Yu Wenchen sometimes raised his thumbs to her, as if to praise her for being so brave, squeezing and rounding this man naturally, but she didn't do anything.
"Can you please stop moving?" She wrote in his hand. The purple face seemed to have been hit by the door. He was better now than before.
Qing, thinking of Qing, her fingers shrank, and the pain in her heart became more and more intense. Not a day went by without the pain of losing his world.
"I can stay still, but can you tell me what's going on with your voice? Why... you can't speak anymore," he wanted to touch her face with his fingers, but he didn't know what was going on.
Intentionally or unintentionally, he tilted his head towards Qinglan. Her voice brushed against his palm just now, but it made his heart sink again.
Sure enough, she was avoiding him.
"Lan Lan, tell me, okay?" He retracted his hand and raised his head, but his hand held hers tightly, unwilling to let go.
Xiang Qinglan stared at his face and was silent for a long time. She pulled out her hand and stood there. The reason was no longer important.
Seeing that he was silent, Su Zhetuo closed his eyes in pain, "Tell me the reason. I want to know the reason?"
He talked to a doctor about this problem, and the doctor told him that this kind of thing has happened before. Sometimes, some people are greatly stimulated and will temporarily lose certain physical sensations, such as their voice. As for whether they can recover,
That was something difficult to say. After all, it depends on the person. He had a feeling that Xiang Qinglan's loss of voice might have something to do with him.
Xiang Qinglan pursed her lips tightly and stared at his open palms stretched out in the air. He was waiting for her to answer. Now their conversation could only be like this. From the beginning to now, he has been completely suitable for her.
Writing in the palm of his hand, just such an adaptation process, made his heart numb and painful from beginning to end.
His Lan, that innocent woman, became mute.
"Lan Lan..." His lips moved slightly, "Is it related to mine?" His voice was astringent, even with a faint despair.
Xiang Qinglan knelt down, raised his head, and wrote in his hand.
"No, it's just that I was scared." Xiang Qinglan still didn't tell him the real reason. Now that he was like this, forget it, forget everything.
Su Zhetuo clenched his other hand, but his heart felt as if a cold wind had blown through it, making it particularly cold.
"I'm sorry, if I hadn't..." He said, but found that his dry throat felt like a mouthful of sand, which was particularly uncomfortable. It turned out that it was all his fault. If he hadn't
He divorced him and did not kick her out. She is still the simple little woman beside him.
However, everything has changed now.
He has changed, and so has she.
She lowered her head to Qinglan, and the shallow scratches on the first floor were scratched under her eyes. Her fingers shrank, but she felt extremely stiff. Withdrawing her hand, she walked out of the ward, not wanting to see any of his expressions, regret,
She didn't want to know about self-blame, guilt, pain, or anything else.
It's gone, it's really gone.
If she loves, she will love fiercely, but if she doesn't love, she will never look back.
Leaning against the wall in the ward, the weather that was almost early winter already made people feel the coldness. He gently stroked his abdomen. This child was almost two months old. Time passed really quickly.
Qing has disappeared for two months, and she dare not think about his life or death. In her eyes, he is just lost.
Since he is lost, he will come back one day.
The coldness on the wall hit her back, and she still leaned there, thinking about the world without feeling, inside the door, outside the door, two different worlds, and she really missed a man who regretted and blamed herself.
tears.
In fact, that's all.
,
When a man doesn't love, he can become very heartless, but when a woman doesn't love either, the same is true.
Letting out a gentle breath, she saw that the tree in the distance was finally starting to become bare, and a fallen leaf had really withered all autumn.
In the blink of an eye, it was winter again. The first winter after her divorce seemed to be extremely cold.
"Tuo, what's wrong with you?" Yu Wenchen walked in and couldn't help being surprised. In the extremely dark room, Su Zhetuo leaned on the wheelchair, his head hung down, and some messy black hair fell on his face.
Above his eyes, the man in the darkness seemed to have merged with the darkness, and his body had a vague look of emptiness.
Is he regretting something or suffering something? And is he crying?
He had never seen Su Zhetuo like this before. It seemed that he had received a huge blow. However, had he not received enough blows now?
"Tuo," Yu Wenchen's eyes gradually adapted to the darkness in front of him. He walked over and put his hand on Su Zhetuo's shoulder, "Although I don't know what happened to you, there is always a solution.
It’s useless for you to blame yourself like this.”
Su Zhetuo raised his eyelids slightly, but found that his throat was extremely dry.
"Chen, can I still get her forgiveness?" Su Zhetuo smiled bitterly, but Yu Wenchen just remained silent. He cannot say whether he forgives me or not. If that person had to say it, not every trace would be there.
Good is very thorough, but there are always some scars left, which may fade away in the future, but definitely not now, and he is not qualified to say anything.
"Chen, if I hadn't forced her to leave, she would have lived alone outside, and she wouldn't have lost her voice." Su Zhetuo still leaned his head on the wheelchair, and the darkness in front of him was finally hidden.
There was heavy pain on his face.
The original divorce was just because he let her see his betrayal and made him feel his own filth. If it hadn't been for that, she would still be his wife, but she would still be hurt. It was clearly his love
He simply loved such a woman, so he got married before she graduated, and tied her to him with this marriage certificate. He was tied, but after a long time, he felt
I was lost in some places, so I started to look for other excitement, and that's how I got Gong Ruxue, and then I had his complete betrayal.
Until he wakes up now, it seems that he really did too many wrong things, so that he got the retribution he has now. His eyes, his legs.