"That's enough, no need to wash it off. Zhuangzhuang...she has already gone." Han Jue's voice, Han Jue's arms, Han Jue...
I closed my eyes and cried desperately...
My mother is missing.
Because God punished me for not knowing how to love someone who loves me deeply.
Punish me for being selfish, willful, and only knowing how to be happy for myself.
I don't care whether the people around me will encounter misfortune at all.
In fact, I don't really know how good Lin Yezi is to me.
It's just that I am sensitive to my own ominousness. If I keep a little distance between myself and her, can I stop the ruthlessness of fate?
I'm lonely and scared.
Is it true that the last piece of warmth that my vest relies on will be defeated by me one day?
If Han Jue dies because of me, what will be left in my world?!
I have no idea.
I was picked up and taken away. The only attachment between me and my mother was the little white fragrant foam on my fingers...
Passing by the door, Lu Li stepped aside and stared at me with a little concern.
I was indifferently taken away, taken away from my mother...
There are no more forest leaves in this world.
Those shallow nonsense, those tacky joys...
No more.
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I was stripped of my clothes and bathed like a baby.
He was hugged on the bed, shaking violently.
It's so cold, really cold.
My heart is frozen, how can I melt it?
I want……
He filled me with enthusiasm...
I moved my body silently. Han Jue didn't know why at first, so he moved his body very gentlemanly, just hugged me, kissed me, and gently advised me: "Zhuangzhuang, it's okay, you still have me. Everything will be fine, everything,
Everything will be fine. All mothers must leave one step before their daughters. Everyone has to face this scene. It's okay, makeup."
Although the words are useless, the concern in the voice makes people warm.
I want……
My body told him.
Han Jue finally understood. He was surprised at first, but then he understood something.
Without saying anything else, he took the condom and put it on himself in front of me.
The beast has already been in heat over there, why are you pretending?
I had no expression on my face, stretched out my hand, and hugged him.
I buried my face in his chest, I didn't want him to see my indifferent expression and lose interest.
He entered me, gently at first, then wildly.
He probably vented all his recent stress.
I've always been a little out of touch.
This boy loves me. He is excellent and has a bright future. How could I waste his life for my own possible happiness?
He was on my body, intoxicated with his eyes closed...
I can make him happy, I am so happy!
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Lin Yezi's funeral was very simple and elegant. It was done in the house I rented.
One of her favorite photos was enlarged and placed in a white lace frame. It looked less like a funeral and more like a shy bride.
White flowers flooded the mourning hall...
Everything has the beautiful girly style that she likes.
It's rare for a funeral to be done like this.
Li Jin and I knelt there facing the few friends she had in the past.
They are nothing more than prostitutes, and one or two old patrons who have feelings for each other.
Han Jue was taking care of himself, advancing and retreating inside and outside, so I didn't need to worry about him at all.
In the afternoon of the next day, the crowd gradually thinned out. Three women with heavy makeup came in. I knew them all as some of Lin Zizi's close friends.
"Hey, handsome guy, who are you, Ye Zi? If we die, we might not be so lucky. How grand it is here. How much does it cost? Ye Zi would be so happy if he knew it."
"Zhuangzhuang, Ye Zi is a lucky person to have such a beautiful daughter. Next time you are free, come and sit with your sister."
"Sister, look at the wrinkles on your face, it's almost like calling me sister."
These people are used to seeing the pain of life and death and can withstand it better than ordinary people.
It’s not that there is no sadness like the death of a rabbit or a fox, it’s just that the expression is lighter.
Han Jue frowned, unhappy.
Being clean by nature, he naturally gave off a faint aura of nobility from Tsinghua University, which made them all shut up.
"Zhuangzhuang, your mother did it for you, so you are..." a woman said calmly.
After hearing this, Han Jue realized something and asked: "Zhuangzhuang's mother, did you say anything to you in the end?"
The three women looked at each other, a little nervous.
It suddenly occurred to me that when we were about to pick up customers for work, the three of us were not at home putting on makeup, so we came here together, and there must be a reason for this.
Han Jue made a gesture and asked me to accompany them to a small room to drink tea.
Now that the three people are here, they have made up their minds.
"Zhuangzhuang, that day, Lin Zizi said that she wanted to continue working. We all said that she wanted to take a rest, but she said no, now she asked you to borrow a lot of money from your boyfriend, and Li Jin can't earn protection money recently.
If she doesn’t do it, what will she eat?”
Another woman continued, "We were choosing that day, planning to pick the richest customer for her." Then she looked at the next person uneasily and asked her to continue.
I understand that the three of them must have agreed to share the responsibilities equally. Prostitutes know the hardships of life best. If Lin Zizi hadn't been such a good person, maybe no one would have told us all this.
The third person continued: "Recently, the anti-pornography campaign is not going well. Besides, we are friends and we are about the same age. You know that in our industry, beauty or not is secondary. The most important thing is youth. Young talent
It's everything. We can't find any good customers at our age. The rich ones are mostly those with strange habits or strange and unclean customers. Lin Yezi has always been very picky. After all, her life
The burden was not too heavy. So we searched a lot that night but couldn't find anything decent."
The first person came back and said: "I said just go to the boss and get good customers. We have been doing this for so many years, so we have the right. We went there and made a fuss for a long time, and the boss finally took some for himself.
I gave the money to Lin Zizi, saying that there have been really no customers recently, and a few of them have to be coaxed. They are afraid that the business will be taken over by others, so they have to send a young girl to take care of them. "
"But, half an hour later, the boss personally came down and asked Lin Yezi to pick up the customer. He was a rich and beautiful middle-aged man who looked very excited. He didn't look like someone who came to a small underground bar like ours. We were all worried.
Will this man kill Lin Yezi? It is unlikely that such a man would come here to have sex unless he is a pervert."
"So we all advised her not to accept it. Anyway, the boss gave her the money. If she said anything else, Zhuangzhuang would be more worried. If there was a scandal and it was published in the newspaper, how would Zhuangzhuang live?"
"Lin Yezi has always been like this. If she tries to persuade her with Zhuangzhuang, she will refuse and say no more, 100% of the time. It only costs 2,000 to 3,000 yuan for a perverted customer after she receives one, so there is no need to risk her life. No.
I really had to wait for the rice to be cooked. But the man took out 10,000 yuan. I thought at that time, Lin Yezi was going to die."
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