Knowing that he hated her to the core, whatever she said would only make him dissatisfied and increase his hatred. She bit her lip and said, "Yes, there is no relationship between us anymore. I really shouldn't care about your business.
, it’s me who’s troublesome, you can do whatever you want.”
After saying that, she turned around and left as if she couldn't wait to escape.
Looking at Shui Xi's leaving figure, he clenched his fists tightly and veins popped out on the back of his hands.
There was a moment just now when he wanted to hold her hand and tell her that only one person could give him his happiness, and that was you, and he didn't want to let her be sad.
However, thinking of her previous cruelty to him and her indifference to him, he couldn't take that step and couldn't pass the test in his heart. He could only watch her get into the taxi and get further and further away from him.
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Just like last time, he left without looking back, but took his heart and soul with him.
I really hate her for being so heartless and meaningless. He obviously treats her well and is willing to give her everything he has, but she tramples on his infatuation under her feet.
However, a voice deep in his heart was clamoring for his attachment to her, his unforgettable love for her. Even though she was so ruthless, his love for her not only did not fade, but was even stronger than before.
He hated himself for being so infatuated, but he couldn't get rid of her image from his mind. She had flowed into his internal organs like blood. He was afraid that he would still miss her and love her until he died.
Ever since she left, he was afraid of stepping into that villa. Every object would remind him of her voice and smile. Every time, his heartache would be unbearable. After smashing those objects with her shadow,
He was so nervous that he hugged the broken thing and felt very sad.
If he had known that he would love her so much and be hurt so much by her, he would never have chosen her in the first place.
That way, that touching picture won't come into my mind, and every time I think of it, I'll feel the pain in my bones.
He loves her and hates her. During this period of time, she was not around, but it made him even more worried about her. He stayed in the empty villa and got drunk every night before he could fall asleep.
I really want to catch her back at all costs, whether it's kidnapping or imprisoning her, imprisoning her in the villa like a bird, not letting her express love to Ling Muze anymore, not letting myself miss her every time.
Almost crazy.
However, his strong self-esteem prevented him from taking this step and imprisoning a woman who didn't love him. He couldn't do it.
It's really going crazy.
Shui Xi, you are so powerful. You can torture me so much even if you leave without looking back.
He clenched his fist tightly, holding back the hatred in his heart, and looked at the direction in which she was leaving.
"You love her very much?" A quiet voice interrupted his complicated thoughts.
He lowered his eyes to look at her, and instantly met her painful eyes that he didn't have time to take back: "Yes, I love her but I hate her even more."
She smiled bitterly: "Can't I not love her?"
"I can't. If I don't love her, my world will be empty." He said truthfully without hesitation.
She smiled sadly: "Are we finished then?"
He said calmly: "There is no end without a beginning."
I wanted to give him a last smile, but I couldn't squeeze it out, so I turned around and left without saying a word, but my hand was held by a pair of slightly cold hands.
My heart trembled violently.
She turned to look at him, tears blurring her cheeks uncontrollably.
"So let's start from now." His eyes were deep, as if he wanted to suck her into the endless deep sea and plunge her into the abyss of eternal destruction.
"You love her so much..." I'm afraid it will be difficult for me to pull you out of her love.
"Are you willing to bet?"
She looked at him doubtfully.
"Bet on your charm, bet that I will fall in love with you and give up on her." He said every word.
Just now, he looked at Shui Xi so infatuatedly, as if she was the only one in the world. This made her very frustrated, knowing that it would be very difficult for her to fall in love with him.
However, facing his profound gaze and his attempts to stay, she was finally shaken by her bewitched will.
There is a voice in her heart telling her not to fall into this hopeless relationship. If she loses, you will be completely defeated and suffer for the rest of her life.
However, what he said was: "Okay, I'm willing to bet." The red lips rose in a beautiful arc.
He let go of her hand and looked at her lips raised meaningfully.
After hurriedly returning to the apartment, she threw her whole body on the sofa. With his hateful words swirling in her mind, she distractedly pulled a pillow to cover her head.
However, Ling Yucheng's angry eyes and cold words kept ringing in her ears, making her chest feel so tight that she almost couldn't breathe.
I threw away my bag and pillow and got up with tears streaming down my face.
When she thought of Ling Yucheng hating her so much, her heart felt like a knife.
Once upon a time, he was so kind to her and so doting on her. As long as she wanted it and as long as he could do it, he would satisfy her.
But now, we are strangers and alienated from each other, worse than strangers.
He is someone she cares about very much. Such alienation and hatred are like a knife that separates her and it hurts her.
However, this is the end of the matter, what can she do? What can she do?
From the day she agreed to be Ling Muche's mistress, there was no going back.
