because i love you so much(1/4)
These seven days have been so happy! Life has been so unreal!
I'm afraid that one day my happiness will be taken away by God...
So scared, but still want to have it,
It’s really my life that I haven’t learned to escape from...
It sounds contradictory, but it’s true!
I decided to be with Han Jue and quietly wait for the day when I will lose him!
Instead of giving up and escaping due to any other external reasons, and one day regretting that I didn't have the courage to try my luck!
Maybe my life has always been so incomprehensible that I have been hurt so much!
But everyone is like this, born, growing up, getting married, having children, growing old...
All human efforts seem to be aimed at welcoming death.
But this destined death cannot stop us from being happy while we live!
Just like me now, I know that there will definitely be many difficulties to go through in the future, but the pain and suffering in the future cannot stop my great happiness now.
Because most people understand clearly that if they want to live happily, they can only look at the bright side and hold the happiness in their hands.
We have no way to choose how it will end, we can only enjoy the process as much as possible.
☆☆☆First day☆☆☆
I don’t know how much time we have left to spend together.
But Han Jue is a man whose responsibility is more important than love, so there is no doubt that he will leave me for a while for his friends.
I don't think about the loneliness of being alone in the future, I just want to be a perfect lover and give Han Jue the best love when I can.
I wash my hands in the kitchen and concentrate on preparing recipes, trying to make new ones every day so that the same dish will not be on the table within a week.
Of course, a good wife is not just for the kitchen.
For seven days, I only stayed in the kitchen cooking three meals a day, which would definitely not be what Han Jue wanted.
I want to dress up more beautifully, so that women can look good to themselves!
I was looking through the clothes in the cabinet and saw a pile of sexy lingerie. Damn, I haven’t given up on this idea yet!
Am I a pregnant woman?
The gangsters must die!!
It’s not that I can’t wear it for him, it’s just a piece of cloth, but now I’m in a period where I can look but can’t touch much. When Han Jue and I were doing it, I didn’t know how to suppress it or how careful I was. I was afraid of getting hurt or being crushed.
Me. And last night, even though we were both awake, he wanted it too, but in the end he gave it up. He just played with himself in front of me, although the result was the same! But the process...
Isn’t it too difficult for him if I dress in such a provocative way?
In fact, with my emotional intelligence, it’s very difficult to be a man’s perfect wife. But I try my best! Besides, Han Jue likes me, and whatever I do will be okay with him?!
As long as he knows that I am willing to work hard for him, he will feel better.
I changed my clothes and styled my hair again. I never put on makeup, so that was the end of it.
When I came here last night, I accidentally saw that there were shops outside the courtyard. I asked two teenagers to accompany me out. I chose wool and needles and prepared for a great project, knitting a "maiden" scarf for Han Jueya.
.Of course, in the end, whether I can bring that thing with me is not part of my plan.
I often see knitting sweaters, and Lin Yezi is often too lazy to do it! But occasionally he will knit clothes for me and Li Jin with great interest. Although the finished product cannot be seen, I have seen many semi-finished products.
Plain stitch and scarf are the easiest things to do. With thick needles and thick thread, you should be able to do it in two or three days. Of course, I can't knit all day long, so it is normal that it will take more time. Seven days, it should be
That's enough.
I chose beautiful white and blue colors and prepared to weave them into some lines. I have always had my own ideas about beauty.
I bought some food and went back.
The woman cooking is here and is cleaning up, so I won’t compete with her. She only takes care of lunch and dinner, so I’ll make breakfast and midnight snacks. Although seven days won’t be of much use, it can help Han Jue gain some weight.
It's also good.
I went to the kitchen and made a pot of good tea and sent it over.
Han Jue was discussing something with his friends next door. When he looked at me, his eyes widened.
A look of color!
Several other people were laughing. I made tea for everyone, sat next to him, and started knitting a scarf for him.
It was a troublesome thing at first. I sat next to him and stayed with him quietly.
While he was talking to his friends, he would sometimes come over and stroke my hair. I would raise my head and smile at him...
