A black figure rushed into the room like a whirlwind, followed by a deep roar and scolded, "Are you an idiot? You drink even though you know there is something wrong with the wine?"
Liusu's eardrums were shaken by the roar, and she reflexively wanted to cover her ears. The overwhelming anger came like a blizzard, causing her to take a step back involuntarily, and stared blankly at the man in Xuanyi who rushed in.
Xiao Jue?
Dressed in black, dusty and dusty, his hair was a little messy, and his cold eyes looked tired, but his beauty and charm were not compromised at all. His thin lips were pursed tightly, and he was breathing deeply. He looked at her with an angry look in his eyes.
The outrageous anger, the worry and panic hidden under the anger are clearly visible.
Liusu's eyes widened and she stared blankly at Xiao Jue. She could no longer tell which time and space she was in. She only felt that there was a burning hot magma reviving in her heart, ironing her internal organs.
At that moment, there was no distinction between joy and sorrow. Feelings like sweetness and crying filled her heart, intertwined constantly, and even she couldn't tell what it felt like.
Resentful? Unlikely.
Blame it? No way.
Miss you? No way.
Love it? I don’t want to either.
"Jue..." Time and space flowed back and forth in front of his eyes. Liusu's mind was like a movie, replaying their memories scene by scene, forcibly awakening this heavy memory.
One drop condensed into the most complete memory between them.
She seemed to see the shy girl back then, blushing and saying, I do.
She seemed to see the sad girl back then, waiting persistently for her lover under the dim light, only to be filled with desolation.
She seemed to see the determined girl back then, amidst the blessings, pressing the remote control fiercely to put an end to their scarred marriage.
At this moment, Liusu couldn't tell whether she was Yuanyuan or Susu, and the power of heartache tightened on her heart.
All of this seemed like it happened yesterday. The memory was so profound that even if she wanted to forget it, she couldn't.
These eyebrows, these eyes, and these lips are all familiar to her. They obviously have the same appearance. The only difference is that one is wearing a suit and the other is wearing ancient clothes. They are exactly the same. Liusu searches his face hard.
He looked at different traces, but found that it didn't help. It was clearly Xiao Jue.
Yuanyuan loved Xiao Jue and hated him the most.
However, this soul... she could not touch, or rather, refused to touch.
"Are you scared out of your wits?" Xiao Jue said with an evil voice, covering up his rare panic. He secretly cursed himself for being worthless. When he saw her raising the wine glass, his throat seemed to be pinched tightly and he almost suffocated. Fortunately, he was in time. Fortunately, he was able to catch up.
…
"Why are you here?" Liusu murmured to herself and asked subconsciously. She had not yet recovered from the shock of seeing Xiao Jue. Since she recovered her memory, she had not dared to imagine the next time she saw Xiao Jue.
, what will be her reaction?
She knew that she loved Nan Jin very much, but what about Xiao Jue?
She tried hard to distinguish clearly, what belonged to Yuanyuan would always belong to Yuanyuan, and what belonged to Liusu would always belong to Liusu. She tried hard to distinguish clearly between the past and present life, but she always made herself confused.
Yuanyuan is her, and Liusu is also her. She is sure that she wants to accompany Nanjin to grow old together and face the wind and rain together, so she deliberately ignores the memories belonging to Yuanyuan and tries hard to suppress her deep in her memory.
.
She thought she could do it, she made the distinction so clearly intellectually, and chose the warmth of reality.
However, the defensive wall she had worked so hard to erect completely collapsed the moment she saw Xiao Jue, like fragments flying everywhere. The memory of that life was too obvious. Looking at him, she couldn't help but think of that sad but hopeful life.
"Huh, this is the palace, this is my home, what's wrong with me coming here?" Xiao Jue misunderstood Liusu's words and thought she didn't want to see him. The passion and worry welling up in the man's heart were all helpless.
The feeling of shame was like being poured over by a basin of ice water. It immediately cooled down, and even the voice became extremely cold.
Liusu's hand holding the table slowly tightened, and she closed her eyes lightly to cover up all the pain and struggle in her eyes. When she opened her eyes again, everything was clear.
She glanced at the lonely wine glass on the ground and said slowly: "Xiao Jue, obviously you don't believe in the emperor more than I do. Look at the wine, it's not poisonous. I'm not that stupid to drink it casually without knowing the situation."
Following Nan Jin in the past few years, her medical skills have improved greatly. She can smell whether the wine is poisonous. Although she also suspected that the emperor would poison the food, but now she thought about it, the emperor wanted to kill her.
There is no need to be secretive. If something happens to her in the palace, even if it is not his fault, everyone will place the responsibility on the emperor. He does not need to beat around the bush like this and just give her a pot of poisonous wine.
Xiao Jue's eyes touched the wine glass on the ground, and his eyebrows twisted into the Chinese character "Sichuan". It was indeed not poisonous. The wine was scattered on the floor. If it was poisonous, it would naturally be different...
The stern man breathed a sigh of relief and secretly laughed at himself for being stupid. He lost all reason when it came to Liusu. During the few days he was recuperating in the Anyun City Villa, Liusu's figure who turned away without hesitation kept flashing in his mind.
, standing firmly together with Feng Nanjin, this scene was so dazzling, so dazzling that the devil in his heart slowly revived.
