The moonlight casts sparkling waves on the swimming pool, the surrounding flowers and trees were silent, and Jin Enzhe's footsteps seemed like silent sighs. He stopped in front of the swimming pool, put his hands in his trousers, and there was no expression in his eyes.
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"We are impossible."
This sentence always lingered in his mind. He could never forget it. At the moment he caught up with her, there were still many things to say, but she just looked at him with red eyes and said such words with a frown.
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"Why?" Jin Enzhe had mustered up all his courage to trade for this moment. Even if he got such a sentence, he would not dare to back down. She has been wavering. At this time, has she finally made up her mind?
Are you going to use the age difference of only one year between them as an excuse for rejection? His heart was beating fast, eager to know the answer, but afraid of knowing. "Those words you just said beside my bed
, is it all fake? Everything between us is my wishful thinking all along? Everything in the holiday house and on Pearl Island is fake? I don’t believe it! Unless your heart is also fake
"Enzhe's voice was trembling, but his eyes were staring at her closely.
Huaijin lowered her head, and the wind blew her short hair, which was messy and seemed to cover her eyes.
"No, it's not like that. I know very well that I cherish everything between me and Enzhe, and there is a place for you in my heart. What I just said is what I have always wanted to tell you. When you are the first
When you confessed your love to me for the first time, I hoped you could have more courage. As long as you hold my hand seriously, I will follow you. No matter how long this life is, I know that I know myself very well.
heart. I have also thought that as long as we work a little harder, we can stay together and gain happiness. Do you believe it? Maybe my love comes earlier than yours. I still remember that after your parents passed away
Before, you were such a laughing child, as cheerful as a ray of sunshine, lighting up my heart. However, when sadness made you silent and cold, I began to be afraid and began to reject you. Because of your sadness
, in my heart, it was a hundred times more painful! So when I saw Xiaotao for the first time, her cheerfulness and smile reminded me of you in the past, and I unconsciously wanted to get close. Sometimes I think,
The reason why we became what we were later was not that we didn't cherish each other enough, but that we were both too cowardly. We were destined to reach a fork in the road." Huaijin said every word with tears in his eyes. About his smile
, she knew everything about her family, and her eyes even shone with a different light than usual.
"So this time, we can't continue to escape, can we?" Enzhe's beautiful brows knitted into a knot and he looked at her questioningly.
"I have always believed that Enzhe and I are destined. But it is only now that I see clearly that we are just destined. At that time, when we met like that, it was not a good start. And today I
The reason why I say these words to you is to end this fate. Since we haven’t had time to start yet, it’s better to end it here to avoid causing more pain to everyone.” Huaijin lowered his head and his shoulders trembled slightly.
"If it hasn't started yet, how can it end? Don't you even want to give us a chance? At least give it a try. Only after you try will you know where our fate lies! I will definitely not run away this time!"
Enzhe grabbed her shoulders hard, as if he was afraid that if he let go, she would disappear and never be found again. The promise from his mouth also seemed to be of great importance. Huaijin knew that Enzhe was not a random person.
Although the person who made the promise seemed to be indifferent to everything, all this was just to disguise the fragile wound in his heart. How could a child who had experienced the pain of losing his parents when he was a child dare to accept the world so easily? After all,
There is so much pain and pain that is pervasive.
Huai Jin could feel his heartache, but he still gritted his teeth and shook his head and said, "There is no time. Why didn't you say these words earlier? Why didn't you tell me how much you care until I made up my mind? Why should you?
To give hope to a dying heart? To shake her heart is to make her experience such pain in the end, do you understand?"
"I don't understand!" Enzhe said loudly. "We still have a lifetime to prove that we are the most suitable couple. Why should we give up now?"
"I'm going to get engaged soon!" Huaijin couldn't help shouting, and tears welled up in her red eyes.
Enzhe froze on the spot and looked at Huaijin motionless. Even if a gust of wind blew over, it would startle his heart and shiver uncontrollably. "You...what did you say?"
"Today is not only my birthday party, but also my engagement party. So, we have no future." Huaijin's voice seemed to rise from a dry well, slowly evaporating into the air. She looked at Enzhe,
But she didn't dare to look at him, her troubled heart seemed to be being cut to pieces by a thousand cuts. Enzhe's eyes were so pure, persistent, and eager, but with such eyes stained with sadness, should she be punished? If so, should she be punished?
, she had already accepted the punishment. The heartache at this moment was something she had never experienced before, and she had never thought that it would be so intense and cruel, and she would never forget it. Even so, she had to grit her teeth and continue talking. "
I'm sorry, it's because my love is not enough for me to be devoted to you. This time, I chose someone else."
