She really couldn't stand missing him, so she mustered up all the courage to come to City A to find him. No matter how cruel he said or did, she was determined to endure it. No matter what humiliation she suffered, she could never go back.
Leave him and stay with him even if you give everything you have.
However, she could not bear the devastating news that he wanted to marry another woman, and that woman was pregnant with her child.
"Gong, congratulations..." It took a long time for her to speak hoarsely: "I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll excuse you."
Tears were about to burst out of her eyes, and she had no time to take care of so many guests coming for her. She grabbed the hem of her skirt and ran towards the back garden with some staggering steps.
Running to a deserted corner, she couldn't bear it anymore and cried bitterly.
The thought of him marrying another woman made her so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe.
Over the years abroad, countless successful men have wooed her, but she has rejected them all. Although she cannot be with him, she loves him deeply and stubbornly keeps guarding her body, hoping that as time goes by, he will become less attractive.
He hates himself and hopes that one day he can forgive himself and be with him again.
And all expectations were completely destroyed tonight.
That woman was pregnant with his child. She had seen news about him abroad and knew that he often hung out among flowers and regarded women as playthings, but no woman was pregnant.
But that woman was pregnant. If he didn't like her and didn't really want to marry her, how could he let her get pregnant?
I threw my head back and cried heartbrokenly.
"Why are you so sad? You should smile and wish me to find my lover." A cold and mocking voice sounded from behind.
She stiffened suddenly and turned around, only to see him standing in front of her as cold as ice with a gloomy face. The moonlight shone on him, coating him with a cold, alienated light.
"Mu Ze..." After looking at her for a long time, she called out the name that she had longed for, which made her heartbroken.
"Don't call my name so heartbroken, and call it so affectionately. My fiancée will misunderstand me if she sees it." He said coldly.
Tears kept sliding down her cheeks, and she looked at him deeply with tearful eyes, and said in a choked voice: "Although you are about to marry another woman, there are some things I still want to make clear to you, and I want you to know my true feelings in my heart.
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Before she finished speaking, he was interrupted impatiently: "I don't want to hear it, and you don't have to say it. If you came to City A this time because of Ling Xiaohua's instructions, you want to use all means to stay with me.
, if you want to spy on me or frame me, I advise you to give up as soon as possible, because I no longer love you, and no matter what you do, it will not leave any impression on me."
"Do you really not love me anymore? If you really didn't love me, you wouldn't have such deep hatred, and you wouldn't bring your fiancée to my wedding banquet to stimulate me." She looked at him deeply,
Baocun said with a glimmer of hope.
"You deceived me, used me, framed me, and almost caused the Fetis Group to go bankrupt. Do you think I will still have love for you? Xia Ruxue, I don't know where you got the confidence after going through so much.
You still think I love you." He said sarcastically.
Recalling the hurt she had done to him in the past, her heart ached and she burst into tears: "It is indeed my adoptive father's instruction to work in your group. At the beginning, I also came here to defeat your group, but after
After getting along with you for a period of time, my mind changed and I fell in love with you, so I never thought about really hurting you."
His voice was choked, and he took a breath before he could continue: "But my adoptive father adopted me since I was a child and allowed me to live a life of fine clothing and food. It can be said that he gave me everything. I can't let him down, and you are me.
Dear, I am in a dilemma, so I just stole some insignificant information from the group that will not cause any harm to the group and gave it to him, which is considered a business trip."
"Later, why did the group's stock price drop so fast, and there were problems with the materials of each bank, and the accounts were also messed up... I didn't do those things. I love you so much, how could I let you fall into this
In such a big crisis, maybe my adoptive father planted another informant in your group, but that person is definitely not me."
What she said were all facts. She had wanted to tell him the truth a long time ago, but at that time, he was indifferent and did not see her, and she had no chance to explain.
Today, he will marry someone else, and she will have the opportunity to tell the truth about that year.
But it was obvious that he didn't believe her. His sneer smile and indifferent expression told her that he didn't believe her words at all.
She cried even more sadly, the beauty shed tears, and the pear blossoms brought rain.
"Mu Ze, everything I said is true. Please believe me. Since I got together with you, I thought that if I had to choose between my adoptive father and you, I would choose you, because I
I love you to the core and blood, do you understand?"
"I don't understand. I haven't understood you since you deceived me and used me to expose the truth."
"Xia Ruxue, I will only hear what you said as a joke and will never believe a word of it. If you don't want to be banned in the next days in City A, just go back abroad."
