Although she hated Shui Xi very much, she was still very excited and even full of expectations after receiving Shui Xi's promise that Ling Yucheng would marry her and take responsibility for her.
However, the long-awaited hope was completely dashed at this moment. The intense loss almost completely destroyed her, leaving her with almost no strength to stand.
All that appeared in front of her eyes was his shadow, and that Yingying glance pulled her into the whirlpool of emotions without warning.
That gentle smile, I'm afraid she will never be able to get rid of the heartbeat at that moment in her life.
But now, Shui Xi's words shattered all her expectations and hopes.
He has no feelings for her at all, he refuses to be responsible for her, he just uses her to play with her.
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The cruel truth swept towards her like an overwhelming force, and she felt that her heart was broken with a big hole and an empty pain. She didn't know how to bear the fact that he was completely indifferent to her.
I'm really unwilling.
What's so good about Bai Shuixi? Why does he love her but not himself? Why?
Not willing to accept it, not willing to accept it, so unwilling to accept it.
My heart is surging.
Looking at the worried and nervous face in front of her, she really wanted to slap her hard, and she even wanted to scratch her face and disfigure her face to see if Ling Yucheng still loved her!
"Xia Lan, are you okay? Don't scare me!" Facing Xia Lan's despair, Shui Xi shook her shoulders nervously.
Are you okay? If you are deceived and played by the man you love, will you be okay? Xia Lan thought viciously in her heart.
She really hated this face that haunted Ling Yucheng. It would be great if she never saw this face.
She was startled by her vicious thoughts, and the veins on her forehead were beating faintly, but because of the sudden thoughts, the blood in her body seemed to be boiling in reverse, clamoring and encouraging her to do certain things.
"Xia Lan, don't scare me. I'm so worried when you look like this. Please say something. Please say something!" Seeing Xia Lan's face turned gray, Shui Xi was about to cry.
Xia Lan came back to her senses and tried hard to suppress her hatred for Shui Xi. She shook her head and said, "I'm fine."
The thought of letting Shui Xi disappear from this world forever came to the back of her mind, far overshadowing the fact that Ling Yucheng was unwilling to be responsible for her. She was indeed much better.
She became more and more excited about this sudden idea.
As long as Bai Shuixi disappears from this world forever, it is not impossible to get Ling Yucheng's love.
It was impossible for Ling Yucheng not to marry and have children in his life. As long as Bai Shuixi died and she tried her best to win his favor, there would be hope for her love.
Suddenly, her gloomy mood suddenly became clear, and she had to work hard to restrain herself in order to prevent Shui Xi from noticing that she was almost laughing happily.
"Xia Lan, are you really okay?" Shui Xi asked worriedly.
Seeing that Shui Xi looked so nervous, she didn't want Shui Xi to relax, she wanted her to feel guilty.
Although her mood had suddenly brightened up, the expression on her face was still one of unbearable heartache, and her voice was even more sad. The people listening felt the pain along with her: "Shui Xi, don't worry, I'm fine, it's not too early.
Yes, you should go home quickly."
"You said you were fine. Look how sad you are. How can I safely leave you alone?" Shui Xi retorted. The way Xia Lan endured the pain made her feel guilty.
Xia Lan threw herself into her arms with a look of grief, and pretended to cry: "Shui Xi, I'm so sad, my heart is so painful that I'm about to die, why did he treat me so cruelly, what did I do wrong?
What, tell me what did I do wrong?"
"Xia Lan, don't be like this. There are many good men in the world. Without him, you might meet a better one." Shui Xi could only comfort her knowing that Ling Yucheng was not her husband.
Seeing Xia Lan crying so sadly, she really wanted all Xia Lan's pain to be transferred to her.
Everything turned out like this because of her, Xia Lan. Without her self-righteous matchmaking, Xia Lan and Ling Yucheng might have been strangers without any connection, and there would not have been any intersection. Xia Lan would not be in this situation now.
Sad situation.
Xia Lan shook her head violently: "If feelings can be put down casually, they are no longer feelings. Shui Xi, I love him. He has invaded my bone marrow. No matter how good other men are, I'm afraid I will never love him in my whole life."
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"Xia Lan..." Looking at Xia Lan's tearful eyes, Shui Xi didn't know how to comfort her, and her heart was torn apart by guilt.
Ren Xialan lay on her shoulders and cried, looking at the vast night sky with a gloomy mood.
Suddenly, Xia Lan broke away from her and ran forward, but there was a crossroads in front of her. Shui Xi was so frightened that her heart almost jumped out of her throat, and she was dripping with cold sweat.
Fortunately, Xia Lan ran over at a red light, otherwise the consequences would have been disastrous.
