Gu Mengmeng looked at Qin Yun and asked calmly: "Westin Hotel, he probably doesn't want to be like you, right?"
Qin Yun stood in front of the quietly standing tombstones and said nothing for a long time. The mountain wind blew by, as if people were whimpering and wailing. The guards in the distance had already stopped and stood in front of the 368** troops.
In front of the sacred forbidden area, he looked this way with a serious expression.
The two stood there silently, like two weathered stone statues.
The tears had long been dried by the wind, and she felt unspeakably uncomfortable on her tight face. But Gu Mengmeng looked at Qin Yun stubbornly, waiting for an answer from her, a truth that would make her stand up bravely regardless of everything.
An unknown amount of time passed.
Qin Yuncai smiled sadly at Gu Mengmeng, "Yes, it was all my initiative. I took advantage of his career to find him. He has never wanted to have the slightest chance with me from the beginning to the end.
.Can you imagine? In the hotel room, he actually locked me in the bedroom. Ha, he said he didn’t want to have any contact with me, he didn’t want to lose you, and he would never hurt him for another woman.
My dearest you..."
After Qin Yun finished speaking, she turned around and faced the dug grave. Her tone was extremely sad, and she said: "I really want to hate him, hate that he can't even remember the past relationship. Hate.
He can be so ruthless to me, I hate him even for what happened between me and him..." At this point, she paused and looked at Gu Mengmeng with dull eyes.
Gu Mengmeng cracked her lips and smiled, her expression looking much more determined.
"You and he had a child that died before birth?"
Qin Yun was stunned immediately. She looked at Gu Mengmeng blankly, speechless.
Gu Mengmeng put her hand on her abdomen and her eyes gradually became gentle. She looked at the grave and said: "He and I also have a baby. It is here, growing slowly in my belly. I haven't yet."
I told him personally that we have a baby, so he can’t die yet, and he can’t just leave me and the baby like this... I love him so much, I am willing to trust every word he says, and I am willing to forgive him for everything he has done to me.
You haven't heard my voice yet, how can you--leave?"
Qin Yun looked at her sadly and said, "Stop being stubborn, you can't save anything."
Gu Mengmeng raised her head, looked at Qin Yun with disdain, and said: "You claim to know him best and love him the most, but you give up on him and leave him again and again. Therefore, in this life, you no longer have the same relationship with Kang Wei."
Nothing is possible...you don’t deserve it, do you understand?”
Qin Yun's expression changed, but he had nothing to refute.
"I want to go to him. I want to go to Iraq. I want my children and I to stand in front of him and promise him that we will be together for the rest of our lives! We will always be together!"
Qin Yun looked at her like a monster, and then said after a while: "Gu Mengmeng, are you crazy?"
Gu Mengmeng smiled softly at her, brushed back her hair that was blown wildly by the mountain wind, and looked firmly towards the west.
"I'm just crazy. How could I fall in love with him if I wasn't crazy?"
From the end of the memorial service to the burial, Gu Mengmeng did not attend. She returned to Beijing early. The first thing she did when she got home was to go to the president's office of the newspaper. Conway's sacrifice could not be publicized, so no one from the newspaper had returned.
Know.
When the president saw Gu Mengmeng, he was surprised and asked: "I heard from Lao Ge that you were sick, and I was going to give you a few more days off. Why did you come back again?"
Gu Mengmeng ran up in a hurry. She pressed her heart that was pounding in her chest, looked firmly at the president's concerned face, and said: "President, I want to apply to be a war correspondent in Iraq."
"What?!" The president suddenly stood up from his chair and stared at her with incredulous eyes.
"No, He Yang and the others have already gone. Your status is special. You can't go and there is no need for you to go!" the president flatly rejected her.
"President, if you don't let me go, I will go. If I can't do my best for the newspaper, I will go to Iraq in my private capacity." Gu Mengmeng gritted her teeth and said.
The president stood up from his chair, walked around and stood in front of Gu Mengmeng, and asked patiently: "Mengmeng, do you have any reason to go?"
Gu Mengmeng's eyes instantly became hot. She tried her best to suppress the tears that wanted to burst out of her eyes. She looked at the kind and fatherly president and murmured: "I want to go find Kangwei...President, they said he
He was sacrificed in Iraq...but I didn't even see his body, how could I believe it!"
The president was so shocked that he took several steps back before he regained his balance, "Xiao Kang, was sacrificed?!"
"I don't believe it, president, I don't believe it! I'm going to find him, I'm going to Iraq!" Gu Mengmeng pulled the president's sleeve and held it tightly like a wronged child, refusing to let go.
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The president paused and calmed down before remembering to call for confirmation.
He directly called Gu Quntang. A few minutes later, he said to the chief in a deep voice: "Mengmeng is here with me. She wants to apply to be a war correspondent in Iraq and must go. Please advise her."
The president handed the phone to Gu Mengmeng.
Gu Mengmeng took it and said into the phone: "Dad..."
"Nonsense! Gu Mengmeng! Just stay at Lao Xu's place, and I'll send Uncle Su to pick you up right away."
Gu Quntang's tone had never been harsher.
"No, Dad, I won't listen to any of you this time. I must go to him. I must go to Iraq. No one can stop me!"
She hung up the phone and said to the president with deep eyes: "President, can you please help me? I have to go find him, I have to --- go..."
Su Changqing came to the newspaper office to pick up the quiet Gu Mengmeng. On the way, he didn't know what words to use to comfort this brave and strong girl. He could only hold her hand silently, trying to transfer his warmth little by little.
give her.
"Mengmeng, don't hold back. Your father has been in poor health recently and is almost worried about Conway!"
Gu Mengmeng hummed and stopped talking.
When she arrived at the place where her father lived and got off the car, she suddenly turned around and bowed to Su Changqing, saying: "Uncle Su, thank you for taking care of me all the time. Thank you!"