After he finished speaking sternly, he turned around to leave, but was hugged tightly from behind by a pair of hands as white as jade.
"Muze, don't go, please don't go, I love you so much that my heart hurts every time I think of you. Please don't leave me. I don't want to be separated from you again, and I don't want to lose you again."
Her face was pressed against his back, tears rolling down her face as if they were free of money.
"Let go." He stiffened his back and squeezed out these two words without any emotion.
"Don't let me go, don't let me go. If I let me go, you will never belong to me again." She hugged his waist tighter.
"Xia Ruxue, your persistence makes me think you are despicable. Let me go, my fiancée is still waiting for me." He said coldly.
The three words "fiancée" caused her body to tremble, and she was overcome with heartache and despair.
Her voice was so choked that she couldn't speak: "You said you would never marry anyone but me in this life."
He sneered: "As I said just now, it was just a joke I once made."
After a moment, she found her voice, but it was trembling fiercely: "But, but I take it seriously, Mu Ze, as long as I can be with you, I can be a kid."
He smiled again: "You can have many lovers, but I only want one wife. If you want to be a lover without a name or status, I can consider agreeing to it."
She pressed her cheek against his back, tears of heartache kept rolling down, and she bit her lip tightly and struggled in pain.
In the end, loving him exceeded my self-esteem.
Blinking his eyes, cold tears flowed freely: "If I can be your mistress and stay by your side, I am willing."
As soon as he finished speaking, the hand holding his waist was forcefully pulled away.
He looked at her with contempt: "Xia Ruxue, you have really good intentions. You actually want to stay with me to do things for Ling Xiaohua despite being my mistress!"
She shook her head in the negative: "No, my adoptive father didn't ask me to come here. It was me who couldn't bear the feeling of longing for me, so I mustered up the courage to come to you. You have to believe me. Please believe me, okay?"
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Her left wrist was pulled hard, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead in unbearable pain.
Seeing how pale her face was, he noticed something, took her hand and took a look. Suddenly, he looked at her in disbelief.
I saw a series of interlaced scars on her wrist, which was as thin as a white wrist. Some of them were obviously carved not long ago.
"What is this?" He stared at her with narrowed eyes and asked coldly.
She pursed her pale lips and said: "Your indifferent treatment of me and your indifference made me feel so heartbroken that I went abroad to relieve my mood. I thought that after escaping from your city, my mood would be better, but here I am.
In a foreign country, I always think of you in loneliness, of your deep love for me and your kindness to me."
"Missing you deeply, but not being able to be with you, makes me physically and mentally exhausted and almost collapses. I really can't bear the pain of losing you, so I can only numb myself with self-mutilation. It's not that I haven't thought about death.
, but there is still a glimmer of hope in my heart that you will forgive me one day and be with me again."
"In the days that followed, every time I thought about you, I couldn't sleep and felt so painful that I would carve knife marks on both wrists, thinking that I had punished myself. Maybe God would take pity on me and allow us to be together again, as before.
Just so in love."
After she finished speaking, she held her face and burst into tears.
Seeing her crying so sadly, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain in her heart, and the evidence of the old wounds on her wrists, as well as her sobs and words that could not be faked, made him have no choice but to believe her.
Everything I said was spoken from my heart.
Her cold and hard heart gradually softened under her painful cries. After hesitating for a moment, he raised her chin with his hand.
Facing her face full of tears, thinking of the happy times they had together, he said softly: "Is everything you just said true?"
She nodded heavily and threw herself into his arms.
He had not touched the body that he loved to the core for a long time. He sighed vaguely and hugged her tightly.
It is undeniable that I hate her in my heart, but I have never forgotten her and still love her deeply.
The water tide met the moonlight, and I stood lonely and depressed by the lake in the back garden.
In the hall, as soon as Xia Ruxue escaped, he made an excuse and left immediately. Anyone with a discerning eye knew the purpose of his departure.
In fact, he didn't need to make excuses. Even if he directly said to go to Xia Ruxue, she had no right to say no.
Because in front of him, she was just his plaything. He could use her if he wanted to, play with her when the mood came, and throw her away when he no longer needed her.
My heart felt like a knife cutting through me, and it hurt over and over again.
The moment of surprise when he asked her to be his fiancée was as deep as it was, and now she is so sad.
It's sad, but I can't shed tears.
Looking up at the night sky, tears flowed back into my heart.
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