The girl with a pale face but a happy smile hid helplessly in Izumi Tetsu's arms.
After a while, she slowly spoke in a soft voice:
"I clearly made a promise with the gods to stay pure, but I didn't tell you. I'm sorry."
"Why don't you want to tell me?"
"Because I'm afraid that if I tell you, you won't be able to love me like you just did."
Of course, she still had something to hide.
Twenty years later, she would not be as beautiful as she is now.
Then, would Izumi Toru still be as obsessed with her as he is now?
Can she still compare with those girls who dedicated their best moments and everything to Izumi Tetsu?
Not to mention, they will give birth to children for Izumi Toru.
The girl's body couldn't help but tremble at the thought that they and their children would take away all of Izumi Toru's love.
Sensing the girl's uneasiness, Izumi Toru pulled her into his arms and kissed her hair, which was wet with sweat.
"I also apologize to you for wanting to go to the appointment on your behalf."
Upon hearing this, Jinguji Kiyohime's hand suddenly grabbed Izumi Toru's arm.
The girl's nails dug deep into her flesh, causing a stinging pain.
"It's all because of me that Mr. Izumi is in such great danger. I'm so scared, so scared that you will never come back..."
Izumi Toru knew how dangerous his behavior was, and he also knew how worried Jinguji Kiyohime would be about him.
"Qing Ji."
"Um?"
"Are you angry with me because of this matter, so you ignore me?"
Jinguji Kiyohime shook her head.
"no."
"What's the reason for that?"
After hesitating for a while, Jinguji Kiyohime hesitantly whispered: "Because, because... I originally thought... wait until I disappear, and then let Ohana tell everything.
You, Izumi-kun, will understand my thoughts...Breaking the promise with the gods, I will give you the most beautiful me...Izumi-kun will always think about me who disappeared, and will always think about me.
The beauty, always thinking about me disappearing for you, will..."
The girl paused for a moment and finally said the last words:
"...Always put me first."
Izumi Tetsu sighed heavily.
"Qing Ji."
"Um."
"You just quit because you lost to Yuhua, right?"
Jinguji Kiyohime bit her lower lip.
"......yes."
"Then have you ever considered me?"
"Izumi-kun likes Mika. It just so happens that my withdrawal allows Mika to accept you without any scruples. It is because I consider your feelings that I..."
"you are lying."
Izumi Toru interrupted her.
Jinguji Kiyohime was stunned for a moment.
Then, she said unnaturally: "No. What I have always wanted to do is to take away Yuhua's place in your heart. You should understand."
"I understand, but you should also understand."
"I, I don't understand~"
"Okay, then I'll explain it to you."
Jinguji Kiyohime's heart trembled.
"Don't~"
However, despite her obstruction, Izumi Toru said what she didn't want to hear.
"Since the day the club was established, you have been losing and never winning. On the day of the campus festival, you did not accompany her but went to the rooftop to accompany me. You can no longer win. I often think: you
You deliberately told me that Ohana was going to disappear that day. Did you already plan the follow-up? For example, drink with me, give me your first kiss... The only surprise was Sakurai... That's why you treated her
So annoying..."
"Stop talking, stop talking~" Jinguji Kiyohime covered Izumi Toru's mouth, lowered her head, and said with a trembling voice that was about to cry: "Izumi-kun, please, stop talking...
..."
Izumi Toru grabbed her wrist and slowly moved away.
"I don't hate you because of this. On the contrary, I can feel your liking for me, which makes me like you even more."
"...Even if I snatch you away from Yuhua?"
"Have you forgotten the contents of our approach questionnaire? Even if the two royal flowers don't disappear, I will choose you in the end. Where does the word [snatch away] come from?"
(ps: Volume 4, Chapter 5)
Jinguji Kiyohime was silent.
At first, she was very happy after seeing the contents of Izumi Toru's career path questionnaire.
But later, she figured it out.
Both Igarashi Mika and Izumi Toru understand each other's feelings, but they both decided to give up for her.
When he told Izumi Toru that Igarashi Mika was about to disappear, it became an opportunity for Izumi Toru to decide to express his feelings to Igarashi Mika.
Although, Izumi Toru knew that Igarashi Mika would not accept him.
Izumi Toru raised the girl's face and stared at her beautiful but somewhat divergent pupils.
"Qing Ji, look at me."
Jinguji Kiyohime's amber eyes gradually became brighter.
"Tell me. Okay?" Izumi Toru asked her again in an almost pleading tone.
After being grabbed by Izumi Toru's wrist, the psychological defense that began to collapse finally collapsed completely.
The girl stopped escaping and finally told the real reason.
"Because, I can't accept it."
Izumi Tetsu was stunned for a moment.
"What?"
"What I can't accept is why I am the only one who can't remember it. Yuhua has said your name countless times, but I can't remember it once. Everyone knows that you disappeared, but I don't know...
..”
"Qingji, you..."
The girl suddenly raised her head.
"Obviously I am the one who likes you the most! I should be the first one to think of you! Why is it Yuhua! Why does it have to be her!"
"actually......"
Izumi Toru wanted to explain, but Jinguji Kiyohime interrupted him.
"This is all because I don't like you enough!"
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! "My love for you is not deep enough, otherwise, even if you are forgotten by the world, I will not forget you! Yuhua can remember you,
But I can't. This means that even my love for you is lost to Yuhua. I am not worthy of you..."
Boom!
Boom!
Boom!
A knock on the door interrupted Jinguji Kiyohime's words.
Immediately afterwards, there was the sound of a key being inserted into the door.
Click!
The door lock turns.
Igarashi Mika opened the door.
Jinguji Kiyohime and Izumi Toru sat on both sides of the sofa, both staring at her as she walked in.
"Is it over?" Igarashi Mika asked.
Even though he didn't know who the target of the inquiry was, Izumi Tetsu still spoke.
"Well, it's over."
Jinguji Kiyohime opened her mouth.
In fact, she still had unfinished words and unfinished apology. However, Izumi Toru's answer had already made it clear that he did not want to hear her continue speaking, and at the same time, he also rejected her apology.
In this way, it returns to the original state again.
The willful and excessive self is tolerated by Igarashi Mika and Izumi Tetsu...
"Izumi Toru, accompany me to see my mother tonight. I have something I want to discuss with you."
Igarashi Mika's words stunned Izumi Toru for a moment.
Because, he has already made an appointment with Shiratori Xiaoxiang.
Seeing that Izumi Toru's expression was not right, Igarashi Mika instantly guessed something.
She frowned.
"can not go?"
Izumi Toru immediately shook his head.
"No matter what, of course I can go."
At the same time, he thought to himself: He has to explain it to Shiratori and the others...
Just as he was thinking about it, Igarashi Mika's next words shocked him.
"I thought you would try to convince me to allow you to find another woman today. In this case, your fiancée will be very angry."