"Actually, it's not that I don't like it, but it's because I like and love my son that I struggle even more, to the point where I go too extreme when it comes to things related to you. You can't understand those complicated emotions. I always feel that
You are still young, so I shouldn't tell you such things. But now, I think it should be okay, because you seem to have understood what love is." His father turned his head and looked at Min Hao, with a bitter smile on his lips.
Min Hao raised his head and looked at his father in confusion.
My father narrowed his eyes slightly, wandering around somewhere in the room without focus, and said with a sigh: "You know, there is no affection at all between your mother and I. Some people say that affection can be cultivated at the beginning.
, I told myself the same thing, so in the first few years of marriage, I tried my best to do what a good husband could do, until that person appeared and let me know that I could no longer deceive myself. Her name was Hu Jing, and she was me.
My first love, because my family disagreed, we were forced to separate. She left me and disappeared. I searched for her for a long time. In the end, I had no choice but to agree to marry your mother. Who knew that your mother would
When I was pregnant with you, I met her again. It turned out that she was hiding in a cake shop and working as a cake chef. She has always been a very good cake chef, and I know that she loves this job very much."
When Min Hao saw his father mentioning the woman named Hu Jing, his eyes were filled with hope. Although he didn't live with his parents for many years, he had never seen such passion between his parents. He even felt that
Now his father still looks like he has the sparkle of youth. But he is surprised. Did his father ever really love someone?
"Han Xiaotao is also very good at making cakes. Is it because of inheritance from father to son, so even the types of girls he likes are the same?" Cui Minhao said with some humor.
The father also smiled and continued: "But our meeting was a mistake, because two young hearts could not keep their peace. Your mother happened to be pregnant with you at that time, and I had more free time to have a tryst with Hu Jing. We
It was like going back to the old days, when the two were carefree and reminiscing about the feeling of first love. We went back to the campus back then, found the desks and chairs from that time, wandered in the garden, and made cakes together. My baking skills,
She also trained her personally. She is really a very patient woman and has become more mature. Unfortunately, the good times did not last long. Our relationship was discovered by your mother, and she asked me to choose between the two women. I was very happy.
Pain, really painful. I don't want to abandon my existing family, but I also have the right to true love, and I want to fight for my own happiness. So I selfishly chose Hu Jing. Your mother was in so much pain that she had to move her fetus.
I was so angry that I gave birth to you prematurely." There was an expression of pain and struggle in his brows. Even after many years, he still could not hide the pain of the decision made at that time. He knew that he had to abandon his wife for his own happiness.
What a selfish act it is to be a wife. But he has no way to restrain his pursuit of true love, and no way to give up the happiness he has regained. Even if he has to bear the infamy of the world, he still has to give it a try.
"So my mother always thinks that it was because of my existence that I gave you time to develop a relationship, which led to the changes in the family?" Cui Minhao murmured. He only knew that his father once fell in love with a woman other than his mother, and the family
There was a fierce quarrel. But he didn't know that it turned out to be his father's first love, and he didn't know that it happened just before he was born. His heart was filled with bitter and unspeakable feelings. Because of his father
Is it true that because I pursue true love, I will be disgusted by my mother?
The father sighed deeply and did not answer.
Min Hao knew that this was acquiescence. Because his father could not answer such a cruel question. The entanglements and grievances of the previous generation should not be left to the next generation. Moreover, Min Hao was innocent. He should have been like other children.
He still enjoys his childhood and the love of his parents, but because of his father's selfish decision, his life has become fragmented. Min Hao can't blame anyone, because there is no right or wrong in love.
"Your mother can't face you. She wants to love you and protect you, just like every mother does to her children. But as soon as she sees you, she thinks of that past, which makes her sad and embarrassed. I know,
She was afraid that you would not be able to bear it after learning this, so she left you for England. Everything she did was to protect you from harm, and at the same time to protect the wound in her own heart." Father narrowed his eyes.
Eyes. The root of all mistakes comes from him. The wrong person is him, but everyone has to bear the punishment, which is unfair. But he can't negotiate fairness with God. "In fact, the one who deserves the punishment the most
It’s me. It’s me who hurts all the people who don’t deserve to be hurt.”
Min Hao pursed his lips tightly, but couldn't help but his shoulders trembled slightly. His Adam's apple rolled, and he asked hesitantly: "Since you have decided to give up this family, what about..."
The father smiled bitterly and shook his head and said: "She is gone. Just when I was about to sign the divorce agreement with your mother, Hu Jing left me quietly, just like the first time. I searched all possibilities
There was no trace of her anywhere. I came to her residence and she had moved away. I found a torn hospital examination sheet in the trash can. It turned out that she had broken my child. In order not to
She chose to leave after destroying my family." He covered his face with his hands, as if he was afraid that tears would well up. What would it be like for a middle-aged man to shed tears for his first love? He himself also
I don’t know. Let alone in front of my own children.
