I took the initiative to kiss, bit by bit, violating the man who loved me...
Han Jue couldn't stand it anymore and pushed me down. He was condescending and said, "You are mine!"
I nodded. Agree!
"Here...here...and here...all belong to me, and I am the only one qualified to touch..."
I nodded passively.
"Especially here, this is my private holy place, you can't touch it yourself!" Han Jue was unreasonable!
Damn it, what am I doing here? I'm not a gangster!
He held my hand and said: "What you have here is mine, so what I have here is also yours. I don't know how to play with myself, I'm waiting for you to play with it, okay..."
His eyes were so beautiful that I was tempted to point my head in confusion.
"For life!" He was incredibly domineering.
I continued to nod.
"I love you!"
I nodded...
He bit me in excitement...
I cried……
Very sad……
He asked: "What's wrong? Did it hurt if I bit you?"
I nodded aggrievedly and shed a tear. I was really hurt by him! My heart was broken!
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I must be really tired today. It’s rare that this person doesn’t hug me to clean me afterward.
My body was sticky, but because it was Han Jue's stuff, I didn't feel dirty, just uncomfortable.
I lay on his chest and counted his heartbeat... one, two, three... and he slowly calmed down.
Later, I still couldn't bear it, so I put on my clothes, washed them myself, and took a towel and threw it to him. He originally wanted to say something shameless, but seeing that my face turned red, he let it go.
I was washing small clothes in the bathroom, and while I was washing, I was thinking, what are these clothes doing? No one will wear them anymore.
This purple chiffon nightgown is actually the most dangerous. I rescued it from Han Jue's excited behavior several times. This little soft ball has witnessed us so many times...
I washed and dried it silently.
Then think silently.
I'm leaving, do you want to take all my things with me?
Should he be taken away to make Han Jue feel more comfortable, or should he be kept to comfort him.
I don’t know. I’m emotionally imbecile and can’t figure out which one makes him happier.
In short, if I left him, I wouldn't be happy anyway.
I returned to the room, and Han Jue was still sitting there in a daze, with no expression on his side face and a little melancholy in his eyes, staring at the dark night through the old and new windows...
When he saw me, he smiled and said, "Zhuangzhuang, come and sleep."
I lowered my head to turn over the paper and pen, then looked up again and saw Han Jue's face changed slightly!
What a well-behaved man he is! Apparently he was not completely unpredicted.
I lowered my head, wrote, and kept writing. I didn't want to make him hurt every sentence.
In this case, let’s understand it once and for all.
I wrote a long, long paragraph, telling him my life experience, my pain, and my likes... I also told him my decision...
I'm going away for a while, and I want to know what my biological parents are like.
I am a selfish and bad girl. I know that I may really have a bad life. My parents sent me out because they were afraid that I would see my relatives killing each other. Maybe it is not without benefit, but I still hate them very much. I hate them.
He gave up on me so easily and without any effort at all!
I was abandoned so easily without any effort or proof... How could I not have strong resentment in my heart for these eighteen years!
I want to go back.
I don't want to give up on him either.
If he is willing, wait for me for two years, and I will find out whether my life is really so bad. Will I find them dying when I return home?
If so, then I will accept my fate and leave, not letting anyone find me!
If not, when I come back, I am an adult and no longer need others to give love and sympathy. I also have love myself. I gave it to my mother. I gave it to Lin Yezi. I can give it to my father. I have the best adoptive father in the world.
, I also have a good stepfather. I can give it to my brothers and sisters, but I give it to my lover. I gave it all to Han Jue, and I have nothing left to give to them.
I will come back and find Han Jue. By then, he will be able to stand on his own. By that time, I will also be an adult. If we can still have love, it will not be too late to get together again.
The only uncomfortable thing is that he is willing to wait for me for how many years?!
This was my most willful and selfish decision in the end.
I also want to be happy, even if it is a one in ten thousand chance, I don’t want to miss it!
Han Jue smiled and said, "I have been on tenterhooks for several days. I love your selfishness so much!" He hugged me and his voice buried on my shoulder trembled slightly, as if his voice was choked.
"Thank you, thank you for not giving up everything for us easily without working hard, thank you for being willing to do this for me! Zhuangzhuang..."
I don’t know what good thing I have done? Even my selfish plans, he loves me deeply!
So there is a saying that is right, if he loves you, you are everything! If he doesn’t love you, what are you?
I laughed, I will not give up anyone I love in my life easily!
Because I know how painful it is to give up without fighting!
Han Jue raised his head and looked at me with great affection: "Life is so long, Zhuangzhuang, what does it matter if I wait for you for a few years?! No matter what happens, you have to come back. Don't accept your fate! If you really love me,
Please don't accept your fate! I have read an Aesop's fable "The Fly". A fly fell into a clay pot filled with meat and when it was about to drown in the broth, it said to itself: I'm full, drink
I am satisfied and have taken a bath. Even if I die, I will die with no regrets. You said, isn’t this a happy fly? If love is the earthen pot filled with broth, then let us be together in the happiest place.
It’s time to drown.”
I hugged him tightly. There are people in this world who don't care about my fate. Instead of saying that this is nonsense and unbelievable, they choose, even if it is true, let us hug each other and die happily.
I nodded and stretched out my hand with a serious expression. Although I didn't say anything, I swear with my heart!
In this life, no matter how many rivers and lakes there are, I will only take this cup of Han Jue!
Han Juexiao asked: "I am a god and I can't guess what you are thinking about right now? Then let me ask you an answer, okay?"
I nodded.
"You swear to be with me forever?" he asked with a serious expression!
I nodded, I am really good today! I nodded my head.
"You swear that no matter what happens, you will always belong to me only!" Han Jue's eyes began to lose their seriousness.
Wow! Men still have the strongest desire to control women’s bodies!
Well, anyway, I won't be interested in other men anymore. Han Jue is a mysophobia, and I can't let others touch me easily!
After thinking about it, I bit my lip again and nodded seriously.
Han Jue's eyes lit up. He leaned over and said shamelessly: "You have this place and this place. You can't play with it yourself. If you want to, you must let me play!"
Snapped……
I was ashamed and angry, so I slapped him!
He raised his chin slightly to indicate that my hands are itchy!
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