Enzhe's hand slipped from her shoulder and hung limply. His whole body seemed to have been hollowed out, and he didn't even know where his soul had gone. He watched her turn and leave, her steps so heavy that she couldn't lift them up.
, just watched numbly as she disappeared into the last spring breeze. At this moment, he was standing by the swimming pool, and the same was true. The moonlight cast his shadow in the pool water, rippling slightly, making him unable to see his own appearance clearly. In his memory
His own memory has long been blurred, as if he has just lived in vain for the past nineteen years. In the end, he has nothing, and the people he cherishes the most eventually leave him one by one. He closed his eyes tightly and let it go.
This tired and stiff body was thrown straight into the cold water.
The sound of entering the water was accompanied by splashing water, which made the spring cold pierce the bone marrow.
At the same time, a woman's scream sounded from the pool.
Enzhe didn't seem to hear anything. He just submerged himself in the water, with waves rising and falling above his head, and the moonlight singing above his head. He seemed to be able to hear the voice of his childhood, such a warm, mother's lullaby, and that preference.
Short hair girl soft tone.
"Kim Eun-cheol...Kim Eun-cheol..."
He almost forgot his name and identity, and his confused thoughts settled in the coldness of the water. But the voice in his ears became extremely clear and harsh. He opened his eyes suddenly, surfaced, and saw a figure next to him.
Struggling in the water.
"Kim Eun-cheol...help..." I didn't know whether the unclear voice was calling him or calling for help.
Enzhe grabbed the other person's arm, quickly swam to the edge of the swimming pool, and pulled the person up. Only by the light of a street lamp did Enzhe see Lu Xueyan's face clearly. She seemed to have choked on a lot of water,
Not only was her body cold, her face was pale, her lips were purple, and her consciousness was dazed. Enzhe patted her face twice, but there was no sign of her waking up.
Everyone who heard the noise came from the hall and saw Enzhe pinching Lu Xueyan's nose, performing artificial respiration mouth to mouth, and pressing her abdomen.
Lu Xueyan's wet eyelashes trembled slightly, like a frightened butterfly. After a while, she regained consciousness enough to open her eyes. The first thing that reflected in her blurred vision was Jin Enzhe's heroic spirit.
The imposing outline, wet and still terrifyingly cold.
Enzhe breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her open her eyes and asked casually: "Why are you so careless?"
Lu Xueyan blinked twice, as if remembering something, she sat up suddenly, pinched Jin Enzhe's face again and again, then she calmed down, punched him in the chest, and said angrily: "What do you have?
You can't think about things, why should you commit suicide in such a low-level way?"
Enzhe frowned and looked at her, and asked in confusion: "Suicide?"
"You...I saw you jump into the water with my own eyes, I..." Lu Xueyan was shivering from the cold, and the words coming out of her blue lips seemed incoherent.
Enzhe shrugged and said, "I just want to jump into the water to wake myself up." Then he stared at Lu Xueyan suspiciously with his clear eyes. "You don't want to save me, right?"
Lu Xueyan suddenly became speechless and looked at him blankly. "I...I thought you..."
Before she could finish her defense, Enzhe laughed helplessly and said: "Who wants to commit suicide? He can't swim, but he still imitates others as a lifeguard? Miss Lu, are you too brave? What if?
I really want to die, and you really have to be buried with me today. Do you know? Next time you do such a dangerous thing, remember to think carefully about whether you should..." His worried look on his handsome face was revealed.
The moonlight shone extraordinarily brightly, shining like stars, which made Lu Xueyan's heart suddenly light up.
So the rest of the words were choked in the throat by Lu Xueyan's hug.
Enzhe half-crouched on the ground in a daze, seemingly unable to recover from Lu Xueyan's abrupt move.
All etiquette and reserve were completely forgotten by Lu Xueyan. She could only feel the throbbing in her heart, which was so strong that she could not break free. It seemed that in an instant, she identified the person in front of her, regardless of everything.
, using her life to prove her heart, there is nothing she dare not be brave about. She hugged him tightly, no matter whether he wanted it or not, no matter what he thought, and no matter who else was in his heart, she just wanted to have him.
She said softly: "If you are good, I will be good."
Enzhe raised his eyes in panic and met the mixed gaze of Cui Huaijin in the crowd, and then saw her looking away indifferently. Enzhe's chest seemed to be suddenly stuffed with a ball of cotton, and he couldn't breathe.