"Why are you telling me this now?" Min Hao asked quietly.
His father patted Min Hao on the shoulder and said, "Stick to what you want and never give up."
Min Hao frowned and looked at his father in confusion.
"When Hu Jing left, I chose to compromise, which ultimately led to a big mistake. Now that I think about it, if I could have persisted a little longer and let Hu Jing feel my sincerity and determination, maybe she wouldn't have left.
There will be a misplaced marriage and everything that will follow. Now, you are facing the same choice that your father made back then. I hope you can stick to your heart and not follow my old path, do you understand?" My father said sincerely.
Listening to his father's words, Min Hao's heart was turned upside down like an earthquake. But one thing he knew very well was that what his father said was his direction. "I will. For Xiaotao, I will never give up. I will make her forever."
stay with me."
My father smiled and said, "Okay, if you want to fight to the end, you have to have a good rest. No matter what, just remember the word 'persistence'." After saying that, he turned around and went upstairs. When he was halfway there, he
He turned back and said to Min Hao: "Your sister's wedding will be held in a few days. You should be very busy. Remember to come and help."
Min Hao pursed his lips and said nothing. He always felt that his father's eyes were a little deep.
Han Xiaotao was left in the hotel, looking out the window boredly. After a while, Tang Xiaoxiao knocked on the door.
"Aren't you asleep?" Xiao Tao stared at Xiaoxiao in surprise. Why did this girl appear as soon as Min Hao left? From just now, Xiaotao felt something was wrong. Now Tang Xiaoxiao's sudden appearance may not be a coincidence.
Naturally, Tang Xiaoxiao would not confess frankly. He scratched his head and said, "Ah, I'm so drunk that I can't sleep now, so I came here to find you."
"But how did you know I was in this room?" Han Xiaotao blinked and looked at her suspiciously. She knew that this girl could never justify her lies.
Tang Xiaoxiao swallowed, stared and said: "Such a loud noise can certainly be heard next door. That old woman was so noisy and said so many unpleasant things that I wanted to rush over and teach her a lesson. If I hadn't seen
That Cui Minhao still has some conscience and knows how to speak for you, but I really don't want you to go through the troubled waters of the Cui family."
Han Xiaotao saw Tang Xiaoxiao pouting with disdain on her face, as if she was the one suffering. She couldn't help but find it funny, and pulled Tang Xiaoxiao into the room. "Okay, okay, you are right, I know you care about me. But today is over
It’s very late, so you’d better have a good sleep and talk about anything tomorrow, okay?” He said with a naughty smile.
Tang Xiaoxiao looked at Han Xiaotao seriously and said, "You should sleep, of course. But the old witch just scolded you so unpleasantly, are you really okay? I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep."
"Me? Of course I'm fine. What Mrs. Cui thinks and says is her business. Only his son can explain it to her. It's useless no matter how anxious I am. So, leave this matter to Min Hao.
It's taken care of, I believe him. As for me, I just have to sleep well and recuperate. Sister Huaijin's wedding will be in a few days, and I always feel that there is something wrong in the middle, and I may still be busy." Han Xiaotao sighed.
Thinking of Sister Huaijin's chaos, she felt palpitations. She seemed to be very scared, afraid that Sister Huaijin would really compromise like this, because Xiao Tao could clearly see that Sister Huaijin didn't love Pan Yun at all, and she and Enzhi
The elders are a perfect match. Han Xiaotao doesn't want to see elder Enzhi giving up like this.
"You don't still want to meddle in other people's business, do you?" Tang Xiaoxiao said in surprise. "Please, you are now a mud bodhisattva who can't save yourself when crossing the river, okay? Moreover, Sister Huaijin's marriage is a foregone conclusion, and you can still let Jin Enzhe snatch the bride.
Can't do it?" She suddenly choked. As for the idea of stealing a bride, with Han Xiaotao's fiery personality, she could really do it.
"If we really get to that point, we can't rule out the possibility." Han Xiaotao said disapprovingly.
"Oh my God, do you think that old witch hates you to death? Everyone can see that Mrs. Cui nodded her head to express her satisfaction with this marriage. I watch the TV series every day and it says that the marriage between two families is very beneficial to the Cui family.
Big advantage. Anyway, I don’t understand it, but at least I know that Mrs. Cui will never let anything go wrong in this marriage. If you make trouble in the middle, then the problem will be big!" Tang Xiaoxiao said anxiously.
Han Xiaotao sighed. For the sake of Sister Huaijin's lifelong happiness, even if she temporarily offends Mrs. Cui, there is nothing she can do. And things haven't really come to that point yet. It's better to sort out the things at hand now and leave.
Just take it one step at a time. "Go to sleep." She smiled comfortingly and did not answer directly. She just lay quietly on the bed, keeping things in her head sorted out and confused.
But no matter what, Han Xiaotao's inner belief has not changed. That wrong wedding must be stopped.