Shui Xi didn't understand what he meant by asking this question, and didn't know how to answer it for a moment.
His chest rose and fell slightly, obviously adjusting his emotions: "You are by no means a trouble to me. Your existence brings me a lot of happiness and warmth. In the past, when I came back from a business trip, I was exhausted physically and mentally, and faced a cold and cold person.
The villa is surrounded by a cold loneliness, without the slightest feeling of home."
He paused and looked at her deeply: "But since I had you and Wangze, when I came home from a business trip, what I felt was no longer cold, but warmth and joy. Even every time I was busy outside,
I will always think of you all the time, thinking about rushing back to see you after finishing my work, and strongly looking forward to the happy and warm feeling of staying with you when I go home."
Facing his eyes that looked deeply into hers, she could vaguely sense another layer of meaning in his words, and she was at a loss as to what to say to him.
Seeing her embarrassment, he said sincerely: "Shui Xi, there is something I have always wanted to say to you, but I was afraid of burdening you, so I kept it in my heart and never said it out. I...
I like you very much and want to be a real family."
The words that had never been exposed were clearly placed in front of him at this moment. Shui Xi said with difficulty: "Mingxuan, although time has passed so long, I have never been able to let go of everything in the past, and I have never thought about being with another person.
A man, I'm sorry."
He touched her lips with his fingers and smiled warmly: "Don't say sorry to me. The fact that you haven't forgotten your past feelings shows that you are a long-term woman. I will reveal my true thoughts to you, not to ask you to
Give me a response, but I want you to understand that I really care about you. Even if I can't become a real couple with you, I still hope to take care of you and do my best to give you happiness and make you live a happy life."
Staring at her deeply, he continued to say affectionately: "No matter how long it takes, I am willing to wait for the day when you accept me. During this period, we will always get along naturally as friends and will not give you anything."
Feeling of oppression, just let me take care of you. I like Wangze very much and treat him completely as my own son. If he leaves, I will feel that my life will be bleak and colorless."
Faced with his sincere words, his eyes were so focused that he couldn't say anything if he wanted to refuse.
Seeing him looking at her nervously, she pursed her lips and replied: "Then we, mother and son, can continue to stay here."
After receiving her consent, he was overjoyed, grabbed her hand and held it tightly, saying incoherently: "That's great, that's great..."
Seeing that he was holding Shui Xi's hand tightly, he quickly let go of her hand in embarrassment and scratched his head in embarrassment.
For such a world-famous painter, he smiled shyly like a boy, and a sour feeling filled his heart.
My heart was completely dead when I ran away from the Ling family. I was afraid that I would never be able to love anyone in this life, and I was afraid that I would let down such a good man again.
Thinking of something, she said in a serious tone: "Mingxuan, if you don't want me to stay here with the slightest sense of oppression, just let me go out to work."
He really wanted to say that he could support her without having to work so hard outside. However, knowing that this could eliminate her guilt, he agreed: "Okay, what kind of job do you want to do?"
Shui Xi frowned slightly and said, "I think I can only do some work in the service industry. I only have a junior high school diploma."
She didn't want to work in a magazine anymore, because she was afraid that someday the magazine would ask her to interview Ling Muze and she would fall into the trap.
In the past few years, Ling Muze has never given up searching for her. Various media have always published her photos and personal information. Fortunately, this villa is located in a remote area of City B. She rarely goes out. Even if she does, she will not go out.
I took all precautions and no one noticed me.
I don’t understand why he has never stopped searching for himself in the past few years, and I don’t understand why he, who has always made so many gossips, has never heard of any scandals, let alone the news that he has married another person.
There were many questions in her heart, but she didn't want to explore them. No matter what he thought, she didn't want to have anything to do with this man who had caused her countless harm.
She just wanted to live a peaceful and undisturbed life with her baby. She didn't want to think about anything else, and she didn't have the energy to think about it.
"Not only is the work in the service industry tedious and tiring, but you also have to be annoyed by customers. I don't want you to do such a painful job." Although he agreed that she would go out to work and make money, he still couldn't agree with her doing such a hard and humiliating job.
Worried that Shui Xi would misunderstand, he quickly followed up and said, "I'm not discriminating against the service industry, but you are a friend I care about very much. I hope you can have a job that is relatively easy and can reflect your talents."
