Shui Xi stood there with a tense heart, keeping a smile on her face in order not to let her son have the slightest suspicion.
Looking at Shui Xi, facing Shui Xi's beautiful face and those sparkling eyes, Xu Mingxuan felt like he was short of oxygen, and his heart beat so fast that it almost burst out of his chest.
Facing his deep gaze, Shui Xi didn't know how to face it and lowered her eyelids.
This movement, coupled with the blush on her cheeks, made her look so shy and attractive that it took his breath away.
Suppressing his inner excitement, he lifted her chin and covered her upper lip under the gaze of her watery eyes.
The soft touch made all his patience explode at this moment, and he repeatedly kissed her lips like nectar after a long encounter. His heart was surging and he just hoped that time could stay at this moment forever.
Facing his increasingly deeper kisses, as if she couldn't get enough of them, Shui Xi pushed him away as if she had just woken up from a dream, panting heavily with vague tears in her eyes.
After the fragrant and soft touch left, Xu Mingxuan pursed his lips in despair, looking at Shui Xi's crimson and beautiful cheeks, his mood was still beating uncontrollably.
Thinking that she would be shy in the face of his kiss, does it mean that she is not as repulsive to him as before and is willing to accept him?
"Daddy, Mommy really loves each other, so I can rest assured. From now on, you don't have to worry about it in front of me. You can kiss whenever you want. That's the mood between husband and wife, and I can understand it." Just as he looked at Shui Xi
When his thoughts were lost, Xiao Wangze's happy cry came out.
Shui Xi reluctantly raised his lips and smiled bitterly, while Xu Mingxuan smiled extremely brightly.
"Okay, Daddy, you must be tired and hungry after coming all the way back. Let's eat quickly." Xiao Wangze said considerately.
Xu Mingxuan rubbed his little head happily: "My dear, you are so good. Dad is not tired anymore after seeing you. He is so happy."
Xiao Wangze smiled and rolled his eyes, holding Xu Mingxuan's hand and sitting down on the main seat.
Looking at them with deep feelings, Shui Xi smiled bitterly on his lips.
During the meal, Shui Xi picked up the rice grains in the bowl without knowing what to do with the eyes that kept falling on him from time to time.
"Mommy, why are you eating without eating? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xiao Wangze, who had been happily enjoying the food, noticed this situation and asked with concern.
Shui Xi smiled perfunctorily at him: "No, Mommy is not feeling uncomfortable. She just ate too much for lunch and couldn't eat dinner for a while."
"Then eat more fruits for digestion."
As soon as she finished speaking, Xu Mingxuan put the watermelon on her plate and looked at him intently.
Shui Xi smiled embarrassedly at his unabashed love, stopped looking at him, and stuffed the watermelon into his mouth.
The dinner ended with Xiao Wangze and Xu Mingxuan laughing, while she sat thoughtfully eating the fruits that Xu Mingxuan brought over from time to time.
She placed her son in a small room, and after he fell asleep, she returned to the room where she lived with Xu Mingxuan.
Xu Mingxuan was taking off his coat and hanging it on the hanger.
Although she has lived with him for 6 years, she still feels uncomfortable and unaccustomed to facing him alone. Especially after her son made such a fuss tonight, she is even more embarrassed and doesn't know how to face him.
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I want to avoid being alone with him, but I have to face him alone.
Seeing that he saw her, she adjusted her mood, walked up to him with a beautifully wrapped birthday gift, and said softly: "I don't know what gift to give you. After thinking about it, you have to face all kinds of upper class people every day.
In this world, whether the tie is unique or not is very important, so I bought a tie for you, I hope you like it."
After receiving the birthday gift, he did not open it to look at it, but said with a warm smile: "I like it, no matter what you give me, I like it."
This straightforward word of love made Shui Xi excited, but in order not to shock him, he could only smile in response.
"It's getting late. You must be very tired after traveling all day. You should rest early."
Without waiting for his answer, Shui Xi walked towards the bed.
This was a large single bed. The length and width of the bed were both over two meters. When she approached the bedroom, she had already put on a conservative sleeping bag, just lifted the quilt and lay down in it.
There were two quilts. She and Xu Mingxuan were each covered with a quilt, and they were lying in opposite directions. It was best to describe their situation as sharing the same bed but having different dreams.
But the strange air flowing in the bedroom broke the previous peace.
Looking at the beautiful slender figure with her back to him, Xu Mingxuan lay down next to her after a fierce ideological struggle. His respect for her made him just lean against her and look deeply at her back without doing anything out of the ordinary.
move.
