I never like to escape reality, even if the reality is cruel and scary.
Living in this world of countless creations and holes is boring. At the very least, you must be honest with yourself.
Although, I have long known that honesty is not an easy thing!
But, it makes my heart very peaceful.
I know that a person's body and soul must bear the merciless whips of the world.
This is no longer an option!
You don’t have to have your parents nagging at your side. I already understand the gap between us more deeply than anyone else.
I also know that I cannot have you for a long time.
However, it doesn't matter.
I have the consciousness to walk away at any time.
Now, you like me and I also like you. A day together makes the two of us happier.
Tomorrow? Ha!
Who knows if a person like me, who is not favored by fate, will have a tomorrow.
Now that I have decided to love someone, I cannot change my mind at will.
Although in the 17 years of my life, I have always lost more than I have gained,
However, when I am with you, I never care about gains and losses.
Just listen carefully to the instructions of your heart,
I like it, give it, take it seriously, and live it.
This is enough!
I have long been accustomed to all kinds of difficulties that fate throws at me.
Don't think about a happy ending with flowers and a full moon.
Don't expect a lifetime of happiness.
I only know that you want my body,
Although in the eyes of the world, this is the most important and precious thing for a girl.
But I have thought about it seriously and I can still afford the price.
So, I will do what I want.
Han Jue, it is with this feeling that I devote myself to you.
Just because my heart tells me that I like it!
I unfolded a trembling and brave smile, wanting to remember this most beautiful moment with all my soul.
Probably Han Jue didn't like to look at my serious and focused eyes, so he sealed my eyes with a kiss.
Those extremely gentle touches one after another, the extremely patient and focused skin-to-skin contact!
Left eye, right eye, left eye, right eye... they kept jumping and switching kisses, as if this kiss was the most pious and important thing in the world, and everything else was nothing!
There was a heavy desire in his kiss, which made me feel a real sense of pain...
It seems like I am standing by the window of the fierce wind, looking down, there is boundless darkness and falling...
Jumping down is to enjoy a short and happy flight?
Or a cold and boring death?
Or is it endless dark pain?
Who can predict in advance...
I wanted to laugh, but the expression on my face was no longer under my control. I could only listen to his words. I closed my eyes obediently and listened silently to his soft whispers full of magical forbidden words.
"Zhuangzhuang, do you know? Ever since I first saw you, I have been passionately wanting you. I imagine it is like now, stripping you clean, and then, ruthlessly wanting you, wanting you, and wanting you again.
You! I myself was frightened. This kind of animalistic primitive desire seemed to suddenly and violently revive from sleeping in my blood. The closer I get to you, the feeling becomes stronger day by day!"
There was a kind of sincerity in Han Jue's eager breathing that I couldn't ignore. My whole body trembled to express my belief.
But Han Jue was so stubborn that he was almost desperate. He continued his domineering declaration with a voice that was as elegant as a string: "You will never understand how I feel about you. I want to let you go, really! Zhuang
Zhuang, you are so beautiful and simple, you are not suitable for the world I want to live in in the future! But, no! Not now, it’s too late, I can’t imagine missing you in life, I must get you, not just a dictator’s declaration
, but a request for the soul, Zhuangzhuang, you can’t escape!”
Actually, I want to say that I didn’t want to escape. Really!
I have long been fixed by his eyes that can speak magic words.
Han Jue's fingers slid across my bare chest, and the extreme skin-to-skin contact made me even curl up my toes...
Beating...
My heartbeat was so wild that it seemed like it was about to jump out of my chest. How could my blood flow so wildly? His fingers were clearly still on my chest, but the numb and tingling feeling had already circulated in my lower abdomen, making my intestines
Knotted gently, then ran down the thigh, and even the toes were out of control.
He reached out and hugged me, and his young bodies were still kissing each other in the water.
He asked me to half-sit on his strong thighs, and the places where those sensitive skins came into contact really sparked!
My breath almost felt like fire. His fiery gaze made the already hot water increase in temperature even more.
He gently pushed me away, took a rose branch out of thin air, and pinned my long hair to prevent it from getting wet.
He looked at my new look carefully until he laughed out loud with satisfaction.
Reach out, sip the water, and sprinkle it on my face, my lips, my neck, my shoulders, my chest, my back...everything about me is soaked with Han Jue's imprint!
This has long gone beyond the scope of my knowledge, so I have been obediently silent, half-closing my eyes, breathing rapidly, and letting his nimble fingers continue to fan my body and ignite it...
"Zhuangzhuang...oh...Zhuangzhuang..."
His voice seemed to have a small soft paw stretching out, pulling at my emotions, calling my name over and over again, like an ancient spell, making me willing to sell my soul.
His fingers slid across my body so slowly, so slowly that I almost thought time had stopped running!
An empty loneliness rose in my abdomen, as if there was a helpless little person inside, needing something...
I was half-dead as he was tossing and tossing me, making low guttural sounds from my mouth that I didn't even understand.
So uncomfortable...so uncomfortable...
Finally, his fingers left... and slid down to my thighs, calves, delicate ankles, and tiny toes!
I relaxed slightly for a while and breathed a sigh of relief.
God, Han Jue, you are so good at torturing people. From now on, if you catch a female prisoner, you don’t need to suffer the death penalty. As long as you give her a bath, she will surrender! Really!
Finally finished washing it!
He let me go and asked me to sit back.
I opened my eyes and watched him start to clean himself.
However, he treated himself very casually and normally. He just wiped it with a towel a few times and it was done, as if he was dust-free and didn't need a big wash.
Angry, could it be that I am so dirty and need such cleaning "from the inside out"! (What a confusing and ambiguous wording!)
Han Jue took out the clean me, and the water flowed down from my skin... My whole body became lighter.
From the beginning to the end, I obediently let him do whatever he wanted, like a doll with no feelings. However, the blush on my face betrayed my ups and downs of mood.
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