The big wave of grievances came like a raging tide, and the big tears just rolled down. No matter how hard she tried to suppress them, they couldn't resist them. But she didn't want to be seen by him, so she turned her head and let the tears fall silently.
It slipped, and there was a tight pain in my chest.
Thinking of the pain she had endured in the past, she felt more or less aggrieved...
Perhaps from the beginning, she shouldn't have fallen in love with this man over her own abilities. If she hadn't fallen in love, maybe there wouldn't have been so much pain and she would have become more free and easy.
Over the years, she has tried very hard to forget everything, just to prove that she can live well without him, be very happy, and have the ability to take back the good life her daughter gave her. But she wants to forget so hard, why does he choose to
Want to provoke her?
If he doesn't like her and dislikes her, can he also stay away from her? Stay far away from her?
The atmosphere in the car was very strange. He noticed tears streaming down her face. Seeing her stubbornly turning her head to let the tears flow silently, for a moment, his heart felt suffocated and a trace of guilt surged up...
He doesn't know what happened to him?
He always lost his temper at her when he was in a complicated and depressed mood, as if to remind himself how hateful and troublesome she was, but after losing his temper, it had the effect of hurting her, but his mood did not improve at all.
On the contrary, it was even more uncomfortable.
He couldn't help frowning his thick eyebrows, and subconsciously tightened his grip on the steering wheel, not knowing how to speak.
The rain kept falling and her tears kept flowing.
People always lose their rationality when they are extremely irritable, and caring can manifest in many ways, and he may be a weirdo who finds her tears annoying and her crying makes him feel uncomfortable, so he said to her in an annoyed tone, "Stop crying.
!!”
The tone was still so harsh and hurtful.
Mu Yuzhen smiled bitterly, her tears sliding down her face. She took a deep breath and forced herself to calmly say, "Mr. Teng, please open the door. I don't have the honor to sit in your car."
Hearing this, he looked at her, and her unfamiliar tone made him feel even more upset. He pulled off his collar, and instead of answering her, he prepared to start the car and said in a cold voice, "I'll take you back."
"No need!! I can't afford to ride in your car."
"Mu Yuzhen!!"
He yelled at her, couldn't she stop contradicting him?
She had to make him angry and bring out all his temper before she would give up?
The roar frightened her, but she looked back at him in a humble manner, holding back the tears in her eyes, "You don't have to yell at me so loudly, we have no relationship, and you don't need to drive me back.
I was flattered that someone with a certain status came out to see me off in the middle of the night, but Teng Jinsi, I am also a human being. Did you come out specifically to see me off, or did you come out specifically to insult me? What is it about me that doesn't go with your wishes? Is it even me?
Is breathing wrong?"
Holding back the tears in her eyes, she turned her head to look at the rainy road ahead, and said bitterly, "If you hate me so much, why don't you just fire me? Wouldn't it be nice to be out of sight, out of mind? You don't have to worry about me at all.
I still have such thoughts about you, between us..." She choked, and suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and her voice couldn't help but become hoarse, and then continued, "Between us, it was just a mistake."
As soon as he finished speaking, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and the luster of his tears was illuminated by the street lights.
Teng Jinsi sat in silence and listened to her. The two were in a stalemate for a while before he pressed the button and unlocked the door, pressing his thin lips tightly and saying nothing.
She then pushed open the car door, ran out of the car and rushed into the heavy rain.
Watching her back gradually disappearing into the rain, Teng Jinsi didn't drive the car back for a long time. He let the car park on the roadside, with the rain constantly hitting the car window mirror. He took out his cigarette and looked at his slender face.
Holding it in his hand, he smoked one cigarette after another until he coughed violently and then cut off the cigarette butt.
Her desolate voice echoed in my ears: Teng Jinsi, I am also a human being. Did you come out all the way to send me off or to insult me? Is it because I even breathed wrongly? You hate me so much, why don't you just fire me?
Suddenly, when I reflect on everything I have done over the years, have I really gone too far?
He has always thought that no amount of hurt is too much, but he has forgotten that she will also feel uncomfortable, cry, and suffer...
An unexplainable emotion surged into his heart, binding his heart tightly like silk, going round and round, layer after layer, and it was still messy after being cut...
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The consequence of returning home in the rain is a serious illness!
