"If I want to be blind all my life, will you be my eyes? Will you?" Su Zhetuo suddenly held Xiang Qinglan's hand and asked, with emotions trying to hide in his voice. If you could start again
In the beginning, would she forgive him, and could he be worthy of her now? Would she still accept a blind man?
Xiang Qinglan was slightly stunned and didn't even respond. It hurt when he held her hand. Would you like it? Would you like to be his eyes? She looked at him in a daze, not understanding what he said.
"I am willing to be your voice, then, are you willing to be my eyes?" Su Zhetuo said again, his serious tone was definitely not a joke, and the hidden meaning in his words was easy to hear.
come out.
Xiang Qinglan pursed her lips tightly and held his palm, "Mr. Su, I don't know what you mean. I'm just a nurse. If you want eyes, I believe many people can do it.
It doesn’t have to be me, and you don’t have to be blind for the rest of your life.”
She didn't want to have unnecessary thoughts, nor did she want to think too much. Although Su Zhetuo's words gave her a lot of strange feelings, she no longer thought about anything. Even if he was serious, then,
She couldn't be his eyes for the rest of his life, and how long was that?
Moreover, his current identity is just a little nurse. He can make such a request to her, who is just a stranger. So, is he too casual now? He is not like this
Man, this is not Su Zhetuo. No.
Su Zhetuo seemed to be suppressing something. He suddenly reached out his hand and pulled Xiang Qinglan tremblingly. He didn't even care that the blanket on his legs had fallen to the ground.
"Lan Lan, Lan Lan, why do you deny me? I know I was wrong, I really know I was wrong." He buried his head in Xiang Qinglan's hair and groaned in pain, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong.
Now, please give me a chance, now I have nothing but you..."
Does she know how much self-control he has to use to just live in the darkness every day and listen to her breathing? It is torture to him. He has suppressed that sound for a long time. He is really
He really wanted to call her by this name. Gong Ruxue was right. He didn't dare or didn't want to call it during the day, but only in his dreams could he call out this name that made him so attached to him. But now, is it too late?
Can he want to start over? He can stay blind forever, but please don't take her away. It was his fault before, but he can use the rest of his life to make up for the damage she suffered before. If this life is not enough,
So how about the next life?
He will not hurt her again and will definitely love her well in the future.
Xiang Qinglan just stiffened her body and let him hold her, but his words to Lanlan made her eyes blurry and she couldn't see clearly everything in front of her, and her body began to tremble slightly.
Slowly pulling away his hand, she stood up, covered the blanket on the ground on his legs again, and wrote on his palm: "It's cold, we went back." It was still the same.
His attitude didn't change much because he recognized her. Maybe she already knew it and knew that she couldn't hide it for so long. He was just blind, but his heart was not blind.
Could such a man who once dominated the shopping mall have been so easily deceived for too long?
Pushing the wheelchair, Su Zhetuo tightened her hands, and a look of pain flashed through her invisible eyes. She did not say she was willing or unwilling, but she retained
He lost his eyes and she lost her voice. Is this his compensation for her?
"Lan Lan, do you remember that we walked among the fallen leaves in autumn like this before?" Su Zhetuo said. The memory was always so clear. He thought he would forget it, but he was wrong.
Some memories are just sealed, but once you think of them, they will be so clear. It seems that they just happened yesterday. She and him at that time, their hands were tightly held.
Their happiness is just what changed the relationship between them.
Is it time, or something...
He had hurt her heart and her person. Now, was he still qualified to beg for her forgiveness? It turned out that Su Zhetuo also had such a day, and used the word "begging" to ask for a woman's affection.
Because he is not a god, he is just a human being, an ordinary person. He will also make mistakes and take the wrong path.
The wheelchair stopped and Xiang Qinglan raised his head. Several leaves kept falling from the tree, falling on their shoulders. Some even fell on Su Zhetuo's legs. Xiang Qinglan lowered his head and picked up one.
. Holding the leaves and turning them from time to time, he was talking about the past, so it was only the past. She threw away the leaves in her hand. She continued to push the wheelchair.
"Lan Lan, don't leave me, don't leave me alone in the dark," Su Zhetuo felt panic for the first time. He was afraid that she would leave. Without her, he seemed to have nothing.
Having lost his light, he only has her weak light. If she also leaves, then what else will he rely on to survive? He is lame and blind. Apart from that weak hope,
There is nothing left.
Xiang Qinglan put her hands on his shoulders. His shoulders were still broad, but he was no longer someone she could rely on.
"I won't leave," he raised her hand and she slowly wrote in his hand.
"Thank you," Su Zhetuo raised the corners of his lips slightly. Nothing could make him happier than this. He was used to living in darkness every day. Of course, it was also because he was used to her silent company. She had no voice, and he
It can be his voice.
As long as she is willing to give him a chance.
Xiang Qinglan raised her eyes and looked at his still extremely handsome face. It was a lot gentler than before, but when she looked at it again, she no longer felt heartbeat or heartache.
"Because, I promised your parents and Yu Wenchen that I will take care of you until the day you are well," she finished writing, without seeing his eyes that were closed in pain, she continued to push the wheelchair towards the ward.
If you go, she won't leave, because she is a person who keeps her promises.
Even if it was someone like Su Zhetuo who injured her completely, it would be the same.