She deliberately pretended to be stupid, but Luo Yan didn't have any anger. His heart was like a pool of water, ripples caused by her.
Her long hair spread out in the water, and Qiu Bailu was like a fairy hiding in the water, which could disappear at any time. Luo Yan could only ensure that she tightened his arms and imprisoned her tightly in his own place.
It won't slip away when he's not paying attention.
"Forgot? Was your brain damaged by a wasp sting?" Luo Yan asked in a low voice. Although he couldn't see Qiu Bailu's face, he had an intuition that she was smiling.
It had been a long time since she had smiled in front of him. With such a smile... could he expect more?
"Yes, yes, the sting is broken, and it doesn't work anymore. I have to rely on you to raise it from now on. Is that okay?" Qiu Bailu said as she slapped the water with her hand, stirring up countless splashes, like a wave of water.
The scattered pearls fell from the sky.
Luo Yan turned her body over and said, "Xiao Lu, I need a formal explanation."
"Do you want to hold a press conference? Huh? Luo Yan, Luo Zheng said let me pity you and give you a chance. Don't frown, these are his original words, not made up by me. If you have any objection
If you are satisfied, you can go find him." Qiu Bailu did not avoid Luo Yan's gaze. She could see that Luo Yan did not want to say pity for him from others, especially her, but she did not care about what he heard.
Will you be unhappy after getting married? Is this called being confident?
Using love as a weapon...is not a difficult skill to learn.
To be honest, she didn't care about Luo Yan's feelings. If she couldn't be saved by others, then she would learn to save herself.
She thought about dying, and she also tried, but the result was not satisfactory to her. She did not die, and it caused her great pain. Her body could no longer withstand the torture, and she did not want to be laughed at by others when the time came. The Qiu family
My daughter has no great potential, but she cannot become the laughing stock of others.
She really had no choice about Luo Yan. She thought more than once whether it was his fault or her own fault that she fell into this situation.
She thought about it and couldn't come up with a definite answer, but one thing was right, if she followed his wishes, her life would be much easier.
Human beings are creatures that are best at seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages. No one will have trouble with their own body and health for no reason.
If you can't die, then live and live well.
Although she is reluctant, she believes that she will find a way to live in peace with Luo Yan.
"Honestly, you are very kind to me. When I have grown up, no one has been so kind to me except my father. Don't think I liked Huo Dongheng so much before, but he treated me not as good as a stranger. There is something in people's hearts.
Hate will blind your eyes. No matter what you do, he has a purpose in his heart. But even if he treats me like that... I am like a fool, not noticing at all, not feeling anything is wrong at all... Luo Yan
"Although I don't like some of your ways, if there weren't these unpleasant things, I don't think I would necessarily refuse to be with you..."
"so……"
"Don't worry, listen to me." Qiu Bailu interrupted Luo Yan. The water was a little cold, so she started to swim to the shore. During these days of living on the island, Qiu Bailu not only learned to climb trees, but also improved in swimming.
Quite a few.
Luo Yan followed her and watched her slowly land on the shore. Her clothes were soaked by the water and clung to her body, all of her bumpy figure was outlined. Qiu Bailu was unconscious. She and Luo Yan were getting along.
The pattern is different from that of ordinary people. Not to mention still wearing clothes, I don't know how many times I have seen Luo Yan take off his clothes, but even so, Luo Yan's eyes still darkened.
"But what happened happened, and some things cannot be changed. Just like the injuries on my body cannot be easily removed, I cannot say that I can write off the past. It would be unfair to myself...
But... I want to give you a chance... just like giving myself a chance... We can get along well. Maybe we can't fall in love in a short time, and there is no need to become like enemies, right? "
"If you can think so, that's the best." Luo Yan followed him ashore. He was like a god emerging from the water. His body seemed to be shining slightly under the direct sunlight. He walked towards Qiu Bailu, his face
His smile was different from his usual sincere smile, "Xiaolu, no one is perfect. If you have any problems with me, you can tell me and I will try my best to correct them. I have no demands on you. I just want you not to lie to me."
"No request? In fact, this is the most difficult request." Qiu Bailu smiled slightly, "You have such a loud voice."
"I'm not joking, but I really think so. Being my Luo Yan's woman won't be a lot of trouble." Luo Yan smiled, "So... are we getting along? Or can we give it a try?"
"
"Yes, it's closed, let's try it."
Luo Yan stretched out his hand, Qiu Bailu came closer, her small palm fell into his big palm, looking very protective.
But Luo Yan knew in his heart that her inside was not as weak as her appearance. Just like Qiu Bailu knew that Luo Yan said he had problems and would try his best to correct them, it was impossible to be normal.
