However, the sparkling lake surface gradually reflected the images of her parents. They looked at her with loving eyes and told her to live well.
There was also Ling Muze's handsome and sunny face. He looked at her and silently told her that he was waiting for the day when the two of them would meet.
She looked at the lake dreamily, and a breeze blew by, lifting her hair. She suddenly came back from her thoughts and wiped her tears.
Take a deep breath, raise your eyes to the blue sky, and let tears pour into your heart.
The sun always shines in the wind and rain, and there is clear sky behind the dark clouds.
It is said that only through suffering can one have a more beautiful life.
Shui Xi, don't be too pessimistic, be strong and get through it, everything will be fine, and there will always be a day when you break through the darkness and usher in the dawn.
She secretly encouraged herself to overcome the difficulties one after another.
Death is an act of cowardly people escaping from reality.
She doesn't want to be a weak woman, she wants to face all difficulties bravely.
After being fully mentally prepared and having enough courage, she stood up, took a deep breath, and walked towards the villa.
When she opened the door and went in, a strong smell of alcohol hit her nostrils, and her beautiful eyebrows suddenly frowned. The smell of alcohol was so strong that she could smell it even while standing at the door. One can imagine how much alcohol Ling Yucheng drank.
Suddenly, all the courage was dissipated in the face of the decadent smell of wine.
As a saying goes, it is easier to think about it than to do it.
The strength I had just pretended to be was about to collapse before I even saw Ling Yucheng.
Concerned, she put on her slippers and walked to the living room. She saw broken wine bottles on the ground and the LCD TV screen was smashed to pieces. Her heart suddenly tightened. It could break with just a light touch.
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Her hands were holding on to the hem of her clothes, her fingers turning white. When she saw Ling Yucheng lying slumped on the sofa, one hand hanging on the edge of the sofa, his whole body exuded a strong aura of decadence, her heart felt as if lemon juice had been poured on it, sour.
Her feet were like stepping on the tip of a knife as she walked to him with difficulty. Even though he was drunk now, she still did not dare to face him or see his disappointed and heartbroken eyes.
There were only two steps away from him, but she hesitated in place, no longer moving forward. She was still too cowardly to face him, unable to tell her calmly that she wanted to be with Ling Muze, even if she was his mistress, it didn't matter.
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"Shui Xi..." A hoarse and uncomfortable voice suddenly sounded, and Shui Xi's heart skipped a beat in shock, feeling so sad and uncomfortable.
She knelt down in front of him and patted his cheek worriedly. When her fingers touched the skin, it was burning: "Ling Yucheng, are you okay?"
"Shui Xi, Shui Xi, why don't you love me? What's wrong with me? Just tell me and I'll change it, Shui Xi, Shui Xi..." He frowned in pain, his forehead was wet
Fine beads of sweat appeared.
Shui Xi was heartbroken over Ling Yucheng's infatuation. Seeing him in such pain, she felt extremely guilty.
If Ling Muze hadn't threatened her to become his mistress, she thought she would have been with Ling Yucheng. As long as he wasn't in so much pain, she would have done anything.
However, in this situation, even if she wanted to be with him, it was already impossible.
Just as her mind was wandering, her hand was suddenly grabbed, causing her body to tremble in shock.
"Shui Xi, Shui Xi, don't leave me, don't... Ling Muze, get out of here, get out of here, don't touch my Shui Xi, get away..." He seemed to be in a nightmare
In the middle, I wanted to escape but couldn't, and kept mumbling.
Shui Xi had mixed feelings in her heart. She had never seen him drunk before. In the past, he always looked as gentle and elegant as jade. He had never looked so depressed and frustrated like now. And all of this was caused by her.
, it was she who caused him to become like this.
Her heart was filled with guilt, and she suddenly thought about how great it would be to be with him forever. If he loved her so much, he would be very kind to her. Isn't the most important thing in a woman's life to find a man who loves her for the rest of her life?
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Thinking about what Ling Yucheng had done for her before, he took her out of the nightclub, out of the sea of misery, gave herself a stable and wealthy life, and restored her intelligence.
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And she didn't repay him at all, and always hurt him again and again. How could she be so heartless and bad.
Seeing him drunkenly unconscious and murmuring in pain, she felt so guilty that she almost died. At this moment, she really wanted to repay him with her body. Anyway, she was going to become Ling Yucheng's mistress and lost her virginity to him.
It doesn't matter if he gets it once, he must have gotten himself, so he won't be so frustrated and uncomfortable, right?
This thought flowed through her mind like an electric current, causing her body to shiver and the hand caressing his face to tremble slightly.
It is undeniable that even though he was drunk and his shirt was messy, it was still hard to hide his handsome appearance, clear eyebrows and handsome features.