When she saw Xia Lan, she was about to run away from her sight. Worried that Xia Lan would be confused and something happened, she chased after Xia Lan regardless of the traffic light.
However, just as she ran towards the zebra crossing, the green light turned red at an inappropriate time, and a car sped towards her.
Feeling the dazzling light of the lights, Shui Xi quickly blocked her sight with her hands and dodged a car heading towards her.
However, she had just escaped one car, and another car was driving towards her. She stood there in shock, the light shining on her almost unable to open her eyes.
There was a vacuum in her head, waiting for death to come.
Suddenly, the sound of sudden braking echoed through the sky.
The tide seemed to be climbing up from the water, and my whole body was covered in cold sweat.
"MD, if you want to die, don't harm others. You gave me a heart attack. Fortunately, my driving skills are superb and I can brake quickly. Otherwise, you would have gone to see the King of Hell..." The car owner's head probed
He went out of the window and cursed endlessly at Shui Xi.
Shui Xi, on the other hand, had not yet recovered from his narrow escape and stood there in a daze.
"Are you scared out of your mind? If you're not scared out of your wits, get out of my way and don't block my way." The car owner saw her blocking her and shouted in a loud voice.
The owners of cars that had formed a long queue behind them kept honking their horns to signal those ahead to drive quickly.
Shui Xi was awakened by the man's yelling and the sharp sound of the horn, and ran towards the other side in a daze.
In the moment of life and death just now, her mind was completely blank, and she was out of danger. For a moment, she thought she was in a thrilling dream and couldn't recover.
She leaned against the road sign, stroking her chest which was beating rapidly due to fright.
"Shui Xi, are you okay?" A caring voice suddenly sounded in her ears, startling her. When she raised her eyes and saw Xia Lan, her tense nerves suddenly relaxed.
Shui Xi shook his head: "I'm fine, Xia Lan. You suddenly ran to the sidewalk just now. I was almost scared to death by you."
Xia Lan lowered her eyes. From Shui Xi's perspective, it looked like she felt guilty. In fact, as long as she looked down a little, she could see Xia Lan's tightly clenched hands trembling with anger.
Why? Why wasn't she killed by a car? Is God working against her?
Just now, she had seen the right opportunity and deliberately ran to the sidewalk. When Shui Xi came to chase her, the traffic light would turn green, and she could let Shui Xi die under the wheel without anyone noticing.
She was really angry that she had escaped such a good opportunity. Xia Lan thought in annoyance.
Although she wished Shui Xi was hit by a car and died, her expression and words were full of apology and guilt: "Shui Xi, I'm sorry, it's all my fault that I almost caused your death..."
These four words "The Wheel of Death" were undoubtedly a great stimulus to Shui Xi, who was experiencing a fright at the moment. Her face was a little pale, and all that came to her mind were the scenes where her life was hanging by a thread just now.
"Shui Xi, are you okay?" Xia Lan asked pretending to be worried.
Not wanting Xia Lan to worry about her guilt, she shook her head and forced a smile to her: "It's okay, it's just a false alarm, but please don't do anything to hurt yourself because of emotional matters, okay? That's not the case.
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Xia Lan sighed and said in a low voice: "The man I love so much treats me so cruelly. This feeling is so uncomfortable and painful. It makes it difficult for me to bear such heartache. If only I died, there would be no pain or entanglement.
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Before she could finish her words, she was hurriedly interrupted by Shui Xi: "Xia Lan, you must not have thoughts of death. You don't know that I also have a lot of pain and troubles. Maybe my pain is not less than yours.
I have wanted to die several times, but after the thrilling scene just now, I understand the value of life. No matter how painful the pain we experience, at least we are still alive. There is hope when we are alive, but there is nothing if we die.
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Seeing Xia Lan's silence, Shui Xi continued to persuade: "There must be all kinds of ups and downs in this world. It would be inappropriate if you lose your enthusiasm for life when you encounter something unpleasant.
Yes, nothing and no one is worth giving up our lives for."
"But if every day of living is a pain worse than death, what's the point of living like that? My world will be dark without him, so why live." Xia Lan said with a choked voice.
When Shui Xi saw that Xia Lan was so deeply in love with Ling Yucheng and she couldn't force them to be together, she couldn't help but feel helpless and guilty. She was so dizzy that she didn't know how to persuade Xia Lan.
"Xia Lan, the earth will not stop without anyone in this world. Every day, many people fall out of love, and there are also many people who are hurt and abandoned by the people they love deeply, and suffer emotional torture that is worse than death. You have to
Think about it, they can withstand such pain, but why can't you?"
Xia Lan pursed her lips and said nothing.
"Because in addition to the people they love, they have many other ties, such as family members and friends. If you ruin yourself or hurt yourself, your family and friends will only be sad for you, but the person who made you miserable will not hurt you at all.