My step-parents were a very strange combination. The man was a prostitute and the woman was a prostitute. They beat and scolded each other when they were together, doing whatever they could, but they loved each other in a way that I couldn't understand at all.
It made me understand very early that all love is not the pure and holy white snow in spring as we imagined. Sometimes there is also this kind of love that rolls into mud and becomes a dark ball.
Later, after more experiences, I realized that most love in the world is riddled with holes and incomplete.
I have never seen a truly clean crystal-like one.
"How is your mother?" Li Jin asked me.
I nodded, indicating that the situation was okay.
He leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette, and I stood aside to accompany him.
After a while, his eyes turned red and he said, "Are you looking down on me? You can't even protect your own woman and daughter." This tall, strong northern man became rarely sentimental.
I am silent.
I am not a soul guide and have no knowledge in this area. What’s more, the luckiest thing is that I can’t speak.
"You can't go back to live. Everyone knows that we are not related by blood, which is a good thing for you." Li Jin said.
I frowned, why did Lin Yezi and Li Jin both say that I couldn't go back to live? It seemed that they were really in big trouble this time.
"I can't protect those people. It's not just like before, just trying to make up for the west, and everyone can get by with it. Those people will only find trouble to vent their anger, but this time, this group of people can really hurt you.
.I'm afraid that if you are stared at by them, I will be torn into eight pieces by the leaves."
Li Jin helplessly cursed a few words and threw his wallet directly to me from his pocket: "There is some money in it. You go rent a house. If you are short of money, you call me or give it to your mother. It will cost you thousands."
Don't ever go back. I heard that you were still staying at home last night, and I was shocked. Didn't I let someone tell you?"
He twisted his eyebrows and looked at me unhappily, and said slightly angrily: "There are dozens of men when they come. You, a little girl, don't know how to be afraid. They really dare to drag you into business. Just think of it as your own."
Can you scare people by breaking a snake?! We are your parents and can be scared. Do you think you can scare the underworld with real swords and guns?"
I looked at the money in my wallet and saw that it was more than Lin Yezi's. I stuffed it into my pocket.
"Don't save money. If we don't protect you, you should live in a good community and be safe! By the way, it's best to live in a community next to the police station or the court. You are so beautiful and you can't speak. You can't go anywhere.
Be careful..." He threw me another knife and said, "This thing has been with me for a long time. Keep it. You are ruthless and it is good for protecting yourself."
Why do I have a feeling of parting from life and death? I looked at him and curled my lips.
He walked away and gave me a random wave of his hand. Some strong men had a tragic feeling that they would never return.