"Lianrong, please." An expression of pain flashed across Min Haomin's face. Su Lianrong didn't even give him a chance to explain. That day he said he had something to tell her. She obviously agreed, but she wouldn't be alone with him.
An Youruo quietly took a few steps back. Min Haomin didn't look at her since she came in, as if she was nothing. Her heart was empty and she felt superfluous. After thinking about it, she looked up and saw Min Haomin's mother was a little indifferent.
Her expression is polite, but also wary. She is a bad woman. She can play with life, but she cannot marry an ordinary woman.
Mother Su watched An Youruo leave a little lonely. This girl really fell in love with Min Haomin. If they can be together, Haomin is indeed a good choice for An Youruo. The gentle and down-to-earth Haomin can make An Youruo
Youruo has a stable life, but her past is an obstacle that is as difficult to overcome as her daughter.
No man can easily accept a woman with bad habits.
"Lianrong, please, can you stay with me for a while?" Min Haomin almost begged, "I know I was wrong, and I don't dare to ask you to forgive me right now, but just stay with me for a while.
, just stay there, you can ignore me and just listen to me. Okay?"
Su Lianrong didn't know how to reject Min Haomin, and subconsciously wanted to find An Youruo, but she and Min Haomin were the only ones in the ward. Her mother who had just come in and Min's mother who was staying in the room were not there, and neither was An Youruo.
He pursed his lips and had a strange feeling. He seemed to like Jiangnan. He would feel sorry for Jiangnan if he was with another man again. However, it felt inappropriate to turn around and leave. After all, the person in front of him was the person he wanted to marry before he lost his memory.
man.
"My mother and I, and Mother Su, have already said what happened. I failed you and everything has nothing to do with you." Min Haomin's physical condition did not give him the strength to sit up. He could only lie down and reach out again.
Holding Su Lianrong's hand, he touched it timidly and tentatively, "Tian Haisheng said, if you hadn't saved me, I might have died or become a vegetative state. Lianrong, I know you are angry with me."
,please give me a chance to make amends, please?”
Su Lianrong wanted to withdraw her hand again, but Min Haomin refused to let go. She sighed, looked at Min Haomin, and said softly: "I really don't remember the feelings we had, if those feelings really existed. So,
I'm not angry, I saved you just because I used to be a doctor, and I don't want you to have any problems."
"We have been together for so long and have so many beautiful things. You just forgot for a moment. As long as there is enough time, you will definitely remember it. Lianrong, I can't let you go. To me, you are everything." Min Haomin smiled bitterly.
After a while, he said helplessly, "I'm sorry An Youruo, but I'm afraid of losing you. To weigh the two, I would rather let the world call me shameless than keep you."
Su Lianrong hesitated for a moment, then she felt resentful and said, "Min Haomin——"
"Call me Haomin, okay? Just like before, you always called me Haomin." Min Haomin looked at Su Lianrong pleadingly.
"Okay, Haomin, the title doesn't mean anything." Su Lianrong bit her lip, stared at Min Haomin, and said in one breath, "I have told you again and again that I have no previous memory, and my memory is only a short period of time.
, from waking up in the sea to now, in this memory there is only Jiangnan, without you, I don’t want to lie to you, I like Jiangnan now, I love him."
Min Haomin's body trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to say: "Lianrong, tell me you are just lying to me, you are just angry, okay? I can survive and stay here just because you are here, if I have the backbone
, I should try my best to leave, because I am ashamed of what happened to An Youruo, but she chose to take care of her, but you are here, I want to see you, I know you can't go back, everything here is better
, is more conducive to your future development, and I don’t even want to admit that you stay here maybe because of Gu Jiangnan, that man who is better than me. He also likes you. Can you lie to me, before you think of everything?
, I would rather believe that all this is just you being angry with me."
Su Lianrong didn't speak, she didn't know what to say.
With a long sigh, Min Haomin finally let go of Su Lianrong's hand and gave a wry smile, "Lianrong, I would rather exchange my life for your memory. At least that way, even if you really marry Gu Jiangnan, you will be the same in the future."
When you think of me occasionally in the years, you may feel a little sad, instead of like this now, you look down on me and I can't get your forgiveness."
"Min, Haomin, in fact, An Youruo really loves you. Although she has some past, her feelings for you are wholehearted." Su Lianrong couldn't bear it, and gently put Min Haomin's hand back.
Inside the quilt, the hands were slightly cold and hanging on the side of the bed, showing the owner's helplessness. "As long as you give her a little sunshine, she will definitely make your life brilliant."
Min Haomin just smiled bitterly and said slowly after a long time: "But, Lianrong, I would rather have some sunshine from you to make my life brighter from now on."
Su Lianrong looked at Min Haomin with a sad face in silence, unable to make a promise.
"Is one life enough?" Min Haomin suddenly said in a low voice, "Will the amnesia be temporary or lifelong? Lianrong, I only have one life in this world to be with you, so that means I still have one more life.
I will wait for you to think of our past. Lianrong, I know that you cannot forgive me for my mistakes, and I dare not ask for your forgiveness. However, I will spend my whole life waiting for you to think of our past, even if you may never
I won’t remember it.”
"Haomin, you don't have to be like this. I don't deserve this." Su Lianrong felt a little sad and said softly, "You don't have to bet your life's happiness -"
"This is my only hope, Lianrong, I would rather be like this." Min Haomin said softly.
Su Lianrong suddenly missed Gu Jiangnan. She needed him to be here so that she would have the courage to face all of this. With him here, she could escape from the reality of all of this. He always said with a smile, leave everything to him.
As long as he is here, she doesn't have to be afraid.
He is currently dealing with Gu Jiangbei's affairs and hopes he will come back soon. She likes to see his calm smile, as if everything is nothing in his eyes.
"Lianrong -" Looking at Su Lianrong who was suddenly in a trance, Min Haomin's only feeling was that she was thinking about Gu Jiangnan, her eyes were so gentle, and there were also some small grievances and expectations, "Can you talk to me for a while?
I promise I won’t mention the word love again, and will only say the most ordinary and boring things, as long as you are here, that’s fine.”