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219 What is contentment

When they woke up, it was already 11 o'clock in the morning on the fourth day of the Lunar New Year. Principal Wolf was lying lazily on the bed with Alan in his arms. He never wanted to get up. After all, it was still bitterly cold outside. In such a warm and cozy bed, he was I just want to stay for a while...*.**Alan was also very quiet. She just lay quietly in her arms like a docile kitten, enjoying this beautiful moment with her eyes closed.

However, Principal Wolf could feel that Alan seemed to have something on his mind, because she had not spoken since she woke up in bed. In the confusion, Principal Wolf seemed to hear her sighing.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked casually, lying on his back.

"Alan, do you still remember that when I went to pick you up in Wumi Township? On the way, you said you wanted to marry me. Is that what you really meant?" Alan leaned on his arm and thought about it. After a while, he asked leisurely.

When Alan asked this, Principal Wolf immediately felt that this question was a bit strange. He turned his head, touched Alan's forehead and said, "Alan, you don't have a fever. Why are you asking like this?" His tone was quite unpleasant, and then he said He said seriously again: "Of course, I have sworn a poisonous oath, don't you believe it?"

"I, I didn't mean that, I just wanted to say..." She was about to distinguish.

"What do you mean by stopping talking so much? It's just because you think you know how to be a master. It's all superstition and feudalism. It's so old. It's not trustworthy. Stop thinking so wildly." He almost scolded him. The words said.

After listening to his words, Alan sat up and leaned on the head of the bed, tilting his head and looking at him with melancholy eyes, but he hesitated to speak.

He had no choice but to sit up and said: "Oh, I said, don't look at me like this, I can't stand it. Let me tell you, I am a tiger, you can't control me at all. Besides, my life is cheap, how can it be so easy?" Just die?"

"But have you ever thought about how much trouble you have caused since you met me? Last year, you almost went to jail. Yesterday, you were talking about the two head-officers trying to harm you. Wasn't that all because of me? Why? To be honest, I was really frightened."

Hearing Alan's words, Principal Wolf said disdainfully: "I have caused some trouble, but I am happy with this kind of trouble. Who let me meet you? Besides, Xiao Rouhuai was half killed by me? "

"Do you really like me?" Alan asked unexpectedly.

Principal Wolf touched his forehead again and asked strangely: 'Alan, are you okay? It's just the New Year, why do you always talk nonsense?"

"What do you like about me? Is it a person or my body?" Alan asked reluctantly.

"I like you as a person!" He replied affirmatively.

"But we haven't been together for long, so why did you fall in love with me all of a sudden?"

"I don't know about this. Maybe it's more like love at first sight. I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you. Alan, you don't know. During the time when you were not in the village, I felt like I had lost my soul. Fortunately, You're back."

"Do you like Liu Mei?" Alan suddenly asked.

Only then did Principal Wolf feel that things seemed a little complicated.

"There is a question that I have always wanted to ask. Why did you push Liu Mei towards me since you left? Why?" Principal Wolf looked into Alan's eyes seriously. Now, it was his turn to test Alan's eyes. The answer is true.

"I......"

"Did you... do it on purpose? Look into my eyes and answer me."

"I..." Alan never failed to answer, but Principal Wolf had already read her eyes, and she did mean it on purpose.

"Why do you do this? Tell me." Principal Wolf's eyes were extremely puzzled. He was also a little excited.

"I...I don't know..." Alan lowered his head and shook his head in pain.

"Alan, don't you like me?" After a moment of silence, Principal Wolf asked softly.

Hearing such a question, Alan jumped up as if he was being pierced by electricity, hugged him suddenly and said urgently: "No, no, no... Alan, you must not think that way, I am the same as you,

Ever since you came to Fenghua Village, from the first moment I saw you, I have had a crush on you. The way you look at me is different from the other men. They all stare at my body, but you

Sometimes I always like to look into my eyes. With a woman’s intuition, I know that you are also interested in me. Later, I find that I also like you. You must not think like this..."

"If that's the case, then why are you still avoiding me? I understand now that one of your purposes after being gone for so long is to fulfill Liu Mei and me's good deeds. I can't figure it out. I really can't figure it out. So,

Alan, please give me a definite answer. Why did you do this? Why?" Principal Wolf asked, almost touching the bridge of her nose. His emotions were really out of control.

Under his excited questioning, Alan looked into his eyes with tears in his eyes and said: "Alang, haven't you realized that I am an ominous woman by now? If you stay with me, it will only harm you!"

"

"Harm me?"

"Yes, I have harmed you, and you still don't reflect on it now. It is because of me that you almost lost your reputation and even your life."