Time is quiet! The world is stable!
Although it is temporary!
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At night, after taking a shower, I still suppressed my desire to go back and beat up Han Jue, so I put on that set of things that a normal human being could not wear.
Damn, it takes talent to be a good wife! With my temperament, if I hadn’t met Han Jue, I probably wouldn’t have been able to wear this in my life.
But he likes it, this is his wish, and in the future, I don’t know if I will have the chance to wear it for him. I never like to regret it, so if I want to do it, I will do it anyway.
Han Jue was lazily leaning on the bed and talking on the phone with someone, with a calm and calm look on his face.
"Well, it's okay. You don't need to worry about me! Don't you know what I've always been like? I live the same life wherever I go. I've seen too many things and it's all the same. It's no longer strange!"
Before I could finish the sentence, in the blink of an eye I saw my gauze fluttering in front of me, and I screamed wildly: "Wow...ah..."
My eyes widened as if I had seen a ghost!
The voice on the phone was loud, and he said very depressedly: "Hey, this kind of cold joke is not funny! What the hell is that? It scares me to death."
Han pointed at the cell phone and said: "Um... sorry... um... I... I'll call you later!" He hung up the phone with a squeak, and crawled over to me from the bed!
Halo, what are you doing?
Has this girl degenerated into a reptile?
"Zhuangzhuang!" Han Jue crawled in front of me. It was rare for me to show so much flesh. He didn't touch me. He just stretched out his hand and waved it in front of my eyes: "Is this my Zhuangzhuang? Or have Martians invaded your body?
Already?!"
Damn it, give him three points of color and he will open a dyeing room for me!
You don’t like it, right? If you don’t like it, I’ll change it!
I turned around and went to the bathroom. Why did I lose Dafa? I thought I liked wearing this look!
Damn, I’m such an imbecile! I thought Han Jue really liked me wearing this. After a while, he turned out to be Ye Gong Hao Long. Maybe he enjoyed the pleasure of forcing me to wear something I didn’t want.
Han Jue grabbed me and said, "Oh my God, Zhuangzhuang, you have made great progress since becoming my wife! You are so beautiful!"
I turned around and let him hold me in my arms. He lowered his head and took the entire height of my left side into his mouth!
Ugh...it feels so uncomfortable!
I bent my body, trying to resist the numbness in my bones. But I didn’t want to break away...
Whether I like it or feel uncomfortable, Han Jue gave it to me, and I don’t want to resist!
"Zhuangzhuang...Zhuangzhuang..." He panted slightly, "The doctor said you have to suck it every day. Otherwise, there will be no milk after giving birth, and the baby will have nothing to eat."
He lowered his head, bit down, and sucked hard... um...
Rogue! I was speechless and rolled my eyes, but I still let him.
After a while, Han Jue raised his eyes and looked at me with some surprise: "Why are you so good today?"
I laughed. It's true that human nature is base. It seemed that I was well-behaved, which made him feel strange.
Seeing the indulgent look in my smile, Han Jue felt free to play boldly.
Han Jue picked me up and put me under the quilt. He admired it and said, "Zhuangzhuang, your breast shape is so perfect, firm and not saggy! The color, texture and skin feel are all top-notch! I'm so lucky!"
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I'm going to kill him!
Obviously he started to focus on the top, but I still surrendered without any hope!
Well……
I close my eyes and enjoy this stimulation...
Han Jue kept kissing my ears wildly: "Zhuangzhuang, you smell so good, I want to swallow you into my belly! Zhuzhuang... you are really too soft and smooth... I just want to swallow you into my belly!"
Just suck it like this, and it seems like I can get a red mark on your skin...it doesn't last for a long time, are you too good at it?"
He has always been excellent at speaking erotic words, and I was torn between life and death for him!
"Ah/...I want it...I can't bear it anymore..." He seemed to be in a state where life would be worse than death. The laws of human physical love are strange. Two good people must go to this point to achieve success.
Find great joy in pain and discomfort that you usually don't have.
To be continued...