Gu Mengmeng remembered someone saying that military marriage will either destroy a woman or create a goddess.
During the days she left, she really realized the meaning of this sentence. Loneliness in military marriage, life in two places, loneliness and depression, family chores and many other differences all led to her developing an unhealthy mentality. She often
She would be distracted during serious and intense work, and would automatically stop when she saw the army green on the street. Whenever she had some free time, she would miss him in the distance. Worry and bone-gnawing loneliness tortured her nerves all the time.
She felt that she was in a trance and had lost her previous enthusiasm. Even the editor-in-chief noticed her strangeness and stopped sending her out.
Faced with the concern of her colleagues, friends, and family, she felt deeply guilty. She never thought that Gu Mengmeng, who was full of ambition and passion, would be so unwilling to make progress.
In order to prevent her normal life from being ruined by its negative influence, Gu Mengmeng took Enya to attend a military wives salon. Most of them were elegant and intellectual military wives, and most of them were women who lived in different places with their husbands. They looked at the ordinary elegant and elegant women.
When the women and sisters shed tears and talked freely to relieve the pain in her chest, her heart gradually returned to calm.
Just as the manager of the salon and a friend of Gu Mengmeng said.
The military wife has lost her glamorous aura and is actually just a real woman.
You love him, that's why you miss him so much. You wish you could have him by your side all the time, no longer suffering from lovesickness. This is the instinctive request of a woman who wants to be loved, and it is normal and sacred that cannot be blasphemed.
emotion.
Military wives and sisters, what you need to do is to correct your own mentality. Since we have known for a long time that we cannot be together as intimately as ordinary couples, we should not feel sorry for ourselves and fall into bad emotions, making it difficult to extricate ourselves.
We should cherish family and friends who are as important as married life, and the best way to relieve loneliness---serious and hard work. They will make our lonely and persistent hearts feel the slightest warmth, and they will make us change.
We need to be more mature and rational. Precisely because we love soldiers, we should understand their valuable and excellent qualities. They are lovers worthy of all our efforts and silent waiting.
When sisters are tired or wronged, they come to sit in the salon and listen to other people’s stories without talking. If you want to cry, you can hold a cup of tea and vent your anger. This is our warm home and a substitute
The care and attachment given to us by our lovers, here, everyone is the master.
Gu Mengmeng felt that what her friend said was excellent, as if it was narrated specifically to enlighten her.
After that, she gradually regained her vitality and actively participated in work. In addition to going to the salon in her spare time, she also signed up for a writing class with Enya. In addition to the original fitness class, their lives were full of joy every day.
Be fulfilled and happy.
Of course, in the dead of night, she would still think of Conway in Imuhe.
He went from calling to report every day, to one in the next few days, and finally to one text message for many days, which made her feel vaguely uneasy.
Counting today, he has not given him any news for three days. Thinking of his illness and the harsh environment where the Yimu River is frozen for thousands of miles and the snow is drifting, he can't help but become even more worried.
Before leaving get off work, she had already sent him a text message in the office.
But it was almost midnight, but there was no movement from her cell phone.
Unable to control her anxiety, she dialed his phone number.
"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."
Did she turn off her phone? Did she sleep? She wasn't sure, and she was pacing in the open space of the study because of her unreasonable nervousness.
Finally, she thought about the news.
First, she checked the weather forecast for the Yimu River area on the Internet. Several snowstorm warning signs made her heart suddenly twitch.
She walked out of the study and went to the living room to watch TV news. When she switched to the military channel, she happened to see the midnight news saying that the border area of Inner Mongolia had suffered a snowstorm that had never happened in a century. The local garrison was cooperating with the government to actively rescue the victims trapped by the snow. Then they said how many
People are missing, injured, property is damaged, and so on.
The news was short, less than a minute, but it firmly grabbed her attention and pulled the faint pain in her heart. Her Conway was right there, losing contact with her.
Lowering his head, the cell phone he clenched tightly was soaked with cold sweat from his palms.
She mechanically dialed the number she knew by heart.
"I'm sorry...you..."
She pressed the phone hard, but her fingers accidentally touched the text message interface. Looking at the dozen or so letters lying quietly in the inbox, her vision gradually became blurred.
"The winter in Yimuhe is so beautiful! Mengmeng, I'll take you to see it if I have the chance. It's very cold in Beijing, so during the winter solstice next week, you should keep warm and remember not to eat any more ice cream, otherwise your husband will be angry."
"The weather was very gloomy and quite cold. During the morning training, a soldier peed and froze on his pants. Everyone laughed wildly, but I felt sour in my heart. These people born in the 90s have eaten like this at home.
The suffering.”
"The signal is not good, NND, I can't even take the time to listen to your voice. Mengmeng, remember that your husband loves you, don't forget me. (Smiley face)"
"These past few days, I always feel like something big is going to happen. My spirit is tense all the time. The soldiers I led were also howling and screaming, but they were all good. None of them fell off the chain, which made me look bad."
The last one was from three days ago.
"Mengmeng, I woke up in the middle of the night due to the roar of the snowstorm outside. I couldn't sleep. I thought you might be dreaming about me, so I could only send a text message. I really want to hold you to sleep and warm your feet. Love me.
Silly girl, my husband misses you."
Gu Mengmeng's eyelids moved, and a crystal tear rolled down from her eye socket.
Dropping it on the back of the hand brings a burning and painful feeling.
he.
how's it going.
Nothing will happen...
She huddled on the sofa behind her, hugging her body tightly and praying silently in the direction where he was.
"Conway, please be okay. Call me quickly and let me know you're okay..."