When she woke up the next day, it was noon, and it was already past the time to go to work, but she didn't want to ask for leave. After all, she had already been absent all morning, so let's just leave it at that. Being absent from work was not a big deal.
Mu Yuzhen felt extremely dizzy and wanted to sit up to get some water to drink. A hot flash came out of her nose. When she touched it with her hand, it was blood...
Bright red blood...
Shocking blood...
Mu Yuzhen felt panicked for some reason, and then quickly took out the tissue, raised her head, put the tissue under her nostrils, and patted her forehead.
She thought she might be suffering from internal heat.
Otherwise, there will be no nosebleeds.
When she felt better, she took away the tissue and stared at the bright red blood on it, dazed.
In the past, when I watched those sad Korean TV dramas, the heroine got cancer, and the hero's love was so unforgettable. At that time, she always had too much yearning for love, and she would be stupid thinking that if one day, she would also get it.
Cancer, if you can get such deep love, death is enough.
Silly?
She couldn't help but smile when she thought about the girl's thoughts in the past.
Life is yours, how can you use it to offset love?
To love others, you must first love yourself. Perhaps it would be more exciting to live for others.
At this moment, she lives well and seriously for the sake of her daughter, and is responsible for herself and her future.
Mu Yuzhen thought of Niuniu's cute little appearance, and instantly gained strength and regained some energy. She secretly said to herself that such a minor illness could not defeat her.
She never needed to go to the hospital when she had a cold. She just came here like this. What does it matter this time?
With this in mind, she got out of bed again, went to freshen up, found some pills and took one. After struggling with this for a while, she finally remembered to turn on the phone.
As soon as I turned on the phone, the phone call came in.
Mu Yuzhen couldn't help but frown and pressed the answer button, "Hello."
"Yilan, thank God you finally got through. Come back quickly. The president was furious this morning and is now clamoring for you to see him."
"what happened?"
Mu Yuzhen frowned and asked, since she hadn't been there all morning, there was no reason for him to get angry and blame other colleagues, right?
Linda said anxiously, "My eldest lady, have you forgotten that we have a cooperation meeting with the French Sunshine Group today to showcase this year's main clothing design, but you didn't come. The president sent a message.
Big fire..."
Hearing this, Mu Yuzhen took a deep breath, and then suddenly thought of such a serious meeting at nine o'clock this morning!!
result……
She forgot about it.
Mu Yuzhen couldn't help but become anxious, and quickly said to Linda, "I am now..."
"Mu Yuzhen!! Where are you now!!"
His cold voice suddenly came from the phone, and it was obvious that he had taken away Linda's phone.
Mu Yuzhen's heart tightened and she quickly said, "I...I'm at home."
"Are you at home?" He couldn't believe it.
"Mu Yuzhen, do you know how important this morning's meeting is, but you told me you are at home now!!" He thought something had happened to her!
The phone cannot be reached and no one can be contacted!
He was about to come to find someone!
But she told him that she was at home when she delayed such an important matter?
Mu Yuzhen knew that she was in the wrong, so she didn't say anything, thinking that she would be scolded by him again, but he sighed and continued, "Run to the airport now, I'll wait for you there! After they get on the plane back to France
You must discuss this matter beforehand and bring your work with you."
"I see."
After hanging up the phone, Mu Yuzhen began to prepare in a panic. She put away her design drawings and stuffed them all into her bag. Regardless of how weak and uncomfortable her body was, she bravely headed to the airport.
rush.
Unexpectedly, there was a serious traffic jam along the way.
In this bustling city, there will always be a traffic jam every time when we reach the rush hour after get off work.
By chance, she met him.
Mu Yuzhen was extremely anxious in the taxi, and Teng Jinsi kept calling to urge her.
When we were still half an hour away from the airport, the call came again. As soon as I got through, I asked, "Where have you been?"
"Hurry up, there's a traffic jam here."
"Hurry up, there won't be enough time in a while."
Mu Yuzhen hung up the phone and watched the taxi move little by little, feeling anxious.
She had no choice but to pay the fare and said, "Master, get off right here!!"
ps: A certain Tang has returned from the anti-Japanese war, haha... (I have recovered a lot from the operation. At least I can use the computer to write. Normal updates will resume from today. You guys have been waiting for a long time. A certain Tang is really embarrassed, (*^
__^*) Hee hee...but thank you all for waiting so patiently.)