Rou'er, these two words have really not been mentioned for a long, long time, but she has brought everyone too many accidents and too much hurt, and the hurt is always contradictory, hurting others.
, harming yourself.
Gu Xichao sighed quietly and admitted, "Rouer and I have not registered. After a simple wedding in China, I took her to Italy. At that time, I wanted to deliberately torture her and Gu Xijue. After the marriage,
The total number of times I saw her in the past six or seven years was probably less than a month. It wasn’t until I took her to the hospital for in vitro fertilization. The doctor said that her physical condition was not good and the baby might not be preserved, so I looked at her patiently.
During this period, she occasionally became hysterical, but I didn't think that it was a condition of split personality. I just regarded it as a manic mood that ordinary pregnant women would have... Now that things have happened, it is useless to say anything. Yixin's death was caused by her.
, but I also have a responsibility, I shouldn’t stimulate her like that..."
Xi Haitang recalled what Gu Xijue had told her, but after all, he was not the person involved, and he didn't know exactly what Gu Xichao said to Rou'er back then to hurt her to that point.
Seemingly sensing Xi Haitang's doubts, Gu Xichao closed her eyes, as if falling into a sinking silence, "Every time I see Rou'er looking at me with admiring eyes, a feeling of hatred will arise in my heart.
Yi Xin, why are the two sisters who look exactly the same, so different? Yi Xin only has Gu Xijue in her eyes. The more Rou'er chases me, the more unwilling I am. I have never had a good look towards her. Looking at her
She would remind me that Yi Xin was looking at Gu Xijue with the same eyes, and my mood would become even more gloomy... That day, she told me that Yi Xin made an appointment with Gu Xijue to confess her love. I was very angry. Rou'er said that she would
She loved me instead of Yi Xin. I thought it was funny when I heard it. I said to her... Even though you and Yi Xin look exactly the same, Yi Xin is ten thousand times better than you. There is nothing about you that can compare to her, even if you are dead,
Even the ashes will not be as beautiful as Yi Xin..."
That year, they were all still in their prime of youth, and they all loved to look at the oil painting that Gu Xijue's mother had hung in the corridor during her lifetime. In the painting, a fair-skinned woman, half of her body was exposed, half of her body was trapped in a swamp, and her body was full of swamps.
The body is entangled with fine vines and poisonous snakes. Draw a corner and mark it with two words, original sin.
Envy is one of the seven original sins in the Bible. Jealousy is the original sin. Once a woman commits this original sin, she will be entangled with vines and poisonous snakes and will be unable to escape for life.
Gu Xijue's mother was a lady from a well-known family. She had a good upbringing since she was a child. She believed in Jesus, was familiar with the Bible, and was familiar with Western philosophy, so she knew how to be cautious in her words and deeds. She knew how to use this painting to remind herself not to be jealous of others.
The existence of a woman.
However, not everyone understands its profound meaning.
Maybe Rou'er doesn't have the wisdom, maybe she loves more persistently, but also becomes more twisted. Jealousy leads to hatred, and finally she makes a big mistake.
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Gu Xichao and Xi Haitang went to the mental hospital where Rou'er was staying. Through the transparent glass window, they saw her folding paper cranes with her head down in the room.
There is a legend that if you fold a paper crane a day and stick to it for a thousand days, you can bring happiness to the person you like.
She is very dedicated, like a devout believer.
The doctor responsible for taking care of Rou'er told them that Rou'er has completely turned into a child now, with a mind of only seven or eight years old. She has forgotten who she is, who Yixin is, and everyone...
From love arises sorrow, from love arises fear. If you are separated from the one you love, there will be no sorrow and no fear.
This situation may not be a bad thing for Rou'er.
Gu Xichao left his contact information with the doctor. Although it was just a small gesture, Xi Haitang knew that he was taking responsibility, and a comforting warmth slipped through his heart.
As they drove away, the afterglow of the setting sun shone through the car window, Gu Xichao remained silent, and Xi Haitang seemed to be deep in thought.
Halfway through, he suddenly stopped and said, "I went to the store opposite to buy something. The nail clipper used to cut Su Xin's nails is broken. I need to replace it with a new one."
"Yes." Xi Haitang nodded slightly and watched his figure gradually move away.
From a distance, she did not move, just looked across the car window, watching Gu Xichao walk into one store after another, walking in and out again, taking the trouble to do so.
She knew that he was looking for the kind of ultra-thin nail clippers that would not hurt his hands easily.
During the three years when Su Xin was in coma, he took good care of her. Every time she cut her nails, he did it. I still remember that the first time he did it, he accidentally hurt Su Xin's finger, even though it was just a finger.
It was a very small wound, but he was still terribly distressed. He gently held Su Xin's hand and didn't sleep all night.
Xi Haitang suddenly felt that her eyes were a little hot, and she thought again about what Gu Xichao had said to her not long ago, about his and Su Xin's registered marriage...
She knew that if she told Su Xin that she could give it a try and accept it, Su Xin would have a 95% chance of nodding, but could she make such a rash decision?!
Emotional matters cannot be understood by others except the parties involved, but Su Xin, as one of the parties involved, forgot everything about him.
What should I do if Su Xin remembers it one day?!
When the time comes, I really don’t know whether I will be happy or sad...
Unable to make up his mind, or simply unable to make up his mind, Xi Haitang became a little anxious. He took out his cell phone and sent a text message to Gu Xijue - I was very conflicted, I didn't know how to choose, and I was afraid that if I made the wrong choice,
There is no way to recover it.
Gu Xijue looked at the words on the phone screen and fell into almost the same struggle as her.
He also didn't know how to choose. If he didn't accept the operation, he would have to live like this every day. If he accepted the operation, he would have to bear the risk of instant death and rashly break up the blood clots. At the moment when the blood circulates,
A large amount of free radicals will be produced, and the surrounding brain tissue may be destroyed by free radicals. He is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that she will cry...
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