I tried my best to figure it out, but at the age of 17 and having few interactions with people, I really couldn't find any solution.
He loves me, but I can't let him go without pain no matter what method I use.
I, a person who has always been straightforward, wandered around day after day, and the longer the time went by, the more reluctant I was to let go of Han Jue.
I know, he is a man, it's okay if it hurts a little.
Although this mysophobic man will be sad without me, he is so good and there are always so many discerning women who will fall in love with him one after another. Time is the enemy of love. He can always forget me slowly and there will always be a time.
, recalling our present with a smile, I can always gradually fall in love with another woman who is better than me, give birth to a lovely child, and live a happy life.
However, there will never be a place for me in his happiness.
Now, it's not that he can't let go of me, but I can't let go of the last trace of normal and beautiful feelings in this world.
We live like an ordinary couple. At dawn, we make breakfast for each other, and then he takes me to school. At noon, when he is free, he will come to pick me up for lunch, but most of the time, he has something to do and won’t come. In the evening, when he is free,
He came to pick me up, and when he had no time, he asked his friend to pick me up. I would go to the vegetable market, buy some food, and make dinner.
If he comes back, I'll wait for him no matter how late. If he doesn't come back, I'll eat first.
In the evening, he usually has social activities. At such a young age, he secretly set up a program development company behind his father's back, and invited four outstanding students from the school to help. Therefore, he would always get out of school very late.
get off work.
Because he spends less time with me, Han Jue decided to move his office to the opposite door. In this case, it would be cheaper without having to rent another house. The most important thing is that he can take care of me nearby.
His friends were very happy because someone could cook for them for free. So that day, a group of people went to the other party to clean up the equipment.
Everything at home is put away on my side. It feels like a serious office over there. There are three bedrooms and one living room, and three independent computer rooms serve as offices. In addition to three to four computers in one room, there are also some people who make websites.
space equipment.
Although China's first email has been on the Internet since September 20, 1987. Mr. Qian Tianbai sent China's first email (Email) "Crossing the Great Wall and Going to the World" to the University of Karlsruhe in West Germany, thus making China's first
The connection with the Internet was realized for the first time, making China a member of the international Internet family. At this time, it had only been four years since the entire Western Europe was connected to the Internet. In China, only the Beijing Institute of High Energy Physics was connected to the Internet. But for ordinary people
It is said that the Internet is not popular, and it is a very new thing for young people who are in the trend. The project they took on was the budget internal LAN of a sub-unit of the Parallel Power Supply Bureau. It can realize internal paperless office.
The most important thing is that you can video chat for free.
I'm obsessed with these.
I watched them study computer languages, the relationship between language V, language B and language C in the original English book. I was reserved at first, but later I shared a room with Han Jue. I was depressed and had no way to vent, so I was very depressed.
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Learning is a kind of fun. Once you get into it, it is worth a thousand dollars. Although it is a bit boring and useless, there is nothing wrong with having fun once in a while.
Han Jue taught me attentively, but he was very busy himself, and this thing was very time-consuming. Often, once he sat on the plane, it would take seven or eight hours to fly.
When it comes to bedtime, it's probably late at night, and sometimes I don't even want to take a shower and go to bed.
Han Jue sighed while taking a bath for me. I felt so happy, so happy and painful.
This dragged on for a while.
I didn't make the decision, someone had to make the decision for me.
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In the second class in the morning, the teacher suddenly said: "Zhuang Xiaoleng, your father is here to see you!"
I was a little surprised, what happened to Li Jin? Ever since I was in middle school, Lin Zizi said that his image affects my face. Besides, my skills have improved very quickly, and they are assured that I am unlikely to be bullied, so they don't
Tai has come to school, and I haven't seen Mao Ying'er in the past year. Why now...is there something important?
I immediately packed my schoolbag, wrote a request for leave, and left neatly.
There was a strange man waiting for me at the door. He was about 187 years old. He looked scary and strong, and his voice was quite gentle: "Miss Zhuang, I was sent by your father to pick you up. Please come with me."
Wow, it’s impossible for Li Jin to have such a big faction!
When he was taken to Lu Li's office, it was a bit chaotic.
I'm not a lunatic. Although I will die one day when I grow up, I can't seek death by myself every day. If Lu Li, a beast like this, gets mad, will I jump off the building once!?
I leaned on it, my shoulders throbbed just thinking about it.
I don't want to die, Han is definitely crazy. I know clearly that Han definitely doesn't want to beat Lu Li, but now he can't fight hard, so I have no choice but to endure. But my spirit is also at the critical point, I can't do it anymore
Make him make mistakes.
I stopped and refused to go.
"What's wrong? Miss Makeup?" the man asked me with raised eyebrows.
I looked at him suspiciously and said nothing. Talented people are bold, and I obviously couldn't get rid of this man in a second. If the name Li Jin hadn't been hanging on me, I would have run away long ago.
He called, then answered the call, said a few words, and handed it to me. I looked at the name on the phone: "Li Qianxin!"
His whole body was shaken, numb and hollow.
This name was like thunder, exploding in my clear sky. For a moment, my whole body was chilled to the point of freezing!
No, I don’t want to see him!
Don't see this man!
I turned around and started running wildly... running hard and fast...
I can escape the enemy's pursuit, but how can I escape my tragic abandonment and unfair fate again and again!
Someone is chasing me, so fast.
I turned around, and it turned out to be the tall man. His one step was probably equivalent to my running two or three steps. He was obviously well-trained and looked at me calmly...
Because I was so emotionally shaken, I had to breathe very hard, wasting a lot of blood, and soon I felt my legs were weak!
When I ran to a small alley, I was so exhausted that I collapsed and couldn't continue.
The man stood in front of me, neither humble nor arrogant, staring at me as if he were his prey. He called and said, "Yes, I found the lady. She is in the end alley of Qing Street."
Because it was so quiet here, I could even hear someone on the other side of the phone saying, "Take her away and don't let anyone know!"
"Yes, sir!" the man said respectfully. After hanging up the phone, he said to me: "Miss Zhuang, do you want to follow me by yourself, or let me pack you up and put you in the car."
I glanced around, and I don't know when, a high-end RV parked quietly at the end of the alley. The door was opened, and I couldn't see clearly inside. I just felt that the big black mouth was open, quietly waiting for the Lord to take me.
Swallow it whole!
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