Feeling the hollow beside her and the heat surrounding her body, Shui Xi frowned and her heart beat wildly.
In order not to break the simple relationship between friends, Shui Xi pretended not to know and closed her eyes.
However, after tonight's sweet kiss, he was so distracted that he could no longer suppress the love in his heart. He just wanted to break the status quo of being just friends and wanted to know her true thoughts. Otherwise, he would definitely stay up all night.
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"Shui Xi, I know you're not asleep, can we talk?" He said cautiously.
Shui Xi stared at the wall with his eyes open, but remained silent.
"Shui Xi, I believe you have always understood my love for you, but... you, I don't know at all how you feel about me."
In the dark night, people's voices sounded particularly clear. Shui Xi could clearly hear the vibrato in his words and the tension in his words.
Thinking that he took care of her meticulously when she was in trouble and treated Wangze like his own son, she couldn't bear to tell her her true thoughts, but she didn't want to deceive him and make him obsessed with her even more.
For a moment, she really didn't know what to say to him, so she could only remain silent.
"Do you know? I face you whom I love deeply every day, but I don't know what you think of me. I have been suppressing my feelings for you. This feeling is so painful."
He paused and took a breath before continuing: "You have suffered a lot of emotional damage and no longer trust men easily. I understand you and will not force you. I am waiting for you to understand one day what I will bring to you."
Your happiness will make you and Wangze live a good life."
"But my waiting has always caused you to escape. When I take a step closer to you, you will sensitively take a step back. I am not afraid that you will never accept me in your life. In fact, as long as you stay by my side, I can see you every day.
I am also satisfied with you, but I am afraid that you will never fall in love with me in your life. What you will love is the man who once hurt you, and I will never forget him."
As his last words came out, Shui Xi's heart skipped a beat. Could she never forget him?
A line of sad and helpless tears fell from the corner of her eyes, and with one word, all her disguises were exposed, leaving her in a state of embarrassment with nowhere to hide.
Yes, she couldn't forget him. After so many years, that cold, charming or domineering figure always appeared in front of her eyes.
I really want to forget him, but he is always haunting me like a lingering ghost, and I can't forget it in my dreams at midnight, making it difficult to fall asleep.
He was obviously so bad, so cruel, and so cruel to her, so why couldn't she forget him? She, Bai Shuixi, had already transformed from a weak clerk into a shrewd and capable manager. Why was she still so weak emotionally?
Annoyance and hatred came over her, and she bit her lip. At this moment, how she wished Ling Muze could disappear from this world forever and stop bothering her like a demonic shadow.
"Shui Xi, tell me your true inner thoughts, and don't let me uneasily guess your thoughts, okay?"
"If you are interested in me and have feelings for men and women that are different from ordinary friends, then tell me so that I will no longer worry about gains and losses. If you are not interested in me, please tell me frankly and don't be afraid of hurting me, because your
If you can't bear to let me keep hoping for you, that would be the greater harm."
He spoke truthfully every word, with expectations and fears. He expected the answer to be what he wanted, but was afraid that after so many years, she had no love for him between a man and a woman.
Listening to his pleading words, I thought that he, a world-famous painter, was so sincerely affectionate to me, and I couldn't express the truest words in my heart.
However, thinking that hiding her true thoughts would keep him hoping and hurt him even more, she thought about it and had to tell him the real answer.
She no longer turned her back to him, turned around, looked at him apologetically, and said in a difficult and dry voice: "Mingxuan... I have always been a friend to you, and there is no relationship between man and woman.
. I lost my heart a long time ago and can never find it again. ．
"There's no need to tell me you're sorry. You can't just fall in love with whoever you want." He said bitterly, with an expression that couldn't hide his heartbreak.
He used his fingers to tuck the strands of hair that were scattered around her forehead behind her ears, and forced a smile: "Just explain it to me clearly. That way, I won't have unwarranted hopes for you, and you don't have to feel the slightest guilt.
, From now on, I will try my best to suppress my feelings for you and will not cause you any trouble. We will still get along as before."
His voice had an obvious vibrato, and he was obviously very sad for such an answer, but he still comforted her without any blame. Shui Xi felt that her chest was tight and uncomfortable, and she was upset about how she could be so mean and treat a man so good to her.
I don't like either of them, but I prefer the big devil.
"Mingxuan, don't be so nice to me, I don't deserve you to be so nice to me." Shui Xi choked, her tears of guilt falling continuously like broken beads.
"What are you talking about? If we can't be lovers, I can't be nice to you. No matter what, my original intention of being nice to you will never change. If you don't want to remarry, in fact, we can always be nice to you.
Live like this as friends." He said these words involuntarily.