"But I only have a junior high school diploma. It is difficult for companies/enterprises to recruit employees like me." Shui Xi said worriedly.
He pondered for a moment and said, "How about this? Don't rush to work first. Get your high school and college diplomas first, and then find a job."
Seeing that Shui Xi was a little confused, he explained: "I know some knowledgeable scholars. I can ask them to come to my home to teach you about your studies. I believe that under their guidance, your knowledge and knowledge will be greatly improved."
Shui Xi thought about it and thought that this was a good idea. She would like to learn more knowledge. If she has the ability, she won't have to rely on anyone else.
Smiled gratefully at him: "Okay, then you can help me arrange a teacher."
In the days that followed, she took some time to play with her son and concentrated on her studies.
In fact, at the beginning, when faced with difficult subjects such as physics and chemistry, she was so weak that she wanted to give up. But she had a well-behaved and sensible son by her side. When she was frustrated, her son
The affectionate kiss on the cheek and his example of concentration on study deeply inspired her. Under the guidance of her son, she continued to work hard.
Finally, after careful one-on-one teaching by those professors, she obtained high school and university diplomas in just one year. Although she did not have a diploma from a famous high school or a famous university, she was able to obtain it in such a short time.
However, getting these academic qualifications still gives her a sense of accomplishment.
With her diploma, she wanted to find a job outside. At that time, a friend Xu Mingxuan knew who was a director in a state-owned enterprise needed an administrative specialist. Knowing that she needed a job to gain experience, he asked her to go over and try it out.
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She originally didn't want to rely on connections to get in, but then she thought that she was going in as a probationary worker, and whether she could stay there would still depend on her own efforts and abilities, so she agreed.
After entering a state-owned enterprise, she adhered to the belief that she could not embarrass Xu Mingxuan and wanted to make a living for herself. She completed the tasks assigned by her superiors conscientiously and diligently. She boldly asked colleagues for advice on issues she did not understand. She was gentle and courteous, arrived early and left late, and was enthusiastic.
Help colleagues who need help as much as possible, and learn more professional knowledge about the equipment operated by the group in their free time.
After more than a year, with her perseverance, diligent and responsible work drive, and good reputation among her colleagues, she was unanimously elected by her colleagues and became the manager of the Resource Management Department.
With her beautiful and sensible son by her side and a job that reflects her own worth, she remembers less and less what happened in the past.
Sometimes, it's not that she hasn't thought about spending the rest of her life with Xu Mingxuan, but every time this thought comes to mind, another cold and charming figure will appear in her mind, and her emotions will fall into the bottom.
I don't know how long it will take before I can completely forget the man who only brought me pain.
It would be great if people could lose their memory whenever they want. In that way, they would not have to endure emotional torture and live so tiringly.
She looked out the window with her eyebrows furrowed, her joyful mood completely dimmed when she thought of him again.
"Mommy, what's wrong with you? There is a saying that is really true. A woman's mood is like the weather, unpredictable. One moment it was sunny, and the next moment it was overcast with dark clouds." Xiao Wangze spoke attentively while talking.
Driving the car, he sighed.
Shui Xi sighed and touched his forehead with his finger: "Tell me the truth, did you hide at home while I was at work and secretly read some adult books?"
Xiao Wangze shouted: "So what, my IQ is higher than yours. If you let me keep reading those kindergarten books for children, then you are destroying a genius child like me, as an enlightened person."
Parents, you should let me play freely, I believe I will surprise you more and more."
Shui Xi snorted and said, "You are so shameless, you actually praise yourself as a genius child."
He raised his cute little chin and winked at her confidently: "What I said is the truth. Since it is the truth, there is nothing to be ashamed of."
Shui Xi shook her head in confusion at her arrogant son.
"Oh, I almost forgot something very important." Xiao Wangze exclaimed.
Shui Xi was startled by his sudden exclamation: "If you let me know that what you said is not important, see if I don't break your neck."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xiao Wangze gave him a look of disdain: "Your son is naturally smart and will never give up on himself. If you carefully strangle him to death, you will never be able to give birth to a son as cute and smart as me."
Shui Xi's lip corners twitched in embarrassment. He sighed and received a very contemptuous eye roll from him: "How did you become someone's wife? You can't even remember your husband's birthday. Today
But it’s my dear daddy’s birthday, your man’s birthday.”