Conway rang the bell to ask the nurse to clean the ward, but unexpectedly it was his wife, Gu Mengmeng, waiting for her.
Glass shards on the floor were scattered in every corner. He was half leaning on the bed, his heroic face faintly showing a look of loss and grief. Separated by a distance of several meters, the two of them faced each other from afar, and there was an indescribable feeling flowing in the silent air.
Suffocating my breath, my usual tacit smile can no longer be naturally revealed to the other party.
Conway moved his lips, wanting to say something, but he still pursed his lips.
Gu Mengmeng silently picked up the cleaning broom and dustpan and started cleaning. She swept very attentively, even the corners under the bed. When she approached Conway and was about to check whether there were any glass particles on his bed,
Her lowered body was suddenly hugged tightly by him from behind.
"Mengmeng..." His voice was low and dark, pulling her heartstrings and falling into a sad atmosphere.
Gu Mengmeng did not act coquettishly in his arms as usual, nor did she use a cautious smile to relieve his knot in his heart. She calmly patted his hand, broke away from his embrace, and stood aside.
Conway stared at her in astonishment.
The hurt and sadness that quickly condensed in his eyes made her unable to help but show weakness.
No, Gu Mengmeng.
You must not fail because you are soft-hearted.
Gu Mengmeng put her hands behind her back and pinched her spine hard. The hissing pain made her moan a little.
Under Conway's silent gaze, she walked to the sofa where her backpack was placed, took out an unsealed letter from the mezzanine and held it in her hand. She held it cherished and looked at the white letter in her hand with wet eyes.
Standing still for a long time.
Conway watched her movements and frowned gradually.
He recognized the letter.
It was a suicide note he wrote to his relatives as usual before leaving, and he left it with He Tuan. However, He Tuan handed the suicide note to Mengmeng when news of his death came back from Iraq.
Gu Mengmeng raised her eyes from the letter, looked at him with clear eyes and said, "Let me read you a letter. It is the most treasured letter in my life. Like my mother's letter, it is engraved on
in my heart."
She placed the letter on her chest, looked at him affectionately, and began to recite.
“Cute My Wife:
Seeing the letter is like seeing me.
I didn’t want this letter to see the light of day from the beginning, but if this day comes unstoppably, don’t be too sad! Just like you turned your back and left my sight, don’t be too sad about me.
Too nostalgic.
The more you hate me and the more you are angry with me, the more easily you can forget me and our past.
I hope you won't be afraid to do the things that make you happy and continue to find the joy in your life.
Sorry, Mengmeng, my beloved wife.
I left irresponsibly. I broke the promise I made to you and failed your deep love. Here, please allow me to call you my love, my wife, for the last time!
You have forgotten me, and I cannot forget you easily.
I want you to know how much you mean to me. With such a caring, beautiful and loving wife, I couldn't ask for anything more. The memories we shared in the past are some of the best times of my life.
I never thought that I would meet you who is like a holy angel in my life. You are like the fragrant stamens blooming in the valley. You are natural and fresh, innocent and straightforward, and you lead me out of the emotional quagmire freely.
I fall deeply under your beautiful bloom.
Your good.
It’s not the kind of loud and domineering noise, but the nourishment that flows through my heart like a trickle of a stream. Your seriousness towards work, your ordinary and low-key life attitude, your hard-working perseverance, and your tenderness that you only reveal when you face me.
Both your naivety and your charm make me fascinated by you, and I miss you all the time.
Cute my wife.
sorry.
Because of some secrets that cannot be said, I want to take away some regrets forever.
But I still selfishly want to beg your forgiveness. I won’t say any words of defense. I just want you to know that I love you more than myself!
Hearing the news that you are pregnant, I feel sad and happy at the same time.
I'm happy that you and I finally have the fruit of our love and a life that can last.
The sad thing is that if you read this letter, then I will lose the right to be a father.
Mengmeng Azuma, please let me talk to her here, okay?
Although you have always wanted a boy, I never told you that I like a daughter. I want a little angel that belongs to us, as beautiful, kind and pure as you.
My lovely wife, please be strong for the daughter in my heart. I hope that when she is growing up, I can mention me to her and tell her that I love her more than anything in the world. The day she was born was the most beautiful day in my life.
One day, although I couldn't see it, I still loved her and her mother.
My mother and I love you deeply. When you grow up and go to school, you should try your best to learn and understand the world you live in. Be kind and caring to others, and you will find that the world will also be very good to you. In
There is a bright future ahead of you, have fun and enjoy it.
I want to comfort my mother not to forget to look forward, to put aside sadness and start over.
Finally, what dad wants to say to you is that I'm sorry that I can't watch you grow up. But remember, dad is not far away, and the angels are watching over him every moment.
Cute my wife.
You don’t need to worry about things at home. My parents and brothers are both righteous people. I have been relatives with them for many years. I know how they are and will never make things difficult for you. You have to be strong and live a good life. For the sake of your daughter,
It’s also for me, you know? My silly girl, I am so reluctant to leave you, I cannot bear to leave you...
If I still have another life, I will promise you.
Promise you forever.
I wish you a lifetime of happiness.
The Husband Who Loves You Most: The Last Writings of Conway.”
The last tone falls, the last note ends.
The tears that Gu Mengmeng was holding back could no longer be held back and fell.
"Conway, are you going to break your promise to me again?" She looked at him, her tears gradually blurring...