Ling Muze's move was really great. It not only avenged him, but also tortured her.
Ling Muze is really a devil who tortures people without showing any blood.
At this moment, she hated Ling Muze so much that she wanted to cut him into pieces.
He had hurt someone she cared about so much, and she was thinking about hiding a knife in her body one day, understanding him all of a sudden, and letting him harm thousands of women again, and then take revenge on Ling Yucheng.
Ling Muze, Ling Muze, Ling Muze, you bastard, bastard, bastard.
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He grabbed the pillow and threw it to the ground in a cathartic mood.
He mistook the pillow for Ling Muze and stepped on it a few times.
After venting her anger, she slumped down on the sofa.
My head hurts so much, my body feels so tired, and sleepiness is gradually sweeping over me.
When I came to work at the magazine in the morning, Shui Xi was always absent-minded about her work, and her eyes would look at Xia Lan who was immersed in her work from time to time.
What happened last night made her feel deeply guilty towards Xia Lan.
If she hadn't blindly wanted Ling Yucheng to be happy and brought them together according to her own wishes, Xia Lan would not have suffered Ling Yucheng's indifference.
She must have felt very uncomfortable.
She wanted to go over and say sorry to her, but she didn't have the courage. She was really ashamed of Xia Lan.
She always hesitated and looked in Xia Lan's direction from time to time. Finally, after the editor-in-chief walked into the office, she finally plucked up the courage to walk towards Xia Lan.
"Shui Xi, what's the matter?" Seeing Shui Xi suddenly standing in front of her, Xia Lan asked while writing the manuscript.
"Xia, Xia Lan, I, I want to tell you, I'm sorry..." She jabbed nervously with her hands, her face full of guilt.
Looking at her uneasy look, Xia Lan laughed out loud: "Shui Xi, just one night ago, you already stuttered."
"I, I..." Shui Xi was embarrassed.
Xia Lan looked at her with a gentle smile, waiting for her to finish speaking.
Shui Xi took a deep breath and said: "Xia Lan, I shouldn't encourage you to confess to Ling Yucheng according to my own wishes. If it weren't for my encouragement, you wouldn't be treated like Ling Yucheng...
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"Shui Xi, you know Ling Yucheng loves you, right?" Xia Lan stopped joking and looked at her seriously.
Shui Xi's body tensed up and he nodded undeniably.
"But you don't love him, right?" Xia Lan asked next.
Shui Xi nodded noncommittally: "I treat him like an older brother."
"Because he loves you, but you don't love him, and you know that I love him, so you want me to be with him..."
After being asked such an urgent question by Xia Lan, Shui Xi was worried that Xia Lan would misunderstand that she didn't love him, so she brought them together. She quickly shook her head and said, "It's not that I don't love him that I want you to be together, but that I think you two are together."
It’s very suitable. I have always thought that you are a very good woman. I think he will fall in love with you after being in contact with you for a long time, so I hope you will confess to him and hope that you will both be happy. ．
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Seeing Shui Xi arguing so nervously, Xia Lan smiled and said, "Look at you for being nervous. I don't blame you. I understand your thoughts. You hope that he won't be so painful in his love for you. I hope that he can
Have your own belonging.”
"Xia Lan..." Shui Xi looked at her with tears in his eyes, grateful and excited.
Looking at her watery eyes, Xia Lan sighed: "Shui Xi, do you know what beautiful eyes you have? I think if you love a man, look at him with watery eyes,
He will definitely be captured by you."
"No way..." If her eyes were really so attractive, why couldn't they attract him? In the end, she just left without leaving a word.
"Shui Xi, do you have someone you like?"
"How do you know?" Shui Xi looked at her in astonishment.
Xia Lan smiled slightly: "The look in your eyes tells me that you have someone you like."
Seeing that Shui Xi was silent, Xia Lan continued: "Shui Xi, you have experienced the same thing as me, right? You love someone, but that person doesn't love us."
Shui Xi nodded in despair.
Looking at Shui Xi's sad look, Xia Lan felt an indescribable sense of balance in her mind. Originally, Ling Yucheng loved Shui Xi, which made her a little jealous and even resentful.
Knowing that she also fell in love with someone who didn't love her back made her feel much better. It turned out that she was just as emotionally unhappy as herself.
Realizing that she was actually a little gloating about her misfortune, she secretly cursed herself for becoming vicious, but the joy in her heart prevented her from suppressing the vicious thoughts.
"Xia Lan, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Xia Lan was in a daze, Shui Xi asked.
Xia Lan came back to her senses, shook her head, held her hand, and said some words of comfort: "Shui Xi, no matter whether that person will love us one day, let's all work hard to pursue that love and work hard."