The red light in the operating room was on, and it had been on for several hours. The people guarding the door all looked haggard.
Yun Hen has been silent, with no expression on his face, but his weak shoulders are straight. He refuses to sit or lean, and just stands upright, his eyes staring at the operating room for a moment.
As if he kept staring at the door, Gu Xijue would immediately walk out of it, healthy.
Xi Haitang wanted to go over and comfort him, but she didn't know how to comfort him. For Yunhen, Gu Xijue was the closest person in his life. Yunhen grew up with him, even if the relationship between father and son was not that good.
Passionate, but the love that is thicker than water and the six years of companionship are incomparable to anything and anyone, not even her biological mother. She understands, really understands.
Xiaochen hid in Xi Haitang's arms and shed tears secretly. She comforted her for a while, but it didn't take long for her to start crying again. Her beautiful big eyes were swollen as big as walnuts, and they were filled with tears.
It makes people feel distressed.
The time hand pointed to 12:30, and it was lunch time. The company's assistants bought several fast food, but no one had an appetite, and they all shook their heads and said they didn't want to eat.
The assistant was helpless and was about to leave with the lunch box, but Yunhen suddenly rushed over, raised his head, his stiff face was full of strength, his lips trembled slightly, and his voice was choked, "Give me one, I'll eat it!"
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The assistant was stunned, and everyone else was also stunned. Xi Haitang's tears rolled down in an instant.
Yunhen took a lunch box, squatted in a corner, and started eating. He didn't look at the food at all, he just kept eating and eating without chewing much. He just swallowed it down in a daze, with his tears in his eyes.
Daddy said that boys should be strong, he can't be afraid, it's just surgery, daddy will get better, he should eat normally, and don't let daddy worry, if he gets sick, daddy will be even more sad.
So he wants to eat, he must eat!
Xi Haitang walked over gently, hugged Yunhen's head, and said distressedly, "Yunhen, slow down, eat slowly... You can't eat so fast alone, we haven't eaten yet, you have to wait.
We, eh?!”
She took two more box lunches from her assistant, one for herself and one for Xiaochen, "Mommy, stay with you... let's wait together, okay?"
"Yeah!" Yunhen nodded heavily, and so did Xiaochen.
Qin Hao raised his head and held back his tears, "Gu Xijue, have you seen that, although you are a bastard, if something happens to you, many people will be sad!"
Guan Xiaofei wiped her face roughly with the back of her hand and handed the chopsticks to Qin Hao, "Hubby, let's eat too!"
Outside the operating room, they ate their lunches in silence, but who could understand the taste?!
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Xiaochen usually has a good appetite, but today she couldn't eat so much. With more than half of the lunch box left, she put down her chopsticks and said, "Mommy, I can't eat anymore..."
"It's okay." Xi Haitang took Xiaochen's lunch box and put it aside.
Looking at Yunhen again, he seemed like he couldn't eat, but he still kept trying. He accidentally choked and coughed violently. Xi Haitang hurried over and patted his back, "Yunhen, are you okay?
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"Ahem...no, it's okay..." Yunhen is very strong, so strong that it makes people feel heartbroken.
"Drink some water and press it down." Xi Haitang handed over the water glass, and Yun Hen took a few sips obediently, and the corners of his mouth were slightly moist.
Xiaochen came over and wiped the corners of his mouth with his little hands, and found that there were tears in the corners of his eyes, "Yunchen, if you don't cry, your dad will be fine. No, no, no, he is ours."
Daddy is right! Now he is also my daddy, but I have never called him that. He will definitely be fine. Even for me, he should get better, right? "
"Yes!" Yunhen hugged Xiaochen hard, "Xiaochen, you are so cute and well-behaved. Daddy must like you very much. He can't let you go, so you will get better soon, right?"
"Yes! Didn't you say before that I am the little princess in the family? Who dares not to listen to what the little princess says? If I say daddy will get better, he will definitely get better!"
Xiaochen and Yunhen hugged each other tightly, encouraging and comforting each other. The unique telepathy between the twins made it easy for them to sense each other's emotions, so communication was particularly convenient and even more touching.
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Xi Haitang looked at the two children silently, and then looked at the red light in the operating room. If Gu Xijue had not jumped off the balcony, she thought she would think that he deserved to die like this, but...but he jumped anyway, in order not to
To let her be hurt again, he chose to hurt himself.
The emotions in my heart are very complicated, and I can’t describe the feeling...
Children don't know the grudges between adults. They just care about their father, who is connected by blood. But what should she do?
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The red light in the operating room finally went out, and the two children rushed forward together, as did Qin Hao and Guan Xiaofei.
Xi Haitang silently lowered his shoulders, turned around, and left...
After walking out of the hospital, Xi Haitang walked lonely on the sidewalk, her eyes wandering, as she did when she was a child, counting the pieces of bluestone under her feet and a thousand shapes to form a complete picture. How many trivial things can make up a life? How many lives?
, can constitute life?
The road ahead is uncertain. Is there a place where she can express the pain in her heart? The feeling of suffocation makes her almost collapse.
The New Year was about to come, and there was already a festive atmosphere on the street, but she couldn't feel the breath of happiness at all. The traffic lights were intertwined, and she didn't even notice it. She stepped out of the zebra crossing and walked into the flow of cars.
Suddenly, a sharp whistle interrupted her absence. Xi Haitang looked up suddenly and saw a jeep roaring towards her. She died in a second. Fortunately, someone suddenly grabbed her arm and took her to the car.
safe zone.
"Thank you..." She thanked her subconsciously, but unexpectedly fell into a pair of eyes full of tenderness and care.
Xiao Muyuan's expression was clear, and his voice was filled with deep affection that was hard to swallow, and lingering nostalgia, caressing her ears and drifting into her heart, "Begonia, you don't know how to take care of yourself."