Ever since she learned that she was pregnant, Liusu's mood was no longer what it was before. She was looking forward to leaving the palace and was always a little sad. She paid attention to her diet and took good care of her body. In her spare time, she was as before, studying recipes with Zi Lingmin'er and the others.
He cultivates flowers and occasionally teaches Zi Min'er poems and songs. The days are always the same as before. There is no difference, but they are not as pleasant as before.
Looking at the flowers and trees in Wutong Garden, she had worked so hard to plant them. Although she had lived here not long ago, she had feelings for them and was about to leave, but she felt reluctant to leave them.
Liusu has lived a tolerant life since she could remember. In the past, in the Fang family, although Jinxiu was there to protect her, she could not always be with her. She almost had to face the cynicism of her aunt and Fang Fugui. In order not to worry Jinxiu, she always
I suppressed it in my heart, not wanting to embarrass Jinxiu. Later, she married Xiao Jue for Jinxiu, and was treated coldly and mercilessly humiliated by him at first. Fortunately, she didn't care about anything, didn't care, and always responded indifferently. If it were another woman,
She must be living in dire straits. She doesn't care about these. The lonely days, the desolation of Wutong Garden, and the uncertainty of Xiao Jue, she can endure these. Until recently, she has been somewhat peaceful and undisturbed.
She doesn't have to face things she doesn't want to face.
No matter what the living environment is, Liusu will never escape, but now she is confused.
It’s really hard to tell whether this reluctance is towards things or people.
She never denied that she had a special feeling for Xiao Jue, as if she had known her for a long time. There was kindness, sadness, and pain. For some reason, she hoped that Xiao Jue could love her and longed for Xiao Jue's love.
This was what she didn't understand the most. At first, she was troubled by the dream. In the dream, the entanglement between her and Xiao Jue seemed not simple. Later, he was uncertain, and she could see clearly that there was only Liu Xueyao in his heart.
She no longer had extravagant hopes, and the dream never bothered her.
She really felt that she and Xiao Jue once had a relationship, which was very strong in her heart, and everyone told her that before the accident on the street that day, she didn't know Xiao Jue and didn't even leave the house. She once
Really, really, I really hope that blank memory can come back. After all, it is a part of her life. She wants to know what happened in the past and why she has this special feeling.
Now that she is about to leave, and she is pregnant again, she is destined to have no contact with Xiao Jue for the rest of her life, and this child will be the closest bond between them.
Because of these reasons, she often thought of the dreams that troubled her in the past two days and wanted to know what happened in the past. It was impossible for her to have such derailed feelings about Xiao Jue for no reason.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m pregnant with a child, but I always have random thoughts and even thought about leaving.
No matter what decision I make, I feel so confused.
Xiao was very indifferent to her. That day he said, give him some time. She didn't want to be too sentimental to misunderstand what he meant, nor did she want to pursue the meaning behind this sentence. She was tired. After living for so many years, she was still in her teens, and her state of mind
But it was very vicissitudes of life, and even she didn't understand why.
"Xiao Jue, why do I fall in love with you?" Liusu murmured to himself, his pure eyes were a little blank, and there was a touch of indifferent sadness in his beautiful eyes. It was not obvious, but it was impossible to ignore, and he felt sorry for her.
She loves him, so she can't continue to live by his side because she can't accept that the person she likes has other women besides him. She doesn't want to live in jealousy every day and become hateful in the end.
In this case, it is better to leave now.
Fake death medicine...
"Miss, do you really want to go out?" Min'er came out of the door, "I have always been the one who takes care of the medicine, why does the miss need to go there myself?"
"Let's go out with you and relax!" Liusu said with a smile. The smile was as light as a daisy, not bright but very elegant.
"But..." Min'er was a little worried. The tragic situation of the last time she went out was still in front of her, and the sadness of everyone shouting and beating her couldn't go away. Min'er didn't want her to face this.
Liusu knew what she was worried about, so she took the hat Zi Ling had just brought and put it on her head. The hat had a special design, surrounded by a circle of white yarn, covering her elegant face, making it difficult for outsiders to see clearly.
Her appearance. When ladies go out on the street, they occasionally use this kind of hat to hide their appearance, so as not to let outsiders peep.
Even though she said this, Min'er was still a little worried. Seeing her firm attitude, Zi Ling said, "Since the princess insists on going out, it's okay, so others can't see clearly. Min'er, take good care of the princess."
Min'er nodded and accompanied Liusu out of the house.
After leaving the palace, Liusu took Min'er to Dr. Cheng's hospital. It was noon and there were not many people seeing the doctor. There was only one patient with a fall. Dr. Cheng had time to see Liusu after setting the patient's bones.
"Usually Min'er comes to help you get medicine, why did you come here in person today?" Dr. Cheng has known Liusu for many years and likes her personality very much, and his tone is very caring.
Liusu smiled faintly, took off his hat, turned to Min'er and said: "Min'er, you go out first, I have something to say to Dr. Cheng!"
Min'er nodded and quickly went out. Seeing her push Min'er away, Doctor Cheng asked curiously: "Min'er doesn't know you are pregnant?"
Liusu shook his head, rolled up his sleeves, stretched out his hand in front of him, and said calmly: "I don't know how to deal with this matter yet, and I don't want to be too public. I came today because I want you to help me check on the condition of the fetus."
Although Liusu's reputation for being excessive is known all over the world, and there is still a lot of discussion in the streets and lanes, Doctor Cheng doesn't believe a word of it. He has known Liusu for more than a day or two, and the prince must have framed her.
But this is her private matter, and it's not easy for him to interfere. In the past, Liusu was timid and gentle, and was protected by her sister. In the past three years, she has become a new person, very strong, and organized, so he must have his considerations in sparing Min'er.
It was even more inconvenient for him to ask.
Doctor Cheng checked his pulse, pondered for a moment, and said: "The fetus is fine, very healthy, but the mother's body is a little weak. I will prescribe some more blood-enhancing medicine in a while. You can take good care of yourself, and the baby will be fine."
Liusu smiled and nodded, "Thank you!"
The always serious old man also smiled when he heard her thank you and nodded approvingly. He is such a good boy. He should not...
"Princess, as a doctor, I have to advise you that your body is very weak and it is not easy to give birth to a child. Don't do stupid things. After all, it is a life and it will not be good for you at all!" Cheng
The doctor spoke with sincerity and sincerity. Her situation was very bad after a little thought. He could see that she was hesitant about whether to have this child. As a doctor, he had to give some advice.
Liusu nodded lightly, her elegant and soft face seemed to contain infinite strength, and she had a tough and unyielding soul. She smiled and said: "Doctor Cheng is too worried. I will want this child, but I still have to pay for it."
I'm hesitating about something."
"That's good! I have been practicing medicine for many years, and it is rare to see a strong and brave woman like the princess." Doctor Cheng grabbed several pieces of medicine and placed them in front of her.
Liusu lowered his eyes, his mind drifting away. He didn't know what he was thinking about. He was silent for a moment, as if considering Doctor Cheng's tone, and asked hesitantly: "Doctor Cheng, can you do me a favor?"
"Please tell me, as long as I can do my best, I will definitely help!"
Liusu took a handkerchief from his arms and spread it out on the table. There was a pill in it. Liusu took a breath and asked, "Doctor Cheng, please help me take a look. If I take this pill, what will happen to the fetus?"