Time flies, and in the blink of an eye it is already five years later.
The Chinese New Year is about to come, and Jiang Keke takes her two children to buy new year's goods in the supermarket.
"Mommy, can I give this to Nianxuan?" Doudou picked up a bag of candy and asked.
"No, you two need to eat less sweets, otherwise your teeth will be eaten by bugs." Jiang Keke held a little boy and put down the toffee with a smile.
"Mommy, you said grandpa and grandma will come to see us. When will they come?" The little boy looked up and asked. He is Jiang Keke's son Jiang Nianxuan. He is very cute. A pair of dimples look very much like Jiang Keke, but his eyebrows are the same as Jiang Keke's.
Haoxuan is very similar.
"It'll be here tonight!" Jiang Keke replied happily.
"Mommy, what about my grandparents? Why have I never seen them? Also, you said you would tell me where my dad is when I grow up. Why don't you tell me now?" Jiang Nianxuan frowned at him.
Thick little eyebrows asked.
Jiang Keke's face instantly turned gloomy. Doudou watched from the side and hurriedly pulled Nian Xuan and said, "Nian Xuan, let's go choose something to eat. Let's go over there."
After all, Nianxuan was still young and would not notice the expressions of adults, so he happily followed Doudou to choose zero hours. But Doudou gradually grew up and could look at Jiang Keke's face. She secretly watched from a distance
Mommy, vaguely remembers the days when she was hospitalized in Taipei, and also vaguely remembers the man she once called daddy.
She remembered that she once asked her mother why she left her father, but her mother always remained silent when asked this question. Later, she also found that her mother hid alone after she asked this question.
She cried secretly and never asked again.
Now that her brother asked the same question again, she knew that her mother would be sad again, so she pulled her brother aside sensibly, but she became more confused and curious in her heart. The more she didn't know, the more...
Want to know clearly.
After returning home from the supermarket, Jiang Keke has been in a trance. For five years, time has not diluted her longing, but has accumulated more and more intensely. Especially when she looks at Nian Xuan and his every smile, she will think of him.
She remembered every bit of Nian Xuan's growth. She didn't know how many times tears wet the keyboard, and how many times she cried on the desk. She didn't know when and what month she would be able to hand these things into his hands, but she thought, she
He cannot be deprived of sharing every step of his child's growth, nor can he be deprived of the happiness that should belong to him. Even if this happiness reaches his hands one day, it will be unspeakable sadness.
Doudou and Nianxuan were stacking blocks in the living room. She turned on the computer in the study and looked through the photos of Nianxuan and Doudou one by one. The time and scene at that time were marked under each photo. She knew that she was like this
I did it just to show him one day.
How is he now? It has been five years. Has he forgotten her? Has he married a wife and had children? She wanted to ask her parents many times, but she swallowed the words as she didn't know what she wanted to hear.
No matter what the outcome was, whether he was married or not, she thought she would be sad.
She hoped that he would live well, forget her, forget the past, and turn a new page, but she was also afraid that he would forget her. She couldn't imagine that she was already a stranger to him, and the pain deep in her heart,
It tortured her deeply every night.
Nianxuan, Nianxuan, miss Haoxuan, that longing without attachment, when will it come to an end!
"Mommy!" Doudou walked in gently, and Jiang Keke quickly wiped away her tears.
"Doudou, why don't you accompany Nianxuan anymore?" She forced a smile, but her voice was choked with sobs.
"Mommy, are you crying?" Doudou walked to her side and raised his hand to wipe her tears.
Jiang Keke lowered his eyelids and did not deny it.
"Mommy, please stop crying. Uncle Lingfeng will come over later. When he sees you sad, he will sigh secretly again." Doudou said as she snuggled next to Jiang Keke.
Jiang Keke raised his eyes and looked at her. When did Doudou grow up and pay attention to the expressions of adults?
"I often see him sigh." Doudou continued.
Jiang Keke was speechless and couldn't help but sigh.
"Mommy, I still remember a little bit about my childhood. I always remember my dad. I remember he said that as long as I recover from my illness, he will take me where I want to go and give my brother and I a children's paradise." Doudou said.
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The tears that Jiang Keke was holding back suddenly fell, and in his mind he recalled the scene when he left Yangmingshan that day, and recalled the swings and slides in the yard.
"Mommy, why did you leave daddy and come so far away? I remember daddy was very good, why did you leave him?" Doudou asked.
"Doudou, don't ask, don't ask..." Jiang Keke hugged Doudou and burst into tears for a while.
"Didn't you say you would tell me the truth when I grow up? Why don't you tell me now that I'm grown up?" Seeing her crying sadly, Doudou started crying too.
"Doudou, you haven't grown up yet. Mommy will tell you when you grow up a little bit, okay? Stop crying and go play with Nianxuan, be good." Jiang Keke picked up a tissue from the desk and wiped Doudou dry.
Tears, said softly.
"Mommy——" Doudou still wanted to ask.
"Uncle Lingfeng is coming, and grandpa and grandma are coming too. Let's be happy. Let's go, mommy is going to make some delicious food." Jiang Keke interrupted her, stood up, and led her out of the study.
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Doudou had no choice but to continue playing with Nianxuan in the living room.
After a while, the doorbell rang. Doudou ran over, stood on tiptoes and looked at the cat's eye. Seeing Ye Lingfeng standing outside, she opened the door happily and called "Uncle Lingfeng affectionately." Since arriving in Shanghai, she has been
He changed his tune and stopped calling him brother.
"Be good, Doudou." Ye Lingfeng hugged her, patted her, and came in with a smile.
"Uncle——" Nianxuan cried in a milky voice.
"Hey - Nian Xuan, do you miss your uncle?" Ling Feng put down the things in his hands, picked up Nian Xuan and asked.
"Yes, uncle, go wash your hands, or mommy will talk to you again," Nian Xuan said.
"Haha, okay, uncle, go wash your hands first." Ling Feng smiled and put him down, went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and then stood outside the kitchen, smiling and watching Jiang Keke busy.
Jiang Keke turned around and smiled.
"Are you excited? Your parents are coming soon." Ling Feng asked.
"What do you think? It's been five years. We haven't seen each other for five years. How can we not be excited?" Jiang Keke answered, feeling a sore nose.
"In the past, we only contacted each other by phone, and you never inquired about the news there. This time, come in person, just ask." Ling Feng said.
"I know you know the news over there, but I won't ask and you won't tell me, so why bother asking my parents?" Jiang Keke smiled bitterly.
Ling Feng was speechless. Indeed, he had already inquired about what happened over there. Apart from telling her about Ye Ziyuan, he had not told her anything else, and she had never asked any questions. He knew that Haoxuan had always been unmarried.
, so he has only been protecting these people and never proposed to her.