Liusu sat quietly on the edge of the bed, with a calm expression. The moonlight came in from the window on the side, and the whole room was covered with a layer of coolness like water. She curled up and sat quietly, her long eyelashes imprinted on her white face.
There was a faint silhouette of loneliness, his eyes were blank, and he was in a trance, as if his whole soul didn't know where he was wandering.
Ups and downs, like standing in the clouds shrouded in mist, surrounded by a vast expanse of white, unable to see the direction, she was the only one standing, and everything she looked at was desolate.
A gust of night wind blew by, and she suddenly felt cold. She hugged her body tighter, still sitting so dull, no one knew what she was thinking.
Nan Jin said that Xiaobai is her daughter.
In her impression, she felt that Xiaobai was very familiar and kind, but she never thought that she would be her daughter. At that moment, she was shocked, a little stunned, and also ecstatic. Her heart felt like she had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and she was filled with ups and downs.
The child's voice rose up in his voice, and he had mixed feelings. He had an urge to see his daughter immediately.
But Nan Jin's next words completely shattered her sanity. He said that Xiao Bai was her and Xiao Jue's daughter.
She was completely confused and had no idea what was going on. Ruyu added that she was first Princess Xiao, left the palace when she was pregnant with Xiaobai, and then married Feng Nanjin and lived in Fengcheng for five years. They
The two simply finished talking about a complicated story of love and hatred, but Liusu felt cold all over after listening to it. These things seemed to be far away from her. She listened with a cold heart, as if listening to other people's stories, until she was brought back by Ruyu.
The room was still in a state of shock.
She couldn't hear too many stories from their voices, because they spoke too simply. In just a few words, they could tell everything that happened over the past few years. In her blank mind, these memories were still blank.
I can't relate the story to myself at all.
"Susu, come here and have something to eat." Ruyu brought up the midnight snack and called Liusu over. Nanjin said that they came back from the snowy mountains and Liusu hadn't eaten anything yet, so he asked her to prepare some midnight snack for her to avoid unnecessary trouble.
The body is starved.
Liusu didn't move, as if he hadn't heard Ruyu's words. Seeing her indifference, Ruyu sighed slightly. This past event was too heavy for anyone to digest at once, not to mention that for Liusu, this was like a bolt from the blue.
.This is not something that ordinary women can accept.
Ruyu sighed lightly, this entanglement has long made it difficult to tell who is right and who is wrong, and has hurt many people.
"Susu, haven't you reacted yet?" Ruyu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her with a complicated expression. Tassel didn't seem to be a woman who would be obsessed with worldly views. What was she obsessed with?
Ruyu thought of her determination to leave the palace, her perseverance in carrying a child, her perseverance in supporting the Feng family shipping line, and her indomitable courage. This was the Susu she knew. She would not care about so many problems and opinions, and was so strong.
Feeling distressed.
"Ruyu, you know all about my past, right?" Liusu raised his eyes and looked at her with clarity, as if he had made some decision and wanted to find out everything. He wanted to know what happened in the past so strongly.
What, is Xiao Jue's heaviness and Nan Jin's loneliness all caused by her?
She was just thinking about what happened to her in the past that caused the three of them to be entangled in this situation. Xiao Jue just had such a good opportunity, why didn't he tell her that they had a daughter?
And why Nan Jin, who had been her husband and wife for five years, kept silent about it, as if everyone was suppressing and forbearing something, and looking forward to something. She vaguely felt that this was a deadlock.
She knew very clearly that no matter what happened in the past, she loved Nanjin now, but she couldn't help but wonder, what about the past? What kind of entanglement was it?
Ruyu nodded, she knew everything about Liusu from beginning to end, but at this moment she chuckled, "Susu, aren't you afraid that I will favor someone and deliberately mislead you?"
Liusu pursed her lips and grinned, "I want to know what happened in the past. I am not choosing between Nan Jin and Xiao Jue because of that past. Whether you are misleading or not is not important to me. I just want to know what happened."
Probably, I have a bottom line in my heart. After all, I don’t know anything. I feel a little uneasy. This feeling is very bad. I used to think that it’s not a big deal if I can’t remember the past. I can recreate the memory once it’s gone, but now I have this paragraph.
The entanglement is difficult for me to ignore. At least let me know what is going on. You all understand clearly and hide it from me, as if I am a fool. I am the person involved and have the right to know the matter."
Ruyu smiled easily, "Since misleading is not important to you, what's the difference between listening and not listening?"
Her tone was a bit reluctant, Liusu's brows were slightly cold, she pursed her lips and looked at her and said: "Ruyu, it's not important to me, and it's not important to you either, why did you mislead me? Not at all.
That is necessary, and besides, I see sincerity and pride in your eyes. You are so sincere and you are my good friend. How could you, so proud, devalue yourself to mislead me?"
"Su Su, when I lost Nan Jin, I felt that you had become very strong. I can understand that it is because of love that one can realize a person's full potential. Why do I feel that now that you have lost your memory, you have become extra tough?
It seems that she has become a different person, and her persuasiveness has improved a lot." Ruyu smiled, holding her chest and looking at her with interest. She had never seen such a tough side of her, as if she was used to giving orders.
"Can we talk about it then?" Liusu smiled gently and sincerely, making people feel like a spring breeze. The toughness just now seemed to be just a mask she accidentally wore.
Ruyu was also very straightforward and told the story from beginning to end without hiding anything. Liusu listened quietly, as if listening to other people's stories, nodding from time to time. When she heard that she was leaving the palace, she remembered
Xiao Jue felt heavy sadness and a little guilty. Hearing that Nan Jin fell off the cliff and almost died, he felt his whole heart clenched. When he heard that she went out to sea to fight sharks, he showed a surprised look for the first time until his identity was revealed later and he went to Beijing.
A series of stories such as the trip to the Daughter's Kingdom, Ruyu 1510, were told in detail without any concealment.
As she spoke, she observed Liusu's expression and found that she hid it well, so she couldn't help but smile.
"That's how the whole thing happened!" She stopped talking about Liusu being taken away, and she could connect the rest with a little guessing.
Liusu didn't come back to his senses for a long time after hearing this, and Ruyu didn't ask any questions, quietly waiting for her to digest.
If an ordinary woman had such a shocking past, it would take a long time to digest it.
Suddenly Liusu stood up and Ruyu was surprised, "Where are you going?"
Liusu said nothing, opened the door and went out with a calm expression.
