After being given medicine for colds and colds by the maid, she lay on the bed in a daze and fell unconscious.
While she was sleeping, she always felt a pair of hands wiping her forehead very gently. The warmth made her feel a little better.
When he woke up and opened his eyes, he could vaguely see the figure.
"Are you awake?" It was a woman's voice, filled with joy. Her heart trembled when she heard it, and she became more awake.
It was Xia Ruxue. She was looking at her with a gentle face. She touched her forehead with her hand as if she was not worried, and said happily to Ling Muze beside her: "The fever is gone. It should be nothing serious."
That smile was so bright and friendly that she couldn't even feel jealous or hateful.
She is so beautiful, and so gentle and considerate, so every man will like her.
She wanted to smile at this gentle and beautiful woman, but she suddenly understood why Ling Muze had been thinking about her so much that even her love rival was confused by her warm and bright smile.
But the bursts of pain from her heart made it impossible for her to smile. Thinking that he would never fall in love with her, but would only love her, made her feel sour and uncomfortable.
"What's wrong? Where do you feel uncomfortable?" Seeing Shui Xi's pale and sad face, Xia Ruxue asked caringly.
She shook her head. This woman really cared about her, and she could hear her distress for her from her tone.
"Can I talk to Ling Muche?" He stared at her beautiful face and asked, expecting to see a dissatisfied look on her face, but she smiled understandingly.
"Okay, then I'll go out first." She said with a slight smile, looked at Ling Muze affectionately, and walked out of the room.
That trusting smile made Shui Xi smile bitterly. She was such an elegant, noble and considerate woman. It was no wonder that Ling Muze loved her so much. Even she couldn't help but feel good about her.
In his reverie, he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her deeply. He, who had always been arrogant and domineering in front of her, showed such a guilty expression to her for the first time, but still could not say it.
If you apologize.
After a moment of silence, he went straight to the point and said: "You have always wanted to leave, right? Now, I will let you go as you wish. Seeing that you have saved me and been used by me again and again,
Just tell me how much compensation you want, and I'll give it to you." His tone was still condescending.
She smiled sadly. She was really pathetic. She was like a commodity that had no use value, so he kicked her away.
I have never felt that I was a despicable woman more than at this moment. He was completely using her, no matter in the past or now. In the past, he used her stupidity to vent his adolescent desires. Now he is using her to an even greater extent, but she still
Love him deeply and unforgettably.
I can't help but ask myself, is such persistent but one-sided love worth it?
But what if it’s not worth it? If you love someone, you love someone. You can’t stop loving someone just because you don’t want to. Otherwise, there wouldn’t be so many crazy men and resentful women in the world.
He was so heartbroken that he almost died, but his smile was weak: "Can you let me witness your happiness with her? Can you let me see you marry her before leaving?"
Even though he was so ruthless to her, he was the person he had loved for so many years after all. Seeing her getting married to another woman, she gave up, and then left her hometown, trying her best to forget him.
Looking at her weak and bitter smile, he felt indescribably depressed, and he couldn't help but blurt out something: "You love me, right?"
Thinking that I would never be together with him, maybe this was the only time I expressed my love to her in person. Although it was stupid, saying it clearly was the result of this painful love: "Yes."
After thinking about it, she decided to muster up the courage to add: "I believe that my love for you is deeper than Xia Ruxue loves you."
He looked at her in astonishment, never expecting that she would say these words. He felt that she loved him, even though she would always curse him as a bastard and a devil when she was tortured by him, but a man
His intuition let him know that she loved him.
But he never imagined that she loved him so deeply, and he wanted to doubt her words, but the clear eyes she looked at him with deep attachment made him understand that what she said was true.
"Have we met somewhere before?" He asked what he had always wanted to ask.
It was obvious that he had been using her from the very beginning, and he was not treating her well at all, but she loved him deeply, and had these familiar eyes, which were very familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen them before, which made him
He couldn't help but wonder if there had been any relationship between them before, but he had forgotten it.
She smiled weakly and said firmly: "No, we have never met before."
"Then how do you..." Why do you still love me so much when I treat you so badly?
However, he quickly figured it out, because this face was very similar to her old one, and he felt an indescribable discomfort in his heart: "Do you love me or him?"
Understanding what he meant, she looked deeply at the face she had been in love with for so many years. She murmured in a low voice: "I love you both." Because you are the same person.
Thinking that she loved him as much as she loved that man, he said with great displeasure: "You are such a free-spirited woman, you can actually love two men at the same time."