As she watched, her vision gradually blurred. She had tortured such a good man into the miserable state he was in now.
"It hurts, it hurts, it's so uncomfortable..." His facial features were tangled into a ball, and he hit his forehead in pain with his hand.
His painful murmur made Shui Xi come out of her deep thoughts and wake up suddenly. What nonsense had she been thinking just now? How could she have such ridiculous thoughts? She didn't love him, but she sacrificed her life to repay her kindness.
To him, wouldn't it be the greatest insult to him?
After calming down her mind, she put her hand on his forehead. Seeing that his forehead was hot, she hurriedly ran to the bathroom to get a wet towel, wiped his face, arms, and chest, and then put it on his forehead.
He felt the coolness on his skin and felt a little more comfortable. He no longer murmured in pain. He opened his eyes and vaguely saw a pair of eyes that were clearer than the sun, moon and stars, which touched his heart.
"Shui Xi, is that you?" he asked softly.
Shui Xi couldn't hear what he was saying, so she leaned down, but was pulled down hard by a pair of hands. Her whole body fell on him, and her body was so hot that she panicked and tried to get up, but was pulled down hard.
Hold on.
The force was so tight that even breathing was stopped.
"Shui Xi, Shui Xi, I hate you, I... love you..." He said vaguely, his eyes were blurred and his consciousness was hazy.
Hearing him say that he hated her, Shui Xi lowered her eyes sadly. Suddenly, his hand pressed the back of her head vigorously. Before she could react, she opened her eyes wide in shock, and her lips were covered by a hot lip, repeatedly
Sucking and biting.
She was completely confused. In the past, he only hugged her, touched her head, and at most kissed her briefly when she fell asleep. Such intrusion had never happened before. She only felt that her mind was filled with whiteness.
I don't know what to do with him at all.
But his kiss did not stop because of her daze, but instead kissed all the way down her neck.
Because he was drunk, his body was very hot, and his lips were also very hot. Wherever he kissed, there was a burning sensation.
However, apart from feeling the slightest itch, there was no desire igniting in her heart, which shocked her.
I was very confused. I neither liked the devil Ling Muze nor Ling Yucheng. Why did Ling Muze kiss her like this? It was like there was an electric current running through her whole body. She couldn't help but want to fall with him, and Ling Yucheng did this to her.
, but there is a feeling of resistance lingering in my heart.
Just when she was shocked and overwhelmed by this discovery, his lips pressed against her belly. For a moment, her whole body was stiff and she didn't dare to move. She only wanted to push him away.
Finally, thinking that the person on her body was Ling Yucheng, the only person who cared about her in the world, she slowly loosened her clenched hands, bit her lips, and closed her eyes.
If he wanted it, if she could avoid making him feel so uncomfortable, she would let him do it.
Just when she was ready to sacrifice herself, she felt that the weight on her body was about to crush her, and it was actually him lying on top of her, falling asleep.
Inexplicably, she breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the cold sweat on her forehead due to excessive tension, and her heart felt cold.
Why does Ling Muze's kiss make her heart beat so fast that she can't help herself? But Ling Yucheng's kiss makes her feel so much pressure that she just wants to push him away and not let him touch her?
Is it possible that because Ling Muze is so similar to the person she loves, she subconsciously regards him as that person? That's why she doesn't resist his touch, just because the two of them look almost exactly the same?
Yes, it must be like this, she must have regarded Ling Muze as a substitute, it must be like this! As if to appease her panicked heart, she kept saying this with certainty.
She must guard her heart and never fall on that devil, otherwise, she will really be doomed and will never be able to make a difference.
After thinking about it, she relaxed her tight body, pushed Ling Yucheng's body away, straightened him up to lie down, stirred up a wet towel, and covered it on his forehead.
After placing him in place, she sorted out the debris on the ground, but because she was preoccupied, she accidentally cut her hand open by the debris, and bloodshot eyes came out. She frowned slightly and sucked out the bloodshot eyes.
Thinking of all that she had experienced during this period and what she would face next, she collapsed on the ground exhausted physically and mentally.
Looking at Ling Yucheng who had fallen asleep, she didn't know how to face him when he woke up and how to tell him that she was going to be Ling Muze's mistress.
I really want to take advantage of his sleepy state to pack up his clothes and leave quietly. That way, I don’t have to be afraid of seeing his disappointed and heartbroken look, and I don’t have to be afraid of saying those hurtful words that will cause him great harm.
However, if he doesn't do what Ling Muze says, he may take revenge on Ling Yucheng again.
She collapsed on the ground upset and had a headache.
It was already the next morning when Ling Yucheng woke up. He had just started to move, but the severe headache after drinking made him stop moving, and he touched his forehead with his hand.