Love may be rare, but even more rare is trust and sincerity.
Do you dare to give your sincerity to someone who has hurt you?
That’s really something that’s terrifying even when I think about it.
On the way back, Qiu Bailu lost her shoes because she ran away, so she had no choice but to let Luo Yan retreat all the way. Luo Yan didn't complain, but Qiu Bailu twisted around and felt very uncomfortable, as if there was a thorn in the man's back.
"If you keep twisting like this, I'm going to throw you down." Luo Yan threatened, Qiu Bailu grabbed his shoulders, like a koala with a skin disease, Luo Yan had to spend twice as much effort to stabilize him.
It was already very hard to walk in the jungle without her, and carrying such an uneasy guy on my back was really a headache.
Qiu Bailu snorted twice, "Then who can be blamed? It's not because you attracted the wasp here. Why are you so stupid? Why did you run to a place with people? Did you do it on purpose?"
"Yes, I did it on purpose. I saved your life on purpose, and now you have to blame me." Luo Yan patted Qiu Bailu's butt to ask her to be more honest.
Qiu Bailu was hurt by the beating and grinned, "Luo Yan, Luo Zheng said you didn't have a childhood, wouldn't you have never poked a hornet's nest?"
Luo Yan froze, then asked, "Have you ever stabbed me?"
"Of course, Qin Zhen took me there!" She proudly shared with him the stupid things she did when she was young, and did not notice that the aura around Luo Yan was gradually getting worse. "Qin Zhen is very capable, he can do everything.
To play, the slingshot he makes is very good. He can hit wherever he points. The children in our courtyard all like to play with him, but he never brings theirs. He only brings me..."
Qiu Bailu kept talking about her past with Qin Zhen. It wasn't until Luo Yan stopped that Qiu Bailu said as if she suddenly realized, "Oh, I'm just talking about my own affairs. Are you boring?"
It's not boring, if it was just her memory, he would be more than happy to share it with her.
But there was another man added to the memory. Although he was just a boy with no hair, it still made Luo Yan feel uncomfortable like a needle.
He smiled and said, "How come, you continue... ah..."
Luo Yan's voice was split, because Qiu Bailu suddenly reached out and grabbed his face, "Fake smile, what I hate the most is this fake smile! If you have something to say, you can't say it directly. You have to say something with a fake smile.
It doesn’t matter, I don’t care, I’m just faking my death!”
Knowing that he would not do anything to her, Qiu Bailu simply let go, "No one told you that you look ugly when you smile like this? And it looks like a fake smile at first glance."
"Is it really that fake?" If he hadn't been holding her, Luo Yan would have touched his face.
"Of course, remember to take a mirror to look at you when you smile in the future." The wind blew, Qiu Bailu felt a little cold, and her body tightened against Luo Yan's back.
Luo Yan felt her trembling and took steps again.
"Xiaolu."
"Um?"
"If possible...can you not mention those people again in the future..."
"who?"
"Those who...liked you, or the men you liked?"
The sun shines through the leaves, bringing meager warmth to the body. It must be very difficult for him to make this request. A man like him, with hundreds of millions of assets in his hands, is now so cautiously asking her such a request.
Ridiculous request.
It was really ridiculous, so ridiculous that the corners of her eyes became wet.
"You care?"
"Yes." Luo Yan said frankly. "I feel very uncomfortable hearing their names from your mouth."
His confession made it difficult for Qiu Bailu to say anything. But agreeing to him seemed too hasty. Not agreeing to him... Wouldn't he just crush himself to death and then bury him on the spot?
After thinking for a long time, Qiu Bailu whispered, "I'll try my best...but if I accidentally say something, you can't lose your temper with me."
"Okay, I'll just fake a smile."
"Luo Yan, where are you going to carry me? This doesn't seem to be the way back."
"I'm afraid there will be a swarm of wasps on the way back. It's not very safe. In our current situation, we can't run away. If we do encounter one, we're afraid of being in danger, so I'll take you on a new road."
"Hey...but that's not what it says on TV."
"?What was said on TV? What does this have to do with TV?"
"Generally on TV, if a woman asks a man where are you going to carry me, the man will say, I will carry you to my heart. If the woman asks how long I will carry you, the man will say, until I am too old to carry you anymore.
you."
"You want me to say that?"
"Hey, forget it, I always feel it's awkward to say such words from your mouth, you'd better walk well..."
The corners of Luo Yan's mouth were slightly raised. If someone he knew well saw it, they would be greatly surprised. When had this man who was so decisive in killing and killing ever seen such a sincere smile that reached the bottom of his heart?
But Qiu Bailu behind him didn't smile at all.
If life were just like the first meeting...if we could really stay at the first meeting, how wonderful it would be...