Xi Haitang raised his eyes and looked at Gu Xijue. He also stared at her deeply, their eyes facing each other, and the intersection of their eyes seemed to be as long as a century...
Although the air in the room was very warm, Xi Haitang still shivered uncontrollably, his shoulders shook slightly unconsciously, and he gently hugged his shoulders with his hands.
She remembered that that year in the orphanage, she received her favorite gift from her childhood from an older brother. The beautiful pink color on KITTY cat was the most ignorant and obscure gift in her life.
It was the brightest light in the stage. She liked it so much, and she liked the big brother who gave her gifts so much that for a long time afterwards, she looked forward to him coming again every day, but she never came again.
Didn’t wait any longer…
Time flies by like running water, in a hurry, in a hurry...
After years of separation, when we meet again, we are scarred...
What kind of bond is this?!
Why does fate reincarnate in such a way?!
She was the little girl back then, but he never knew it. When he knew it, it was already too late, too late...
Gu Xijue approached her, held Xi Haitang tightly in his arms, and buried his head in her fragrant hair. His deep eyes reflected deep pain——
Why does God torture people like this? If only they could have known each other back then and told their first heartbeat in life earlier. Although it was not called love, it was still the most beautiful and precious encounter in life. Maybe, they also
Can compose a fairy tale of childhood sweethearts and first love...
But now...
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The doctor walked out of Jian Yirou's ward with an unprecedented serious expression, "Mr. Gu, Miss Jian is awake."
Gu Xijue was startled, "Woke up so soon?! Didn't she just take a sedative?!"
"Yes, but the medicine that can allow a normal person to sleep for more than four hours has expired on her in less than an hour, which shows that Miss Jian's mental state has reached the edge of losing control."
"How serious is it?!"
"She seems to have symptoms of schizophrenia. I suggest you see a neurologist. Although I am an obstetrics and gynecology doctor, I have also heard of cases of schizophrenia. Judging from the current situation, Miss Jane's consciousness
It seems like there are more than two personalities here."
Xi Haitang and Gu Xijue both gasped faintly. No wonder Rou'er's mental condition was so poor. There are more than two personalities in one person's body at the same time, driving all her consciousness and behavior. What kind of situation is that?
Something terrible?!
"Doctor, can we go in and see her?"
"You can't get close, you can only look outside the door. She has just woken up, and her consciousness is not very clear yet. We have no way to judge who the personality is in her body now. It is better not to get close to her as much as possible, so as not to inflict greater harm on her.
She was stimulated and acted excessively, knowing that the child in her belly could no longer withstand the torture."
"Okay, thank you doctor."
Gu Xijue approached the door of the ward and looked in through the glass window on the door. Her eyes widened instantly——
Follow your heart!
Rou'er's eyes changed, becoming like Yi Xin's before!
Yi Xin's death was a sin that could never be erased for Rou'er, and she also regretted it subconsciously.
The heavy guilt and guilt were buried deep in her chest, with nowhere to vent and no way to get rid of it. She could only deal with it in her consciousness, imagining that Yi Xin was still alive, imitating Yi Xin, her eyes, movements, everything.
Gu Xijue's eyes became heavier and heavier, and he lowered his eyes as if he couldn't bear it...
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Xi Haitang also had a solemn face. At this moment, she found that she could no longer care about Rou'er...
Turning his eyes to look at Gu Xijue, he slowly withdrew his hand from his palm. The moment his fingertips separated, he suddenly tightened it again, very hard.
"Begonia...can't you forgive me yet?"
She shook her head, "No. It doesn't matter whether you forgive or not. What's important is that I'm living a good life now. Although it was very bumpy in the past, now my life is stable and peaceful. But after Yi Xin died, Rou'er became like this.
... You are responsible for her becoming like this. You used to indulge her, pamper her, and let her be proud of you, but in the end, you found that you had recognized the wrong person... After she made a big mistake and killed Yi Xin
And Gu Xichao is deliberately pursuing her. You can't stop her. You must be very sad in your heart. She is not happy now. Gu Xichao is half at fault, and you are at fault for the other half... Under such circumstances, how can you ignore it?
Where is she?"
"Begonia..."
"No need to say any more!" She took a deep breath and didn't know how much strength she used to pull her hand back, "Go take care of Rou'er!"
Losing her body temperature, Gu Xijue suddenly felt chilled. She didn't know whether to be happy or sad. What was happy was that he finally told her everything, and finally saw her wet tears for him in her eyes. What was sad was that
, he loves but still wants to let go, he is overjoyed and sad, the expression on his face is half happy and half sad.
He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears shed from the corners of his eyes, not knowing whether they were happy or sad. They were half bitter and half sweet.
Meeting the right person at the right time is a life of happiness;
Meeting the wrong person at the right time is a heartbreak;
Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is absurd;
Meeting the right person at the wrong time is a sigh.
Some flowers bloom to express gratitude, and some people come to leave. Some time is destined to be burned to ashes, and some traces are destined to commemorate abandonment.
There is a kind of love called letting go, and there is a kind of love called not caring about forever, just asking for what you once had.
Love is beautiful. But when love becomes a burden, you should let it go.
He understands these principles, he understands them all, but they cannot convince his heart, they cannot make his heart calm.
Watching her back fading away, he finally understood what it means to always have deep love, but how to have a shallow relationship...