Could it be because he didn't give birth to a son with silver eyes?
He leaned his back on the sofa and opened the page below. This chapter was a letter, a very long one, and the letter was written to him.
"Andy, when you read this letter, maybe dad is no longer here. I'm sorry, Andy, although I don't know if you can see this letter and know all my apologies, but I
Really think about saying sorry to me. It’s my father’s fault, my father’s fault.”
Seeing this, Yin Sa's eyes darkened. I'm sorry. What's there to be sorry for? A word of sorry would have saved him. He left his mother when he was three years old, was pushed into the sea, and is still on Alcatraz Island.
I stayed there for nearly two years, living a life without humans or ghosts.
So sorry is the most useless.
He lowered his eyes and continued to watch.
"Andy, please believe Dad. Dad never wanted to kill you. Dad just wanted to get you back. At that time, Dad found a man in your mother's room. He also had the same personality as Dad.
Because of her silver eyes and your mother's lack of explanation at the time, your father thought that she had betrayed him and that you were not his son.
Your father is the most noble man in this country, but he is also the stupidest man. He believed what he saw, but he doubted his wife.
It wasn't until he lost you, until the contact lens fell from that man's eye, that Dad knew what he had done and hurt his wife and his son.
Even if dad has another son, dad still loves you the most. After you disappeared, dad never had a good night's sleep, and he thought about you every night.
You may not know that your father really loves you, but he did something that made him sorry for your mother and you. What you thought he didn’t love and what he loved disappeared is actually the most important thing in your heart and the least important thing.
lost.
This is my father's retribution. Because of his pride, his dislike of the old, and his ignorance, he lost the happiness that he had always ignored but could not lose.
Your mother no longer forgives your father. Without you, she will never want to return to your father's side, and you will never appear again.
Andy, maybe this apology is really too late, but dad still wants to tell you that you are your mommy’s little angel, and you are also daddy’s.”
Andy, I love you very much, my son, promise daddy to be a good king, and I will leave everything that is most important to me to you.
Yin Sa closed his eyes. Some of his memories were still blurry. Time had passed so long that he had forgotten the man's appearance. In the blur, he could only think that he had extremely special qualities.
With his tall body, standing in front of his little self, he looked so tall at that time.
He grew up, but he died.
I gave him the most important thing, but he still doesn't understand what is most important.
He doesn't want his country, he just wants to find his mommy.
He opened another page, but it was written to her mother. He closed the information on the table. He had no interest in reading the following, and he did not need to read it anymore.
He put these materials away and then sat back on the sofa. F.D. slept like a dead pig on the bed. If he turned over accidentally, he would always hear his "Dear" words.
Yin Sa closed his eyes and put his hands on his chest. He didn't feel sleepy at all that night. He opened his eyes. He turned his head and saw the doll placed aside. Then he hugged it.
into his arms.
His fingers gently touched the baby's face, which was an extremely beautiful little face. His eyes became much darker, unlike his silver eyes. At this time, he seemed to be melting into the darkness.
The same, black eyes, extremely dark.
"Brother..." Lotte, who was locked up, was suddenly awakened. She sat up, tightened her clothes, and shrank her body like a pitiful little girl. She shrank further into the corner of the wall.
She put her hand on her face, and her fingers could clearly see the scars on her face. They didn't give her any medicine, and her wounds already showed signs of festering. They would be even more terrifying and ugly, and they would be like this in the future.
The man said the same thing, she would be ugly and disgusting.
She put her hands on her face and closed her eyes. Two tears quickly fell from the corners of her eyes, so transparent and sad.
She really hurt, and her heart hurt so much. She quickly wiped away her tears and squatted on the ground with her body curled up. The weather in early spring was okay during the day, but it was extremely cold at night, and she kept crying.
Shaking, she hugged herself with both hands, and closed her eyes tightly. There was no quilt, no bed, nothing.
Lotte, it doesn't matter. Be brave and fall asleep. When you sleep, you won't be cold or afraid.
In her daze, she actually had a beautiful dream, a very beautiful dream. She dreamed about her daddy who always had a straight face, her beautiful mommy, the uncle Fred who was extremely indulgent to her, and the child who had always raised her.
The eldest brother.
Brother, let’s never separate, okay?
The man's blond hair brushed across her face, and she reached out and grabbed his hair. It was still that golden color, and it was so beautiful. The man smiled, as beautiful as ice and snow melting.
She hugged the man's waist tightly, his arms were really warm, and it was the place that she had been attached to for fifteen years.
A ray of sunlight fell on her face, she fluttered her long eyelashes, and placed her hand and hand on her face, but her fingers felt the unevenness on her face, and the skin was no longer smooth.
I opened my eyes, but the pain in my heart was still on my face.
She sat up and looked at the sunlight falling on her body. It was very warm, just like a scene in a dream, except there was no brother here and nothing.
When the door was opened, she did not raise her head, but looked at the sunshine on herself blankly, as if she wanted to feel more, she moved her fingers, and there were already thin calluses on the fingertips.
A bowl was placed at her feet.
"It's time to eat," Lotte said coldly and bluntly, without any emotion at all. Lotte stretched out her trembling hand and picked up the bowl on the ground. She closed her eyes, lowered her head, and drank the contents in one sip.
thing.
There was only one bowl. If she didn't eat, she would go hungry. If she didn't eat, she would have nothing.
She put down the bowl in her hand, like a robot, lifeless. The visitor smiled coldly, "You can eat such things. I really don't know what your heart is made of?"
The door was closed, and the light outside the door was also closed. Lotte's hand was placed on her neck. The taste in her mouth would make her feel sick to her stomach.
Why can't she eat such a thing? If she doesn't eat it, what will she eat and wait to die?