Han Jue went to mediate the matter with the people at the hospital, but I couldn't get involved. He knew that I couldn't sleep, so he was very accommodating and arranged a bed for me next to Lin Yezi.
I couldn't sleep, and I sat next to her feeling helpless, not knowing what to do.
I can only watch the life of the one I love flow away drop by drop like potion in a dropper. There is no way I can do anything about it. This feeling cannot be described.
In the middle of the night, Lin Yezi woke up once, and I fed her some water.
Her lips are very dry, her hair is a little dirty, and she has a bad smell. She is such a woman who loves to be clean...
There was no one around, so she opened her lips and said to me: "Don't save me, I don't want to live anymore." Although there is no sound, only the shape of the mouth, I have always been good at lip reading, and I am completely self-taught, so
It didn't take much effort to guess what her low and hoarse voice meant.
Idiot, she has never been smart enough and acted willfully and unreasonably. I heard that when she was a child, just for her younger brother, she first married a man who would never love her, then raised a daughter who would never face her, and finally fell in love with a man who would never love her.
A man who doesn't know how to cherish her. Everything depends on her selling her body to make a living. But from the beginning to the end, she lives for some irrelevant people, sells herself and never cares about what others give her.
When she needed help from others, she used a knife to cut off her life, preventing herself from becoming a burden and burden to others.
At this moment, I understand her better than others, and I pity her more than I imagined.
I have been thinking about myself and feeling sorry for myself. My life is much happier than thinking about Lin Yezi. If I had stayed at the home of my biological parents, that kind of life would be a tragedy!
Now, I have an adoptive father who loves me and is willing to die for me, I have an adoptive mother who is willing to sell herself for me so that I can live a good life, I have a stepfather who does a lot of evil outside, but never forgets to give me a lot of pocket money, and I have a stepfather who does a lot of evil outside.
...Han Jue!
My life is basically a comedy, so what qualifications do I have to lament and blame myself here.
I wrote a line: "Please stay with me."
Tears suddenly welled up in Lin Yezi's sentimental eyes...
"I'm tired. Sorry, Zhuangzhuang..." Her eyes moved for a moment, then she shook her head and closed her eyes resolutely.
At that time, I was in so much pain.
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After a busy night, Han Jue didn't come back.
Lin Yezi could hardly wait any longer.
She is going to die.
Anyway, she is going to die.
I don’t want to be in pain in front of her, and I can’t be so selfish as to use my own weakness to aggravate her pain before she passes away...
I walked out, closed the door, sat on a chair, and cried...
The hair was gently rubbed.
As soon as he opened his eyes out of reflex, it was Lu Li...
I couldn't even feel the emotion of hating him, I just cried...
Tears, like people in cartoons, accumulate tears. When the drops are large enough, they are guided by gravity, revealing sad eyes...
Lu Li's voice was very soft, "Zhuangzhuang, what can I do for you?"
I reached out and took his cell phone. I wanted to send a text message to Han Jue.
I pressed Han Jue’s mobile phone number first, but couldn’t get through...
Lu Li squatted in front of me. We were very close, yet far apart...
I put down my phone, took out a pen and paper, and wrote a line for him.
Lu Li answered the call and immediately took the phone and ordered to go down.
Not long after, someone told me that everything was done.
Beautiful bathtub, completely European style, as luxurious as advertised.
It felt a little out of place in the small, cramped ward.
There was a beautiful woman, generous and elegant, standing aside and playing an unknown piece of music on her violin.
Plenty of white tulips, Lin Yezi's favorite pure, shy and noble flower, were placed around her.
There was a strong female nurse accompanying me. She took off Lin Yezi's clothes and gently put him into warm water... Lin Yezi woke up slightly... and smiled at me, a little shy and a little innocent.
, seems to return to the longing for girlhood...
Yes, if I could do it again, if she was as selfish as me, if she only lived for herself...
Then, her life may not be as happy as brocade.
I sat on the chair at the head of the bathtub, gently wet Lin Yezi's long hair, and then took out her favorite, most yearned for, and told me Luo Libasuo thousands of times worth 130,000 yuan.
LUXURY White Truffle Ultimate Luxury Series. I don’t know what I will give Lu Li as compensation in the future, but at this time, I don’t care about it at all.
When opened, the fragrance is faint but not obvious.
I showed it to Lin Yezi. There was a little joy on her face, and her smile was pure and sweet...
I think, everything is worth it.
I squeezed out some of the liquid and gently shampooed my hair with the leaves...
I rubbed it gently, and her hair was of good texture, soft and soft, and as comfortable as her person.
The violin was extremely joyful, and it rarely sang out the joy of mother and daughter picking flowers on the hillside in spring.
In the sound of music,
My fingers are very light, very light...
Those beautiful bubbles create a woman's lifelong dream...
I don't want to cry, I don't want to cry in these last moments...
Mom...let your daughter wash your hair once...
The fingers were hidden by black hair and white bubbles. They disappeared for a while, and then some were revealed...
The person was split into two very calmly...
One is a happy daughter, happily enjoying the fun of washing her beloved mother's hair... The spring, the brightness, the music, the flowers, everything is so rich and beautiful.
One is me who is sad. I clearly know that her smile has faded and her whole person is different...
For the first time, I knew clearly that the person I loved, the mother I loved, came to the end of her life in a time that I never knew how to cherish.
From the beginning to the end, she gave everything she could to others, and then did not bring a little trouble or trouble to anyone. When she got a little bit, she was happy as if she had got the whole world. Everyone in this world
I owe her, I owe her. But she doesn't care!
I have never seen a nobler woman than her in my life.
I have never seen it since.
My forever beloved mother.
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The door was banged open...
Then, Li Jin, who was beaten to a terrible state, broke in. Seeing this scene, he stood blankly at the door...
He seemed afraid to come in and disturb the woman who had left this dirty world with a faint smile. She had left behind all the ugly sins and conspiracies.
He knelt at the door and bent deeply.
At this time, after losing her, I realized how similar we are in pain.
The woman playing the piano suddenly stopped playing and ran out crying.
She didn't know anything, but she could feel the extreme sadness in the atmosphere.
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