"Hey, so that's what you're talking about! You don't have to worry about this. I just want to ask you, do you like me?"

"Alang, I am a selfish woman. I wish I could hide you in my heart, but..."

"Stop being a bitch. Since you have me, the big bad wolf, in your heart, don't be so mean. Just wait and be my bride!" After hearing Alan's explanation, Principal Wolf breathed a sigh of relief and hugged her.

road.

"But we can't be husband and wife!" Alan said this again.

"Why...why, why, why?..." Principal Wolf was dumbfounded. He could only keep saying the word "why".

"Why? Don't ask, maybe we are destined to be lovers but not husband and wife in this life." Alan shook his head, almost with a sad expression.

"No! You must tell me!" Principal Wolf couldn't sit still anymore. He stared and insisted on Alan's answer.

"Because, I have gone to six fortune tellers, and they all said that I am destined to be alone and have to overcome three husbands to be freed! And that thing is still a dead knot that cannot be solved. It is destined!" Alan said.

Unable to hold back Principal Wolf's vicious eyes, he finally said this.

"What? What did you say?...Hahahaha..." After hearing the answer, Principal Wolf was stunned for a moment, then burst into laughter, until he rolled on the bed holding his stomach.

After a while, when Principal Wolf felt that he really didn't have the strength to laugh anymore, Alan said: "Alang, don't think this is not the same thing. You don't have to believe it, but I believe it. I have been a person who brings joy to everyone since I was a child." What a disaster, besides, I did lose two husbands, so I...I can't marry you." After saying this, tears flowed down his face.

"Okay, okay, I'm most afraid of you crying. How can you be like Lin Daiyu? Isn't it okay if I don't smile? Let me ask you again, will you follow me?"

"willing!"

"That's it! It's your business if you believe it. If I don't believe it, my wife must be you. Don't expect to run away. Let me tell you, my dad is the director of the Public Security Bureau and has many people under his command. You I can't run away. Even if one day I am torn apart by something, I will be willing to do so." Principal Wolf replied.

"No, no, no, this will really hurt you! Ah Lang, do you know, on the night of New Year's Eve, I was lying in the snow, and when I felt like I was about to freeze to death, my head The only thing I thought of was you. That night, I thought that even if I froze to death, after all, I have a man who really likes me, and I would be willing to die. However, just when I was in power, you actually appeared. At that time, I can't explain that feeling clearly. I really want to marry you right away and be your mother-in-law, but I can't. Ah Lang, let's break up. I'm afraid I really can't control myself and marry you. Then... .." Alan's mood also became a little desperate.

"How about we travel around the world then?" After he finished speaking, he blocked her lips with his mouth and stopped her from talking anymore.

When Alan was choked by Principal Wolf's big mouth and couldn't nag anymore, he said: "Humph, don't cry, don't talk nonsense, that's what you're talking about, listen up, big brother" It’s unlucky to celebrate the New Year, don’t live or die. Not only can we not die, but we will live to be a hundred years old! Come on, get up, New Year and new atmosphere. The two of us have been hiding in the restaurant for so long, we are almost turning into mice. Now, you have to move around. Let’s go to the head of Wang Village’s house to pay New Year’s greetings!”

In the next few days, Principal Wolf did nothing else. In the name of it, he just paid New Year greetings. In fact, he just helped Alan drink everywhere. In the atmosphere of the New Year, Alan's contradictory, melancholy and painful mood finally subsided a little bit. eliminate.

On the ninth day of the Lunar New Year, the first day of school arrived. Alan's injured leg had healed a lot and he could walk. There was just a slight pain. Maybe Principal Wolf's emotions infected her, and Alan's mental state also recovered. As it is, not only that, the whole person looks more and more charming, which makes the eyes of those men who usually have ideas about Alan become greener. When Principal Wolf saw this, he was very satisfied. He thought that his enlightenment had an effect. After all, he He is an educated college student. It was only a matter of time before Alan married him.

However, Principal Wolf didn't understand Alan's thoughts at all, but Alan thought like this: "Although I can't marry him, isn't it good to do this? If I can live a day, it will be a day, and if I can live a year, it will be a year. , I’m satisfied! When he gets tired of me, won’t the matter be solved?”

After thinking about this problem, although she was extremely sad, Alan really felt very satisfied and happy. For an unfortunate woman like her, she did not have too many prayers and extravagant hopes. She always thought of Principal Wolf coming to rescue her that night. She felt like crying in every scene. It was a feeling of being overwhelmed by happy emotions. According to a woman's intuition, it was definitely not a coincidence. If a man didn't love a woman to that extent, which one would Would a fool come to pick him up on the night of New Year's Eve when it was snowing heavily? And when he came to pick her up, he even said he was dreaming about it.

