She would never fight for his bed again, and she would never call him brother in a sweet voice again. There was nothing left. He put the doll on his pillow. Without her, he would forget that he had
How long has it been since he had a good rest? When he closes his eyes, he will see his little girl crying constantly. She says she is cold, hungry, and scared, but he
What can't be helped.
"My dear, my brother misses you so much." His fingers were always caressing the baby's face. Time passed between his fingers, but he still maintained that movement. There was no longer anything in Huairui Castle.
The laughter here was depressing every day, from the owner, from the wife, and from him. Even Fred, who had always liked to laugh, was obsessed with sighing at this time.
He picked up the doll and put it carefully in the gift box with himself, for fear of crushing the doll. It was designed by the owner for Xiaoguai's birthday when she was three years old. She grew up with Xiaoguai.
The identical doll is also her favorite. He can take nothing or ask for nothing, but he will always carry this doll with him.
He will never forget that there once was a cute little guy by his side. He picked her up and raised her with his own hands for fifteen years, and he almost, almost, kept her by his side forever.
There is no forever in this world, not really.
"You really have to leave," Fred stood at the door at some point. It seemed that he had been standing at the door for a long time. Perhaps it was because Yin Sa was so focused that he even lost himself.
The vigilance of the past is gone.
"Yeah," Yin Sa nodded, still packing his things, but he discovered that after packing them around, the most packed thing in his box was still Xiaoguai, the toys she used to play with.
, the clothes he gave her, and many small things, so many things, each one has her memory, it seems that she just went out a long way once, she has not died, she has always been alive.
"Okay, let's all go. Maybe it will be better if we leave," Fred came in and picked up the beautiful doll in the box. It was indeed exactly the same as Xiaoguai.
"Are you going to take this doll away?" Fred's fingers gently stroked the doll's black hair. He sat aside, but his fingers did not leave the doll.
Yin Sa nodded, but his movements paused slightly.
"I remember that the master punished us severely at that time," Fred said as he reminisced. Some of the memories were really beautiful. At that time, she was still a cute little girl who needed to be held. Now she has grown up.
No more, no more.
Everything is gone, there is no sweet little girl or Lotte in his life anymore. She is like their angel. She has been with them for the loneliest fifteen years, but now she has left.
"Yes," Yin Sa just responded softly, and continued to pack things in the room. Looking at the whole room, it slowly became empty, but his heart began to hurt.
Wave after wave, it hurts all the time.
He put all Lotte's clothes back into the closet, including her clothes, her shoes, and of course his. If there was no Xiaoguai in this room, then, in fact, there would be no him.
"It's good for you to leave now. Come back when you really think about it. Anyway, this place will always be yours," Fred didn't stop him this time. All the memories here are good, but...
Behind the beauty, there will also be pain. They have never been separated, not even for a day. In fifteen years, he has raised her from a pitiful little girl weighing three pounds to such a healthy little girl.
People know how much effort they put in and how much heart they put into it.
"Maybe," Yin Sa closed the door of the cabinet and sat aside again. It was such an empty room. Without Xiao Guai, there would be nothing of his. He wanted to leave here and take her out with him to have a good time.
Look at the world. She is still so young. In fact, her life has not yet begun. Before he could remember, she had always wanted to imitate her father and mother and go out to see the scenery of various countries. However, because she was too
Xiao, so her wish has never been realized. Now that she is gone, he still wants to fulfill her wish and take her with him.
Wherever he is, he will take her with him.
"I'm going out first. If you have any difficulties, just tell me." Fred stood up, as if he couldn't bear the overwhelming atmosphere here.
Yin Sa just nodded and spoke a lot less now. If he could, he might sit here all day and night without eating, drinking or talking.
Fred sighed, walked to him, and put his hand on his shoulder, "Boy, don't worry here, the madam and the boss will take good care of him. The boss is a strong man, he will be fine.
, because he still has his wife’s.”
"Well, I know," Yin Sa said lightly. In his clean silver eyes, there was just an unknown color of concentration. There was no brilliance in his pupils, and those silver eyes were particularly cold.
It annihilated all the tenderness that would have appeared in his eyes in the past.
Now he has no emotions, and without Xiao Guai, he has lost everything.
Fred strode out, but he turned back again and looked at the doll placed beside the bed. "Little boy, uncle misses you too. What about you, do you miss us all? Do you know? All of them."
People are desperate. Look, you are so misbehaved that you make everyone sad.
After Fred left, Yin Sa still maintained the same movement. He sat on the bed and gently stroked the baby's face with his fingers, which was so hard and without any warmth.
"My dear, my brother will take you out to play, okay?" Fred stood up and put the doll in his gift box again.
I picked up the suitcase and took another look at the empty room. There was no Xiao Guai and no Yin Sa. I didn’t know when he would come back next time.
In fact, he should have left long ago, taking Xiaoguai with him.
After closing the door, he walked out. The sky outside was very heavy and gloomy, without a trace of sunlight. Just like his heart now, he felt depressed and uncomfortable. He turned in another direction and walked towards the master room. Inside the study, inside
There was a strong smell of cigarette smoke, and there was almost a full tank of cigarette butts on the ashtray on the table, but Arthur was still standing aside, with a nearly burned-out cigarette between his fingers.