Standing in the middle of a crowded sidewalk and being picked up by a handsome 18cm tall major, the feeling can only be understood by those who have experienced it personally.
In the early autumn afternoon of 2010 AD, Yao Xiaojing deeply felt the wonderful feeling of dizziness and anger intertwined. It was an emotional catharsis that she both hated and longed for. When she walked out of the cafe alone, she said gooodbye to the past behind her.
At that time, countless elements clamoring to betray her emerged from the deepest corners of her body.
They are shouting: We want to go back... we want to find him... we want to be with him...
Reason and dignity are holding those rebellious pests aside, following her slow pace, away from the scenes that make her uneasy, hesitant and wavering.
She has already made a mistake once.
I won't be stupid enough to make a mistake a second time...
With slow and heavy steps, she followed the crowds of weekend shoppers in the imperial capital and walked on the checkered pavement.
Step by step, it was like every day she had walked alone in a foreign country over the years.
She couldn't concentrate her thoughts. She knew that she would not be able to quickly return to her previous state in the future. Her heart was too painful and too tired... Because of his sudden appearance, the pain that had numbed her began to overturn again.
If he makes trouble, she can only quickly escape and no longer have any contact with him, so that she can slowly heal the heart that was disturbed by him.
he..
It's just too abominable, too much...
It was like this 6 years ago. Six years ago or so, he was still stubborn. Regardless of her feelings or her grievances, he only forced his thoughts on her.
Chen Mufeng.
Why do you do that!
Is it because you let go of my hand again and watch me leave your sight again?!
She was extremely angry and scolded his cowardice and shamelessness in her heart. She only cared about the happiness in her heart, but ignored that her current thoughts were no different from those of a resentful woman who had been abandoned by her husband.
She cares about his behavior, she actually cares shamefully about his behavior of not forcing her to stay just now.
Familiar footsteps came clearly from behind. She thought her ears were hallucinating, but the next second, the whole world was turned upside down in her eyes. Her body floated up into the clouds, and she could only scream and hug her.
A tight neck that you can rely on...
Familiar to the core of his military aura, he had a pair of beautiful and deep black eyes that even a woman could not help but be jealous of. They were brewing with vigorous passion and locked her eyes tightly.
The crowds of people around her all let out sighs that were even louder than her screams. Some young hipsters even enthusiastically took photos and applauded them.
Yao Xiaojing gritted her teeth and growled: "Let me down... let me go!"
"Xiao Jing...I will never let you go again...Whether you believe it or not, the only woman I love in this life is you! And it will only be you..." A solemn confession, in the autumn of Beijing
On the busy street in the afternoon, his behavior made the atmosphere almost reach its peak.
I can't describe what I feel in my heart.
Suddenly my eyes felt hot, and tears rolled down unexpectedly...
Feelings of grievance, pain, anger, loneliness and helplessness came over her like a tide.
Maybe it was suppressed for too long and too heavy.
When the memory of the scene clearly emerged in her mind like a tiger emerging from the gate, her emotions suddenly collapsed in the embrace of familiarity and longing.
She buried her face in the military green of his body...biting the muscles on his chest hard, trying her best to suppress the screams in her throat.
Chen Mufeng hugged her silently but tightly, kissed her sweaty forehead, and carried her from the busy streets to the nearby square garden...
Sitting in a world of sunshine, white clouds and green grass...
Only then did she dare to cry bitterly in a deserted place.
The pain in my heart is like an endless tide, from gentle to intense, and from peak to trough... gradually to subtle sobbing until silent...
During this period, he held her tightly and kept calling her name in her ear.
Xiaojing...
Xiaojing...
Stop crying...
Stop crying...
We will be together forever...
His gentle and firm comfort made her gradually stop crying sadly...
She wanted to loosen the arm around his neck, but he held her down domineeringly.
"Don't leave me again... From now on, you are only mine, Xiaojing!"
Yao Xiaojing sobbed and glared at him with red and swollen eyes: "I...uh...I didn't promise you..."
"It's not too late to agree..." He tried to touch his forehead to hers, but before he could get close, she pushed him back with her forehead.
"Be more honest."
The familiar tone made them stunned for a moment at the same time.
Then, a smile appeared in Chen Mufeng's eyes, mouth... and cheeks...
"I don't know who it is... At that time, the kiss was endless..." His words made the charming little man in his arms look like Guan Gong in an instant.
She avoided his burning gaze and deliberately kept the relationship at a distance: "I don't know who you are talking about!" As soon as she finished speaking, her face suddenly changed...
She began to struggle needlessly in his arms again... This time the force was so strong that it took him a while to trap his little person...
She angrily took another bite at the place where she had just bitten...
He frowned slightly, looked at her red eyes and asked, "It's good...it's bad again!"
She stared at him aggrievedly: "You big bad guy!! Let me go... I don't want to be with a man I've been in love with..."
Chen Mufeng was stunned for a moment before she realized that she was angry because of someone who didn't matter.
This time, he ignored her struggle and lowered his head to her forehead, looking into each other's eyes, trying to see into her heart...
"Fool...except for that one time, I have never been close to her again..."