my Susu has always been strong and brave!"
"Nan Jin..."
"I am here!"
"What if one day I can't find my way home?"
"As long as I'm here, I will take you home!"
"Nan Jin... why do you think I should live?" Liusu's tears overflowed her eyelids, "I should have died a long time ago... I died once!"
She would have died in that explosion!
Why would God let her live?
She gave up the world that made her despair. Giving up life was not for the sake of living. Death meant escape!
"Su Su!" Nan Jin turned her face and looked at her seriously, "Su Su, if you can't find the will to live, I will give you one. If you die, I won't live long either!"
"Nan Jin..."
"Keep this sentence in mind for me!" Nan Jin looked at her seriously and ordered! His eyes were a bit sinister and ruthless. The dark side that had never been shown in front of Liusu suddenly came out, and he almost said through gritted teeth.
Say this!
Liusu's eyes flashed, this expression? This tone? Why is it like this?
The two people's eyes seemed to be competing, and no one was willing to give in. In the end, Liusu slowly lowered his eyes and said, "Remember!"
Nan Jin couldn't help but feel a surge of anger in her heart, and she stood up suddenly. Liusu panicked, and the two people's tightly held hands were about to loosen. She quickly stood up and pulled Nan Jin tightly.
"Nan Jin, I didn't mean it just now, because..." She just didn't understand why she would use Liusu's body to return the sun even though she was already dead. She just didn't understand. She didn't know how to explain this to Nan Jin.
Are you talking about the grievances between her and Xiao Jue? Are you talking about her being a later comer?
Liusu couldn't speak about such a bizarre thing.
"Nan Jin..."
Nan Jin looked at the two people's clasped hands, silent and with cold eyes. He didn't know why he was angry. Maybe it was because he couldn't touch the place in her heart, which made him feel hesitant and panicked.
He didn't want to hold her hand, but he couldn't touch her heart.
If so, he would rather let go!
"Susu, if one day your heart is no longer with me, just let go of your hand!" Before that, he would hold it tightly.
Liusu opened his eyes in surprise, with panic in his eyes, "Nan Jin, you misunderstood me... I'm not... I didn't mean that..."
Liusu became more and more anxious as she spoke, but she held her hands tightly, fearing that Nan Jin would turn around and leave, "Nan Jin, I'm sorry!"
She had forgotten that Nan Jin was such a thorough and sensitive person, and would notice something strange if something was a little bit wrong. She wanted to say something else, but Nan Jin sat back on the bed and sighed, "Su Su, you are tired, be well."
have a rest!"
"You stay with me!"
Nan Jin looked at her, nodded, got on the bed, put her in his arms, and created a clean and warm world for her. Nan Jin kissed her hair and said in a deep voice: "Su Su, no matter what happens, I will do it."
Remember, you still have me, I will accompany you and share the burden together, don't push yourself too hard alone, you know?"
Liusu buried her head in his chest, nodded solemnly, stretched out her arms and hugged Nan Jin tightly...
Gritting his teeth, he held back the tears that were about to come out.
The night gradually deepened, and Liusu slept uneasily in the second half of the night. As soon as he fell asleep, he fell into chaotic memories of modern and ancient times.
Xiao Jue's face and Nan Jin's face kept intertwining in her mind.
Xiao Jue's face turned into Nan Jin's, and Nan Jin's face turned into Xiao Jue's. Gunshots, explosions, cries, howls, and laughter all mixed together in a chaotic manner.
The lives of the two lives are constantly replayed in dreams. The modern Yuanyuan and the ancient Tassel are so similar, but there are many differences.
She was in a cold white mist, with Yuanyuan on one side and Liusu on the other, both calling her, with coaxing smiles on their faces, seeming to force her to choose to be Liusu.
, I still want to be Yuanyuan.
She saw Xiao Jue and Nan Jin fighting to the death. No matter how much she tried to stop them, she couldn't move her feet and could only shout their names helplessly.
"Nan Jin...Xiao Jue..."
The call in the dream turned into a whisper in reality. Nan Jin looked deeply at Liusu in his arms, his eyes were obscure and his face was pale and hazy...