Chapter 192: Wine can be intoxicating but not intoxicating
The woman was so frightened that she ran away. To provoke Ouyang Chengjun when he was in such a bad mood, it can only be said that she had really bad ideas.
Ouyang Chengjun continued to drink, but he heard a familiar deep voice behind him.
"Aren't there many women around us? Isn't it necessary to have her? Then why didn't that beautiful woman just stay?" Cheng Zishen sat down next to him and motioned to the waiter to order a glass of the same wine as Ouyang Chengjun.
"Why are you here?" Ouyang Chengjun was already slightly drunk.
Cheng Zishen naturally found Ouyang Chengjun, knowing that he must be very depressed at this time and would definitely come here to get drunk. After sending the lost Wang Yulin home with Yang Ya, he drove here to find him. If he drank
When he's drunk, he always needs someone to take him home. It's so helpless. Now his best friend is there to help him deal with the aftermath.
"Let's see what you're like now. Torturing others doesn't make you feel good, right?"
Ouyang Chengjun looked at him sideways, "Torture? Do you think I tortured her? I am fulfilling her, fulfilling the relationship that she and her Han Yi have cherished for so many years." He smiled bitterly and drank a sip of the strong wine in the glass.
I swallowed my heart full of sorrow and sadness.
Cheng Zishen didn't answer and played with the wine glass in his hand, "Bulgarian Balkan Vodka, with an alcohol concentration of 88%, is one of the twelve strongest alcoholic beverages in the world. You will never touch this kind of spirit!"
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Ouyang Chengjun, who always kept himself awake, actually chose such a strong drink. Now he is out of character. Maybe Ouyang Chengjun really falls in love with someone, which is already an incredible thing.
Already.
Love is an unexpected thing, no matter the reason, no excuse, just a heartbeat will determine it.
Cheng Zishen put down his wine glass and said in a hoarse voice, "Drinking such a strong wine can indeed make you drunk quickly, but can it make you forget her?"
"You know my bottom line. I can never forgive you for betrayal."
Ouyang Chengjun will never be able to forget his father's betrayal of his mother. The word "betrayal" is the word he hates most in his life.
If he loves, he is willing to love him forever. Therefore, he will never allow the person he loves to betray him in any way.
"Why do you think it's betrayal? What if there is really a misunderstanding?"
"Misunderstanding?" Ouyang Chengjun held his forehead, his beautiful face was so sad that it made people feel distressed. "You don't know how much there is about her and Han Yi's past!"
The thick stack of information he investigated was all about her and Han Yi. They were childhood sweethearts from childhood to adulthood. They studied together, experienced together, and agreed together. In her previous life, it was all about Han Yi, and Han Yi.
!
It is difficult for a person like Ouyang Chengjun not to be confident, because he has all the chips he can use to be confident. But when faced with Wang Yulin and Han Yi's past, he is no longer confident. How can it be overcome by just a few months of being with each other?
I will never forget those ten years.
"So you still care about her past! Some of them are embarrassing or unforgettable, some fragmented memories. Which of us didn't have the past? In comparison, isn't your past more difficult to let go of? Why do you insist on forcing her to abandon it?
What about the past that can never be erased?"
It takes courage to reason with Ouyang Chengjun, because you don't know when he will interrupt you, slap your butt and walk away; you don't know which words will touch his minefield and make you angry.
Upper body. Cheng Zishen was completely stunned at this time, but fortunately Ouyang Chengjun did not interrupt him.
Cheng Zishen was right. Ouyang Chengjun knew very well how miserable his past was, but even if it was miserable, it was not unforgettable in his past. Wang Yulin was the only one in his life, but in Wang Yulin's life, he was
Lost to Han Yi.
"It's not that I can't tolerate her past, but I want to block all possible threats, but there's still no way to block them!" Ouyang Chengjun laughed at himself and drank the last bit of wine in his glass.
Ouyang Chengjun stood up with misty eyes, "I'm going back!"
"You drink so much, I'd better take you back!"
"No, the driver will pick me up. It's strange that no matter how strong the wine is, I can't get drunk. I am very sober when I want to be drunk." Ouyang Chengjun mocked himself and waved to Cheng Zishen before disappearing into the dim light.
At twelve o'clock in the morning, he returned home. Her unique scent of soap seemed to still linger in the room. Ouyang Chengjun's heart ached slightly when he thought of how he almost crazily forced himself on her here last night.
In the dead of night, when you are alone, your thoughts will always be pulled away. Even with the influence of alcohol, it is still difficult for Ouyang Chengjun to fall asleep. Those emotions that cannot be sorted out will become more confusing and more painful the more they are sorted out.
In a daze, he always felt like Wang Yulin was still lying next to him. Ouyang Chengjun stroked the pillow beside him, and his vision began to become blurry.
What should I do? It seems that he really can't live without her presence.
