I was so upset that I didn't want to admit it, but I also felt that I couldn't stand up to a strong man like Lu Li.
At least, I got used to his company and didn't hate him so strongly at the beginning.
If the organization can't bear the hatred, it can clearly see Lu Li's various advantages.
I didn't want to see it, but Lu Li forced me to see it.
He treats me well, shows me all kinds of scheming, dotes on me, and cultivates my abilities so that I can stand on my own in this world and be a willful and strong person.
I no longer resist him as I did before, nor do I confront him tit-for-tat like I did at home.
The already tight string between the two finally relaxed.
All the excitement became dull.
According to Lu Li, "Zhuangzhuang, like her pet, is of snake nature. After a busy summer, she is going to hibernate."
It's only October now, so even for snakes, it's too early to hibernate. Besides, I'm still human.
I'm just bored and can't cheer up for anything.
I was forced to face reality, to face the reality that I was inferior to Lu Li in every aspect. In his palm, I could never run away or fly! It was true that I surrendered. But I did not surrender.
Happiness and hurting self-esteem are not worth mentioning for some women, but for me, it is all the strength to persist in life.
Everyone is instilling a thought in my ears, that is, Lu Li truly loves me!
What is love? With my emotional intelligence so low that it is close to negative, I may never be able to deduce these complex relationship emotions, but I just know a simple truth. Lu Li's love has always been hurtful to me!
When he treats me badly, it hurts; when he treats me well, he hurts me!
It would be great if he could stop loving me!
Sigh, I really want to ask him, what is so good about me that can make you so attached to me, can I change it?
I miss Han Jue.
He is like water.
It doesn't matter if I don't drink water for a while, but no one can bear it after a long time. I long for water, and I feel that I am slowly dying.
The day has become so long, or rather short. I have been suffering from insomnia recently and have to wake up every ten hours! And my appetite is extremely weird. Lu Li hit my willfulness hard with bloody beef! I started to eat normally.
.
Eat more every day.
Basically, the meals prepared by Lu Li are all delicious, but the main reason is that I am no longer picky about food. Now I only eat and sleep every day. And I can eat and sleep very well.
Lu Li was a little worried about my health and asked a doctor to see me.
I lazily left the bed. In fact, I thought I had a psychological problem. Anyone who has been locked up for so long would be so bored.
I stayed in the small living room outside.
He was a middle-aged doctor with an extremely gentle appearance. He said to me very politely: "Miss Li, can you tell me what symptoms you have recently?"
Shake my head, I don't have that ability.
Lu Li said on the side: "She seems to be more sleepy recently, and her gastrointestinal function seems to be a little wrong. Other than that, she doesn't have any symptoms like fever."
The middle-aged doctor thought for a moment, raised his eyebrows, and did not continue to ask, but just took my pulse.
One of his hands grasped my left hand, and the other hand rested on my pulse. His eyes looked vacantly at Lu Li's side...
The time was very quiet, and I suddenly discovered that this middle-aged man's fingers were slowly moving in the palm of his hand...
I am not the kind of narcissistic and neurotic woman. My first reaction was to accurately sense what this person was going to say to me, so I calmed down and felt what he was talking about...
A small cross, and then morning... My heart suddenly beat wildly...
Han Jue!
He drew Han Jue’s name on my palm!
Although I thought I was extremely careful, Lu Li still noticed: "What's wrong, Zhuangzhuang! Your face... is red!"
I tried hard to control myself and didn't look back at him.
The sliding movement in my palm also stopped.
The doctor put down my hand and said, "Miss Li, please take off your coat..."
I reached out and unbuttoned the small coat I was wearing, revealing the shirt underneath.
The doctor said: "You should also unbutton your shirt, don't be shy, I am a doctor!"
I looked at Lu Li.
Lu Li raised his head and gestured.
Several bodyguards left.
I stood up, sat down with my back to Lu Li, and started to unbutton the top two buttons.
Lu Li suddenly became unhappy. He stretched out his hand and lifted me up so that I could sit on him.
I twisted slightly...I felt that since this doctor belonged to Han Jue, I couldn't sit quietly in Lu Li's arms in front of him.
Lu Li teased softly: "What's wrong, Zhuangzhuang, be good and you'll be fine in a while." He spoke softly in a very doting voice, which made people feel that we must be a very sweet couple.
lover.
I'm angry!
The doctor promptly said: "It's okay to just sit like this. Don't move."
He pressed the stethoscope to my chest, just under my bra.
Lu Li's beautiful fingers suddenly came around to my front and pulled my shirt up a little for me, exposing as little skin as possible. His actions were elegant and polite, but they could show others his strong possessive desire for me.
My heart is beating wildly...
I always felt that this scene was ambiguous and unnatural.
In my eyes, this doctor did not exist at all at this time.
I imagined Han Jue standing in front of me, smiling elegantly, and Lu Li hugging me tightly, doting on me...
I really want to die!
The doctor frowned and said, "The heartbeat is too fast." He put down the stethoscope and said to Lu Li, "Mr. Lu, you can't do this. You make Miss Li very shy and affect my diagnosis."
Lu Li's fingers were tightening the front of my shirt, but one of his fingers still stayed at the point where my heartbeat was the strongest.
Beating...
I'm afraid that Lu Li will find out the true identity of the doctor opposite.
I'm afraid of losing the news about Han Jue.
The doctor insisted: "Mr. Lu, either you leave, or I leave, you choose one."
Generally speaking, tough people respect people who insist on their own ethics. Lu Li is no exception.
He thought for a while, let me go, stood up, and whispered in my ear: "Zhuangzhuang, I'm just outside. If anything happens, just call me, okay?"
I ignore him.
Lu Li stood for a while, remembered something, and left in a hurry, as if he had something to do.
The doctor didn't say anything and continued to see me.
He asked me softly: "Do you have any mild nausea or vomiting symptoms when you wake up in the morning?"
I nodded gently.
"Feel like you haven't gotten enough sleep, but don't have any other problems?"
nod.
The doctor's eyes were filled with solemnity!
Dizzy, I have some kind of incurable disease!!
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