Gu Xijue's heart felt like a heavy hammer was suddenly hit hard. He couldn't tell what it felt like...
On New Year's Eve, he put a ring on his ring finger and then threw away the one that belonged to her. He told her that from now on he was hers and she was free.
Yes, he gave her freedom, because she had the right to pursue her own happiness, and he was not qualified to tie her down for the rest of her life. But when he saw those three words Xiao Muyuan, he really felt that it was unacceptable. It turned out that this was envy.
This is the feeling of jealousy, this is the feeling of "I am lucky to get it, but I am not destined to die"!
Many times, fate is like this. Only the person who has experienced those things with you can enter your life. No matter how many people come before and after this life, if you miss that one, you will miss it for the rest of your life.
Love is like an hourglass, when the mind is empty, the heart is filled.
"Begonia, let's talk, okay?"
Xi Haitang looked at the time, then looked at the thick stack of information next to the computer and felt very embarrassed, "I'm very busy and don't have time. Let's talk about it next time."
"Ten minutes, just ten minutes, okay?!" He continued to request.
Xi Haitang sighed lightly and nodded, "Okay, you say."
She put down what she was doing and looked at him, expressionless.
Gu Xijue suddenly felt that she couldn't say the words that were on her lips. Her expression was very calm, as if what happened at the maternal and child health center a few hours ago did not exist at all. She really didn't care anymore...
Sighing dejectedly, he shook his head, "Forget it, let's not talk anymore, just get busy!"
Turning around, he went to the guest room opposite.
Many times people give up, thinking that it is just a relationship, only to realize in the end that it is a lifetime.
There is an unchangeable fate between them, just like the misaligned drawings on her desk, slowly extending one by one and staggering bit by bit, the further they get further and further apart.
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When passing by the children's room, Gu Xijue found that the door was ajar, and a faint light shone through the crack in the door. After this period of time, he had understood that although Xiaochen was no longer afraid of the shadow of the car accident, he was still afraid of the shadow of the car accident.
I still can't change my habit of sleeping with a small desk lamp.
Gently pushing the door open, he took off his slippers and walked in barefoot. When he got to the bed, he saw Xiaochen and Yunhen sleeping peacefully one above the other, with the corners of their mouths slightly raised. Xiaochen was holding him in his arms.
I bought her a bear pillow, and there was a fairy tale book next to Yunhen's pillow... It was obvious that they were very happy before going to bed.
The thin lips also raised slightly, but the smile at the corner of the mouth was a little bitter.
On such a night, even without him, she and the children could live well, better than with him.
After untying his tie and the top two buttons of his shirt, his breathing seemed to relax. Really, only when he came back here would he feel less tired.
He doesn’t know what he is doing. He is very busy and tired every day, but he doesn’t know the meaning of what he is doing. He makes endless money, holds endless meetings, goes to endless business appointments, and talks endlessly.
Rou'er's comfort, and her constant search for Gu Xichao...
He is almost exhausted!
He's going crazy!
He raised his hand and rubbed his sore temples, then turned and walked to the bathroom. A cold shower was undoubtedly the best choice to relieve fatigue and stimulate the nerves.
When he arrived at the bathroom door, he found that the light inside was on, and he was slightly surprised.
Just as Xi Haitang pushed the door open and walked out, she was startled when she saw him. Then she quickly adjusted her mood and said to him as if she was apologetic, "I didn't know you would come over tonight, so I finished washing with the children."
The hot water stopped heating up after the shower. I just turned on the water heater again. Please wait for a while before taking a shower."
Something stirred in Gu Xijue's heart, "Thank you."
She shook her head lightly, "You're welcome."
This kind of thing is nothing, too trivial.
Gu Xijue looked at the shirt he was wearing. It was slightly wrinkled and dirty. He frowned. He usually brought a change of clothes when he came to live here. It seemed that today he came directly from the maternal and child health station.
Yes, I have nothing to prepare. I have to wash it off, otherwise I will have no clothes to wear to work tomorrow morning.
"Uh... Haitang, can I use your washing machine?"
"Okay." She nodded.
Turning around, she returned to her room.
The door is closed tightly...
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Xi Haitang continued to work. In order to concentrate, she put on her headphones. The English songs played in the player were sent to her by Su Xin through the Internet a few days ago. They were said to be new songs on the European and American charts. Of course,
There are also some of her favorite classic old songs, such as Apologize by nd.
With melodious and melodious music playing quietly in her ears, Xi Haitang focused on the work at hand, downloading the information collected on the Internet to a USB flash drive, and directly printing out some pictures and binding them into a book. She could finish the binding halfway, and she found
The stapler is broken.
She had been using this stapler for a long time. Su Xin won it in a lottery while shopping in the mall, and then gave it to her, saying it was a prize and would bring good luck.
Seeing that the stapler that symbolized good luck was broken, Xi Haitang was very upset and wanted to take the stapler apart to see what was wrong. She wanted to fix it, and she must fix it!
She took off her headphones, stood up and left the room, trying to get a screwdriver from the small box on the balcony.
Passing by the bathroom, Xi Haitang found that the light inside was still on!
She was slightly stunned. What time was it? He hadn't finished washing yet?! Or had he forgotten to turn off the light?!
Listening carefully, his annoyed low curse came from the bathroom...
She approached gently and knocked on the bathroom door, "Gu Xijue...is something wrong with you?"
The muffled curses inside immediately stopped, and the door slowly opened.