Ouyang Chengjun is not the only one who suffers from insomnia tonight. This night is the most difficult night for Wang Yulin in the past six years.
When she got home, she kept locking herself in the room and refused to go out no matter how the two little girls called her. She didn't eat dinner and didn't want to drink water, so she sat on the edge of the bed and stared out the window in a daze.
From the setting sun to the stars rising everywhere, from the busy traffic to the neon lights, her heart felt like stagnant water, unable to make any waves.
Wang Yulin looked at herself in the mirror, her face was so pale, and the hickeys on her neck were particularly dazzling. She always saw Ouyang Chengjun's cold and charming face last night. It turned out that he could be so scary when he was cold.
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She has been afraid that one day Ouyang Chengjun will suddenly realize that a woman like her is not worthy of his affection and love. This day is indeed not far away.
Ouyang Chengjun's words kept ringing in her mind, "I don't have to be with you." Yes, he was born with the ability to play with everything. Beautiful, cute, intellectual, what kind of woman could he not get?
I just need a Wang Yulin who can’t ignite passion!
Wang Yulin didn't lie down on the bed until she was tired of crying and became hoarse, holding the diamond ring that symbolized "love or not" in her hand.
Love or not love is only between that one thought, loss and existence are just a snap of the finger.
Falling out of love with him is a weight that Wang Yulin cannot bear. Her mood is completely different now from six years ago, and it is also different from when she first reunited with him. Intercourse with him is addictive, and she can't quit.
Even if she was too greedy, she didn't want to leave his life.
She would even wonder if he would not leave her if she told him that Wang Mofeng and Wang Mochen were his son. But she did not have the courage to gamble. If she lost, she would not only lose Ouyang Chengjun, but also two people. A precious son, it would cost her her life!
Wang Yulin didn't know whether she was asleep or awake, her mind was at a loss, and she seemed to dream that Ouyang Chengjun was holding Shen Jingni's hand, swearing "I do" in front of Jesus, and then mocking her like a show off.
She woke up from her dream crying. When she opened her eyes, she saw two little baby girls and Wang Yutong surrounding her bed, guarding her.
"Sister, you wake up!"
"Mommy, you wake up!"
The two little girls and Wang Yutong said in unison.
Wang Yulin didn't know what was going on, and looked confused. She felt tired even when she opened her eyes, and her whole body was hot. She thought she was sick!
"Mommy, are you feeling better? Let's go to the hospital!" Wang Mochen touched Mommy's head. It was still hot and there was no sign of the fever subsided at all.
When they woke up in the morning, they woke up Wang Yulin, but she didn't wake up no matter what, and she kept mumbling Ouyang Chengjun's name. When the two little girls touched her head, she was frightened, so she quickly called her uncle. .
When Wang Yulin heard that she was going to the hospital, she shook her head desperately. She would never go to a place like a hospital in her life.
"I'm fine, I'll be fine when I wake up!"
Wang Yulin closed her eyes and did not allow them to persuade her. She felt quite good after being sick. Other physical pains were always better than heartache. Only the tiredness caused by being sick could allow her to have a good sleep.
Sure enough, the cold medicine was very effective, and soon, Wang Yulin fell into a drowsy sleep.
"Mommy!" Wang Mochen also wanted to persuade mommy to go to the hospital, but he didn't expect her to fall asleep so quickly.
"Forget it if she doesn't want to go!" Wang Yutong grabbed Wang Mochen and said, "You guys take good care of mommy at home. I'll go out and buy some medicine and come back!"
Wang Yutong went out after explaining a lot.
Wang Mochen was not idle either. He ran to the kitchen and started working hard. He wanted to make more delicious food for his mother to replenish her health.
"Brother! What are you busy with?" Wang Mofeng poked his head.
"Can't you see, I'm making delicious food for mommy to replenish her body, come and help!"
"Hey!" Wang Mofeng sighed, "We can't just take care of mommy's body, we also have to find ways to cure her heart ailments. Your soup can't cure her heart ailments!"
Wang Mofeng looked reasonable, but Wang Mochen was confused, "What do you mean?"
Wang Mofeng said he was helpless. Wang Mochen's IQ was higher than ordinary people, but his reaction in other aspects was a little slow.
"Didn't you just hear Mommy calling Uncle Ouyang's name in a daze? There must be something wrong with the two of them, that's why Mommy is so sad." Wang Mofeng held her chin and said solemnly. .
It seems so! Wang Mochen suddenly realized! Last night, Mommy looked strange when she came back. She also locked herself in the room and cried secretly. Today, she called Ouyang Chengjun's name in her sleep. When these are connected together, it seems like Wang Mofeng said the same thing!
"What should we do?" Although Wang Mochen didn't want to get involved in the adults' affairs, he really didn't want to see his mother so sad.
"To treat the symptoms, we must treat the root cause. We must start from the root, find out the source, and prescribe the right medicine!"