In the years since Alan came to Fenghua Village, he has never told anyone about his family affairs until he met the wolf principal. Of course, after experiencing those unfortunate things, her character is strong in a sense. When she was a child, she was ostracized, insulted, and even severely abused. These bitter things that would make her cry when she talked about them, she would only mention them and would not describe them in too much. She did not even give her real name. Tell Principal Wolf that she thinks it is necessary.

Principal Wolf said that she was made of water, which may be a bit excessive. Before meeting Principal Wolf, in Alan's memory, she rarely cried. She was a stubborn woman. Her childhood experiences made her forget Knowing that she was a woman, she only thought of her as an ominous figure and a broom star. But after meeting Principal Wolf, she somehow felt that she had met a man who could be worthy of her emotional release. She is a young woman , she needs to vent, whether it is physical or emotional. Although this man is young and a little evil, she thinks he is cute and reliable. As she said, when she first saw Principal Wolf, she felt a sense of intimacy and kindness. A sense of dependence. She couldn't figure out where this feeling came from, although she also felt that Principal Dao Lang had the same lustful eyes as other men, and his eyes were even more explicit and direct than those of other men. But at that time she But he didn't feel disgusted at all. Instead, what arose in his heart was an inexplicable sense of acceptance.

When she and Principal Wolf slept together for the first time, she was a little scared at first, and she was so nervous that she almost suffocated. But after a while, she was like a woman, wishing to be embraced and occupied by him. Although she was... afterwards , she even felt extremely ashamed of her thoughts. Why was this? She always thought that she was a clean and honest person, even though there were many men interested in her. She never wanted to get into too much gossip, because she knew, There are many disputes in front of the widow. If she accidentally causes any trouble, where will she settle down? The world is so big, she could have traveled to the end of the world, but she felt that she was very tired, very tired, and she just wanted to find someone. A place with beautiful mountains and rivers to escape from this life.

A few days later, she understood that she had fallen in love with this college student from a foreign country. This feeling seemed a bit imaginary to Principal Wolf. It was the first time she had fallen in love with a man so much. The only difference was that this Principal Wolf Just like Jia Baoyu in Dream of Red Mansions, he is a passionate person who falls in love with a beautiful woman when he sees one. As time goes by, Alan realizes that he has really fallen in love with Principal Wolf, which is an inescapable emotional torture. For the fortune teller, She firmly believed that she wanted to kill her three husbands. She did ask several fortune tellers and they all said so. Therefore, in true love, she chose to escape because she did not want to kill the one who loved her. Forced on the road, she even sent her beloved to another woman. The pain involved was of course beyond the comprehension of ordinary people. This was an extraordinary act that could only be done by great love.

During those days at home, it was also true that her father was critically ill, so she decided to take this opportunity to leave Principal Wolf. After her father passed away, she could have come back earlier, but she didn't. She had to wait until Principal Wolf She would only come back when her relationship with Liu Mei was strong. So during that period, Alan felt that she was simply spending time in a cold hell, and that life was worse than death. Several times, she had no choice but to give up her escape. She had the idea, but she didn't do that. Finally, she waited until the Spring Festival, and she thought that Principal Wolf and Liu Mei were about to become a couple, and then she left to go back to the village, because she really didn't want to stay in her home that was like an ice cellar any longer. , celebrating the New Year is a warm and beautiful thing, but for Alan, celebrating the New Year at home is undoubtedly like a disaster. Because the people in the town (it is also an uncivilized town) believe that she will not only give her If the family brings bad luck, it will also bring bad luck to the town. In the new year, Alan had better leave as soon as possible to avoid spreading the bad luck to the new year.

On the way back to the village, Alan wanted to die. Several times, she wanted to jump off the speeding train and end her life. She felt that everything in the world was so cold. The world was gray and black, but living was always She would freeze to death. In all conscience, with her beauty and gentleness, as long as she was willing, a lot of men would line up and carry an eight-person sedan to marry her without hooking her, but she didn't want to do that, and she didn't want to harm anyone. She is not the kind of person who is flirtatious, and more importantly, she no longer has that thought. The shock of childhood, coupled with the nightmare of losing two husbands, has always troubled her. She got married at the age of eighteen, But she encountered such bad luck one after another, which can not but be said to be fatal to Alan's emotions. Therefore, she felt that in terms of emotions, she thought her heart was close to freezing point. What she needed was the quietness and peace of the soul, but Sometimes God plays tricks on people and makes her meet Principal Wolf, a playboy. She falls in love with him as soon as she sees him, and ends up falling in love with him in a daze.

