She burst into tears, why was this happening, why was he so cruel to her, why did this tragic experience have to happen again, why was this time more heartbreaking and more desperate than the last time!
He kissed her irrationally, suppressing all her struggles, and she was unable to struggle anymore.
There were mirrors on all sides, reflecting the scene of their entanglement. It was so dark that night seven years ago that she couldn't see clearly, but this time, all the cruel scenes were presented in front of her.
She didn't want to look, but she couldn't close her eyes. There seemed to be a strange voice in her heart saying to her: Remember all this, remember, only when you remember clearly can you hate resolutely!
But……
It's really too cruel...
She can't stand it...
I really can't stand it...
She closed her eyes, breathed weakly, and allowed herself to be ruthlessly controlled by fate...
When she sent him out in the morning, it was still so beautiful. Although she was not sure whether she had fallen in love with him, at least she wanted to work hard. Even if their engagement was mixed with impure purposes, he knelt down that night.
The moment he gave her the ring in the snow, she was really moved. Seeing how kind he was to Xiaochen, and seeing how much Yunhen liked her, she really imagined that her life would be peaceful from now on, but she didn't expect... Really
Unexpectedly...
In the blink of an eye, tragedy will be staged and despair will come.
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"Gu Xijue...I will really hate you to death...I will never forgive you until I die!" She said softly, as if she was speaking to herself, but she could only say it to herself, because he was completely confused.
It has become a tool controlled by desire.
But--
He seemed to actually hear it.
Suddenly, he stopped all his movements, looked up at her blankly, and found that she had already burst into tears.
She opened her eyes, not wanting to look at him, but she couldn't control her tears, and the bitter and cold liquid flowed into her mouth.
He shook his head vigorously to get rid of the chaotic thoughts in his mind, and was shocked to realize that she in his arms had been bullied by him into a miserable state, with disheveled clothes and tears streaming down her face.
"Haitang..." He finally regained his sense and wanted to kill himself. Although she hadn't made a big mistake yet, she was obviously frightened.
She lowered her head and cried aggrievedly.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He apologized repeatedly and helped her tidy up her clothes. His hands were shaking all the time, and the evil surging in his blood was still at work.
She didn't speak or look at him. His heart felt as if several knives had been stabbed deeply, and the pain was so painful that he almost couldn't breathe. But his pain was nothing, she was a hundred times more painful than him!
"Haitang... I'm sorry... I can't control myself..." His rationality was a little confused again. In desperation, he punched a nearby mirror, smashing it into pieces, and blood flowed out instantly, causing pain.
The feeling can keep him temporarily sane.
"Ah..." She screamed in fright, and saw him cutting the rope on her hand with the glass shards.
The rope was very strong. Gu Xichao had obviously planned it. He couldn't get it free no matter what. As he moved, the glass shards cut his hand deeply, but he didn't care. He just focused on cutting the rope, concentrating on cutting the rope.
Just want her to leave.
Drops of warm liquid fell on her arm, that was his blood.
It turns out that his blood has temperature.
Xi Haitang suddenly closed his eyes, hating him and feeling a little sorry for him.
"Haitang, you'll be fine soon, right away!" He didn't feel any pain in his hands, only that his heart was twisted into a ball.
The rope around her wrist was finally untied.
"Haitang, hurry up and untie the rope around your feet!" He almost yelled, but stopped helping. He clenched his hands tightly into fists, as if he was holding back something.
The effect of the medicine in his body has reached its maximum at this moment. Gu Xichao deliberately wanted to torture him and used the most severe force. Every time he persisted for another minute, the pain would become ten times worse, and his whole body felt like it was on fire.
Same, it hurts so much!
Xi Haitang struggled to untie the rope from her feet, stepped back, and wanted to escape, but she found that all the exits were blocked. The only place that could lead to the outside was the terrace, which was four stories above the ground.
Terrace…
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Gu Xijue sat on the ground, leaning against the cold wall, looking at her in confusion as she left and returned, "Let's go! Why don't you go faster?!"
"Gu Xijue, you bastard! Do you think I don't want to leave?!" Xi Haitang also broke down, crying and yelling at him.
He was on the verge of collapse, and he didn't even dare to look up at her, fearing that all his self-control would be overwhelmed by the sight of her.
She cried and said, "All exits are blocked..."
The veins on his forehead throbbed, "Gu Xichao, even if I were a ghost, I would never let you go!"
Gu Xijue, who was almost tortured to death by the evil in his body, gritted his teeth and stood up from the ground, but because of his frivolous steps, he bumped into a mirror nearby.
With a "crash", the fragments fell to the ground, and he bled even more.
Xi Haitang looked at him in fear, but he smiled. Those wounds were like the best medicine, which could wake him up and keep him sane so that he would not do anything worse than a beast to her again.
Slowly, he walked to the edge of the terrace, turned around and looked back at her, his eyes heavy, "Begonia, do you know what the most romantic love words in the world are?"
"..." She thought he was crazy, otherwise he would not say such things at such a time.
"Actually, I didn't know that before. It was my mother who once said..."
——Will we still be together in the next life?
——This is what you asked in your previous life.
"Haitang, if there is an afterlife, I hope our encounter can be better."
He suddenly smiled, his eyes sparkling with tears, and a faint light shone from the fragments of the mirror, which was more transparent than crystal.
The surge in his body hit him again, and he could no longer hold it back...
Finally, I understood the book "Half Life" that my mother loved most during her lifetime. It turns out that the fate between two people is really so vague, the meeting is so short, but the world is so long.
"Haitang, take care." The night wind roared by. He looked at the ground, jumped up, and disappeared at the edge of the terrace in an instant.