She laughed so much that she almost shed tears, but she didn't want to explain. Her love for him was so heartbroken. Could it be that if he explained, he would regret the harm he had caused to her, and if he explained, he would love her.
Don’t you want to marry Xia Ruxue?
I'm afraid that if he tells the truth, he will be ashamed of having been an adopted son of a stupid girl and living on a remote and poor island.
Now that the matter has come to this, there is no point in telling everything about the past. It will only make him hate herself. Why did she tell him the humiliating things in the past? She will only suspect her ulterior motives. She deliberately told him about the past in order to make him responsible for herself and not to marry her.
Xia Ruxue.
"Why are you laughing?" I don't like her almost self-deprecating smile, it looks very dazzling.
She stopped her smile and said in an ethereal tone: "I'm laughing at how I fell in love with you. It would be great if I fell in love with Ling Yucheng. That way, I wouldn't be lying here listening to those harsh words you said.
.”
When he heard that she regretted loving him, he looked angry and wanted to teach her a lesson, so that she would know how to restrain her words in front of him, but when he saw her lying there with a pale face, he felt an indescribable dull feeling in his heart, and he snorted coldly.
With a cry, he didn't want to face her again, so he got up and walked out.
Looking at his coldly leaving figure, she closed her eyes coldly, and a line of bitter tears slid down the corners of her eyes.
She was pushed awake by a pair of gentle hands.
Opening my eyes, I saw Xia Ruxue sitting beside the bed dignifiedly. When I saw her waking up, she smiled brightly and said gently: "You fell asleep. I didn't want to wake you up, but this bowl of sago and white fungus soup has just been heated up."
Okay, if you wait until you wake up naturally and it will be cold, I will help you up and you can drink it."
With that said, she condescended to help the little-known reporter up from the bed.
You must know that she is a very famous model both at home and abroad. She earns tens of millions of dollars every time she shoots a fashion blockbuster.
In the eyes of Chinese people, she is a hot big-name model. If she had not wanted to get involved in the film and television circles and music circles, she would have become a household name by now. But in the eyes of foreigners, she is the most representative oriental beauty.
Elegant, noble, reserved, beautiful and gentle, she has almost all the advantages of Oriental women. She was selected as the most beautiful woman in the Orient by foreign media.
And such a darling of the fashion world was condescending to serve an ordinary little person like her, so she couldn't help but ask: "Why are you so nice to me?"
She smiled, giving people a very warm and warm feeling. I believe that no matter how hard-hearted people are, their hearts will soften when faced with her beautiful and gentle smile.
"You were willing to take a bullet for him in order to save him. It shows how deep your love for him is. I am very grateful to you for protecting him for me when I was not with him. However, I feel very guilty and I am also very sad.
I love him and can't give up on him. I just want to selfishly stay with him and be together forever."
She looked at her guiltily and said sincerely: "This is one reason, and there is another more important factor that makes me really want to treat you like a sister. I feel sorry for you and love him so much that I am willing to do everything for him."
I took a bullet, but was used by him to stimulate me, give you hope and then disappoint you. That is the cruelest thing. It doesn't care about your feelings at all. We are all sorry for you. I apologize to you and I apologize to you on his behalf.
"
I was deeply touched by her heartfelt and sincere words. If it were her, she would never apologize so generously and guiltily to the mistress of the man she once loved.
This also made her realize again that no matter whether it was appearance, temperament, or conduct, she could never match her. She was almost a perfect existence, and Ling Muze had no reason not to fall in love with this kind and beautiful woman.
In fact, she is not wrong at all. She just loves this man deeply. Love cannot be let go. Even sympathy cannot tolerate the beloved. She understands her and she loves him so much. If he loves herself as much as he loves her, she will
I would never give him up out of sympathy.
"You don't need to blame yourself. You are not wrong. It's just that we fell in love with the same man." She stated the facts in a calm tone. Maybe she was so disappointed with him that she said it so indifferently.
Seeing that there was no trace of blame in Shui Xi's expression, she smiled happily with tears in her eyes. She stood up and brought the sago and white fungus soup on the table to her: "You fell into the water and your body is very weak. Hurry up and take advantage of the heat."
Drink it."
Unable to retreat, she took the white fungus soup kindly, took a spoonful and drank it.
"I'm going out first. If you need anything, just tell the attendants. I'll come back to see you later."
"Yeah!" She nodded in response.
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