Xiao Jue spoke extremely seriously, and his sculpture-like facial features became increasingly cold and hardened, covered with a faint layer of alienation and rejection. At that moment, Ruyu seemed to see the King Xiao who did not understand love five years ago again.
Although he was in the pain and suffering of missing Su Su, he had not lost his mind. Although Ruyu had no nice words for him, after careful consideration, every word was for him. On the way from the Holy Heaven to the Daughter Kingdom, he
He was so angry with her countless times that he wanted to throw her into the Mobei Sea. He thought that Ruyu deliberately asked him to retreat in spite of difficulties in order to bring Susu and Nanjin together and help them.
I have always had this thought, but when I thought about it recently, I realized that it seemed that he had misunderstood it all along!
He is not a fool. He has experienced a heart-wrenching love, so he cannot hear the care behind her cruelty. It is just to alleviate the pain in his heart. It is undeniable that she has been with her along the way, and her unkind words are like sharp arrows.
It usually shoots at his wounds, ruthlessly tearing open the darkest wounds in his heart to the sunlight.
He was in pain, a vivid pain. After the pain, there was a long silence and anger towards her. If she spoke like that, if you don't respond with full energy, you will be stabbed by her again.
This was the coldest, yet most effective way that she accompanied him all the way.
After a lot of pain, I found that it became lighter each time.
Just like you are afraid of snakes, but someone brings snakes to you for you to enjoy three meals a day and midnight snacks. The first time, you will be so scared that you want to run away, the second time, you will panic and want to curse, the third time...
...After the fourth time... countless times, will you still be as scared as before?
Go against it and relieve the pain and suffering in his heart.
Xiao Jue understood more or less that maybe Ruyu liked him a little bit.
He didn't know when it started, but he didn't want to be so selfish and enjoy this specious ambiguity and care. Although they were no longer as hostile as before, they couldn't be called friends, and could only be described as familiar strangers.
The most common topic between him and her was Susu.
He and Su Su walked together, and Ruyu was also a witness. She once hated him, so much that she wanted him to live in regret and pain, so why did she like him again?
He has been scarred all his life and no longer wants to touch love. He may never forget Susu for the rest of his life, so why let others have expectations.
His heart has been like a river that has dried up for millions of years since he knew Liusu fell in love with someone else. No one can make him moist except her.
There is nothing more sad than heartbreak, he can't give Ruyu what she wants!
"Xiao Jue, have you misunderstood something?" Ruyu raised her eyebrows, her evil face with a bright smile remained unchanged.
Xiao Jue looked at her steadily, not avoiding her. In fact, Ruyu is a good woman, but unfortunately, he couldn't bear it. "I hope I misunderstood, I'm afraid I will never fall in love with anyone else in my life!"
"That's your business, what does it have to do with me?" Ruyu said coolly and authentically, her free and easy attitude seemed to say that it didn't matter, it was light and indifferent, but it was extremely serious.
Who you like is your business, who I like is my business, the two have nothing to do with each other.
"Xiao Jue, being confident is one thing, but being overconfident is arrogance. Tell me what is it about you that I like?"
Xiao Jue was startled. There was a smile that could turn all living beings upside down in Ruyu's beautiful eyes. They were like the most brilliant pearls inlaid with brilliance. She had always been beautiful and confident. He saw the pride behind her smile and felt
With such unattainable arrogance, he sneered at the world's ridiculous reaching out to touch it, but could never touch it.
She is such a woman, whether she is kind, fiery, or bold and neat, Ruyu is always proud!
"As a majestic Shengtian Prince, you Xiao Jue want power, money, good looks, and a good figure. You are a golden dragon, worthy of all the women in the world going crazy for you, but these people don't
Including me, Ximen Ruyu." Ruyu said proudly, "There are thousands of women in the world for you to choose, and there are thousands of men in the world for me to choose. Why did I hang myself on your tree and use your stone filled latrine?
With my stubborn head, I may never forget Su Su for the rest of my life. Why should I, Ximen Ruyu, guard a heartless man? Isn’t that asking for trouble? Do you think I am the one who suffered the loss?” Ruyu smiled.
He said, once something is exposed, it must be completely exposed to avoid embarrassment when everyone meets in the future, and even the current situation cannot be maintained.
Xiao Jue breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that Ruyu said it so sonorously and forcefully, he must have misunderstood. Sure enough, he shouldn't have raised this question. It seemed that this monster had another topic to stimulate him.
"That's good!" Xiao Jue said calmly. The last thing he wanted to do now was to owe emotional debt. He couldn't afford to pay it back. That would be too tiring!
"Xiao Jue, it is an indelible fact that Su Su loves Nan Jin. Your relationship died five years ago. You can resent it, you can be unwilling, you can miss it, but can you stop clinging to Su Su's love?
Love is already impossible. No matter before or after amnesia, Su Su loves Nan Jin. Your relationship has passed. If you lose some things, you can't get them back. If you miss it for a moment, you will miss it for the rest of your life.
No matter how reluctant you are to give up, no matter how persistent you are, you can't go back. I often say this, just to let you face her calmly as soon as possible. After all, I also bear part of the responsibility when she left. But, Su Su is
My best friend in life has had a rough fate. She has gone through so many hardships and now she has to endure the pain of infertility. God has given her so much torture, so I just gave her Feng Nanjin who loves her wholeheartedly. It is not easy to be happy.
, how can you bear to destroy her, let her go, let yourself go too!" Ruyu said sincerely.
Xiao Jue's face was expressionless, and he didn't know whether he heard it or not. Ruyu smiled, feeling a little sad that fate was playing tricks on people, "Actually, you are luckier than Feng Nanjin. You have Xiaobai, but Nanjin may not be able to do it in his life."
Who is more pitiable than the other who has his own heir?"
After Ruyu said that, she turned around and went out. When she was in a deserted place, she breathed a long sigh of relief.
The sunlight shines through the thick leaves, and the light and shadow on her white face are hazy, with no trace of sadness or joy. She is like a stiff jade sculpture, leaning against a tree trunk with her eyes closed, seeming to be enjoying the sunshine.
"Xiao Jue, you are such a fool!" A low and soft voice said with a bitter smile coming from his lips...
Why are you so restrictive and not giving yourself a chance to be happy?
The deeper the love, the more painful the heart becomes.
He and she were enemies. He hated her and she hated him.
No one knows what will happen in the future.
She would rather keep this feeling in her heart and never show it to the sun.
Maybe, there will come a day when he will let go of everything and want to be happy.
But before that, Xiao Jue, I won't let you know that I love you so deeply...