He obviously hated them, but when he heard that the emperor summoned Feng Nanjin and Fang Liusu to Beijing, he rushed over without stopping. Once he entered the palace, even the emperor had no time to meet him. When Xiao Han said that Liusu was under house arrest in Qianyun Palace,
He rushed over without stopping, fearing that something might happen to her if it was too late.
I obviously hate it so much...but I am so worried.
Xiao Jue, how lowly do you want to go?
If you can let go...if you can let go...
He struggled countless times in his heart, but finally found that he didn't want to let go... and didn't have the courage to take that final step.
What would he be like without tassels?
After losing and regaining, can he stand up again?
Liusu sat quietly, with the setting sun shining through the screen window, shrouding a warm, peaceful and quiet place like holy light. She asked, "Have you just come back from Anyun City?"
"What does it have to do with you?" Xiao Jue responded coldly.
Liusu didn't care, and smiled slightly, as faintly as a daisy in the wind, elegant and touching, "I know it's not you who spread the rumors!"
For some reason, she wanted to explain as much as possible the knot between them. Maybe after recovering her memory, she knew that Xiao Jue in the past life and this life might be the same person, and she felt a different feeling in her heart. What's more, before she recovered her memory,
She didn't complain about Xiao Jue, so she didn't want any misunderstanding.
Xiao Jue snorted heavily, "Even if I passed it on, what can you do?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Xiao Jue wanted to raise his hand and slap himself hard. He clearly didn't want to talk to her like this. These duplicitous words were not what he thought at all.
genius!
Although he was obviously happy in his heart, Liusu didn't misunderstand him this time, but he said nasty things to her.
He was a little scared, and looked deeply at her face, as if he had expected that she would be sarcastic, and what hurtful words would come out of this little mouth?
He asked for it, didn't he?
Liusu smiled faintly, her eyebrows stretched, "You are indeed very cute when you are angry!"
"What did you say?" Xiao Jue's eyes glared so fiercely that he seemed to want to kill her.
"Xiao Jue, can we talk without being so full of gunpowder? After all..." Liusu paused and continued: "In the end, there is no deep hatred between us. Even if there is, it has disappeared. If you still blame me,
I have nothing to say, I just want you to know that I don’t blame you or hate you.”
Xiao Jue's stern eyes were like lasers, searching her face in a judgmental manner, as if he wanted to tear off all her masks to see if she was lying to him.
Since we don’t complain or hate, why can’t we love?
There is no word request in his life dictionary. This pride is innate. Because he loves her, he has severely trampled this pride under his feet...
tassel……
Xiao Jue breathed a deep sigh of relief, looked deeply at Liusu, and said in a deep voice: "Come back to me!"
I will take good care of you for the rest of my life!
Liusu was slightly startled, staring at Xiao Jue, speechless for a moment. The corners of her lips raised a slight arc, and her smile was pale and hollow. How long had she been looking forward to this sentence when she was still Yuanyuan?
From meeting Xiao Jue, to marrying Xiao Jue, to divorce and death, in the past few years, how many times had she hoped that Xiao Jue would have a gentle word.
She doesn't have the romance that love should have.
She doesn't have the sweetness that marriage should have.
She doesn't have the loyalty that marriage should have.
Xiao Jue never said a sweet word. To him, she was just a tool. If there was no use value, he would throw her away without mercy.
Xiao Jue, do you know that I looked forward to this sentence back then, and it made my heartache.
When we are getting farther and farther apart, I wish I could hear a word and come back to me.
Liusu smiled bitterly. When Xiao Jue saw that she didn't respond, he grabbed Liusu and hugged her tightly. The warm medicinal fragrance made him nostalgic, and he couldn't help but be greedy for her breath.
Xiao Jue's eyes were stubborn and hot, and his voice was suppressed and expectant, and he said hoarsely: "Lisu, come back to me? I need you too!"
Liusu trembled all over, and Bai Te bit her lower lip involuntarily, looking deeply into his eyes. The man's dark and deep eyes reflected her pale and hollow face, and there seemed to be some hot liquid about to overflow in her eyes.
The woman almost bit her lower lip and swallowed the sadness that she didn't know belonged to. She shook her head slowly and lightly opened her red lips, "Xiao Jue, it's too late!"
It's really too late!
"It's not too late!" Xiao Jue clasped her waist tightly and gritted his teeth: "What on earth did I lose to Feng Nanjin? If you want to treat you so cruelly, I can give him everything he can give. You want a share
I can give you unique feelings. Just think of his feelings. Have you thought of my feelings? Liusu, come back, come back to me, I will protect you all my life."
Liusu smiled faintly, swallowed the bitterness in his mouth, and said softly: "You have nothing to lose to Nan Jin. I believe you can also give me a unique feeling. However, my heart is too small. When I love Xiao Jue, I love Xiao Jue with all my heart.
I can even forgive him for all the harm he did to me. I love Nan Jin and can tolerate all his deceptions, wholeheartedly. Xiao Jue, my heart can't accommodate two people at the same time. Please teach me, how can I?
what to do?"
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Today is Christmas Eve, I wish you all a happy holiday!!
I have become obsessed with SaGa recently, and I really hope someone can give me SaGa!!! (My stepmother is obsessed with nymphomaniacs, but others will take a detour!)