When she fell into a ditch on the side of the road in the dark night and sprained her foot, unable to walk. At first, she was really panicked while lying on the snow. Then, she quickly calmed down. Isn't this better? It is God's will. She is a superfluous person in this world, and it is time to leave this world. She hopes that she will die quietly like that, disappearing into the heavy snow like the air evaporating, and the white snowflakes will Isn't it a good thing to bury yourself?

Before she died, she was always thinking about one person. There was only one person left in her mind, and that was Principal Wolf. Those days between her and Principal Wolf were the best and happiest times in her life. It was also the only beautiful memory. With this memory, she thought that she would not have too many regrets if she froze to death. She just wanted to see Principal Wolf before she died, so that she would die without a trace. Sorry.

But what she never expected was that on such a snowy night, just when she was about to freeze to death, the person she had always cared about would miraculously appear in front of her like a night wandering god. At that moment, she simply couldn't believe it. She could believe her eyes. At that moment, she felt drunk, as if she was lying on a cloud. She wanted to cry loudly, but she had no strength.

After the past year, Alan would no longer hide her relationship with Principal Wolf from the villagers in Fenghua Village, and she would not care about any rumors. She held Principal Wolf's hand openly and announced to the villagers that Principal Wolf It was her sweetheart. In the following days, her most important thing was not the restaurant business, but how to serve the big bad wolf well, including his food, accommodation, transportation, and of course, his sleep at night. She learned from the TV I learned a new term here: I don’t care about the eternity, I only cherish the day and night.

Every time she saw Principal Wolf devouring the food she cooked and the clothes she sewed, she would feel happy, even more so than drinking honey. After class, whenever she had time, she would hold Principal Wolf's hand. I stayed on the field ridge outside the village and wandered around in the woods.

Yes, Alan felt that she was in love. Although she was married, she had never been in a formal relationship. Her previous two husbands were hurriedly married off by her family members as if they were throwing dirty water. Although She knows that the result of love is likely to be a bitter pill, but she only needs the process of blooming. Therefore, she often wears a smile that radiates from the bottom of her heart instead of a professional smile put on to deal with diners. She often hums She sings like a little girl and sometimes dances happily.

When the villagers saw the closeness between the two of them, they all showed envy and blessings in their eyes. What a wonderful couple, everyone said so. However, sometimes the villagers would also frown, that is, they felt Principal Wolf and Alan are sometimes too close. For a closed and remote mountainous area, Principal Wolf and Alan's some "indecent" actions on the village street will make them embarrassed. However, things cannot be said to be absolutely good. Damn, after seeing the intimate actions between Alan and Principal Wolf, the young couples in Fenghua Village will follow suit. They will go back and study how to enhance the relationship between modern couples.

Of course, not all looks are kind eyes, but a few looks seem to be malicious. It is a manifestation of jealousy and indignation. The most prominent ones are not the lecherous ghosts in the village, but the weirdest ones. It's Zimei. They have nothing to do with the young and old bachelors in the village. After all, flowers go with green leaves, so there's no need to say that Principal Wolf is educated and good-looking. It's useless to be jealous, and it's useless to drool.

Since Alan came back, whenever she met Alan, Zimei would give her a very unhappy look and look at her strangely, which made Alan confused. And when she looked at Principal Daolang, she would stare at her like a knife. He looked like he was going to cut Principal Wolf into several pieces. This made Principal Wolf inexplicably surprised, but Principal Wolf seemed to feel something. He remembered those things in the deep cave. Nothing happened between me and her. If we have made substantial progress, it won’t be like this, right? Principal Wolf thought to himself.

Especially when she saw Principal Wolf and Alan holding hands together, Zimei's face was particularly ugly. When Alan asked: "What's wrong with Zimei?" Principal Wolf quickly replied: "Maybe I owe her money."

No matter how bad Zimei's attitude is, she will not cause any real harm to Principal Wolf and Alan. She has not yet reached the point where her eyes can kill people. At least not yet. But , just because she doesn’t have this function doesn’t mean that others can’t.

One month after Fenghua Village Primary School started, on this morning, a car came to Xiaoyun Restaurant. It was a brand-new Buick. Three people got out of the car. Alan happened to be at the door. When she saw it, her heart suddenly sank. .

The visitor was none other than Xiao Rouhuai, the other was his driver Lao Liu, and the third was a middle-aged man with a fat belly.

Xiao Rouhuai clasped her hands behind her back and walked up slowly. The pair of small white eyes behind the gold-rimmed lenses stared at Alan like a wolf looking for food in the night. Alan only felt a strong surge on his back. The air-conditioning made her shiver several times.

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