Yu Haoxuan picked up the clothes and wrapped Suman up.
"What happened to you today? So many years have passed, why are you suddenly so unstable today?" He forced a smile on his face, trying to lighten the atmosphere.
Suman looked at him, tears falling down one by one.
"Do you feel hurt when you see me like this today? I'm sorry, I said it's only tonight, let me remember it well. After tomorrow, I will dust this memory away and give me another night.
, okay?" Yu Haoxuan held her gently in his arms.
Suman leaned in his arms, just crying and unable to say anything.
"What should we do tomorrow? There seems to be a lot of things to do in planning a wedding, right? Come on, let's do the math together." Yu Haoxuan took her hand and sat on the edge of the bed together.
Suman lowered his head and looked at his toes blankly.
"Let's talk. I usually chatter, but I'm not like a little girl. Let's smile first, okay?" Yu Haoxuan shook her hand.
Suman finally had a smile on his face.
Yu Haoxuan watched her calm down, pondered for a while, and said: "For so many years, I have always felt deeply guilty about her and that night. Before I was sure that I had feelings for her, I - hurt her
When she thinks about it now, her heart feels a little aching because she has no chance to compensate her in this life."
When he said this, he looked at Suman and asked, "Don't you want to hear what I'm saying?"
Suman shook his head: "It doesn't matter. You can tell me. Maybe you will feel better if you tell me everything."
"Yeah." Yu Haoxuan got her permission and continued, "I always remember that night, she frankly answered me 'like', and then looked at me expectantly, hoping to get the same answer, but I deliberately avoided it.
He asked her questions and didn't answer anything."
"I think she must have been very sad at that time. She was so innocent. It was the first time for her." When Yu Haoxuan said this, he frowned. "But she still pretended not to care and pretended to smile.
, bravely said that she wanted me to start a new relationship with her. But I took advantage of her innocence."
"I know, it was the scandal at that time." Suman interrupted.
"Yes, I don't even know how she got here. When she was taking care of grandpa in the hospital, I even scolded her many times. I even wrongfully accused her of killing grandpa -" Yu Haoxuan stood up and sighed deeply.
Tone. "She should hate me. She doesn't have a single reason not to hate me."
"Ling Feng has always been by her side, so Ling Feng deserves her love." Yu Haoxuan raised his hand to wipe away his tears.
"Brother Haoxuan." Suman walked over and snuggled next to him.
"So, it's not that I want to reject you or hurt you tonight, but I don't want to hurt you. Before I can give you a lifelong commitment, I don't want to do anything irresponsible and wrong again. Let's wait until the wedding night." Yu.
Haoxuan kissed her forehead gently.
Suman nodded slightly.
"Soon, tomorrow we will decorate the house, then we will take wedding photos, and then we will get married." Yu Haoxuan helped her button up her clothes and said with a smile.
It sounded like it was only a few days before we could look forward to that happy day. However, Suman felt very uneasy. There was a premonition deep in her heart that this day seemed to be in vain. She couldn't figure out where this uneasiness came from.
clear.
"Get some rest. If you don't want to sleep in the guest room, just go to my bed and I'll go to the guest room." Yu Haoxuan said.
"Okay, I want to sleep here. Don't go to the guest room. Can you sleep on the sofa outside? I'll go downstairs to move the quilt." Suman looked at him pleadingly.
"I'll just go and move it up." Yu Haoxuan touched her head, turned around and moved downstairs to bring a quilt, and spread it on the sofa in the study. When he wanted to lie down, he turned around and picked up a quilt on the desk.
Pick up that book.
The night was quiet, Yu Haoxuan fell asleep holding the book, but Suman quietly got up, walked quietly to the sofa, and picked up the book from his pillow. She was curious about what secrets there were in the book.
Woolen cloth?
Walking into the room, she turned on the desk lamp and opened the book. It turned out that there was a soft black hair inside.
No need to guess, this must be Nurse Jiang's hair. Suman closed the pages of the book and fell into confusion.
All he thought about was her, did she really have the confidence to enter into this marriage with him? She stood up and walked back and forth in the room, feeling confused. However, there was no way out, and she couldn't help but feel sad for herself.
She walked out of the room, walked to the sofa, gently put the book back where it was, squatted down and stared at him. Love is bitter, love is bitter! She remembered a line in the Buddhist scriptures: Life in this world is like being among thorns, and the heart cannot move.
, people don’t move rashly, and if they don’t move, they won’t be hurt.
Yu Haoxuan moved. Suman was startled and looked at him blankly.
"Xiao Man!" Yu Haoxuan opened his eyes and sat up in surprise.
"I can't sleep." Suman whispered.
"What happened to you tonight? Why do I think you are in an abnormal mood tonight?" Yu Haoxuan took her hand and asked her to sit next to him.
"Because I feel very uneasy and have no confidence in this marriage." Suman told the truth.
Yu Haoxuan was silent. After a while, he turned on the light and went to the desk to get a lighter.
"What are you going to do?" Suman looked at him doubtfully.
Yu Haoxuan picked up the book on the pillow, turned out the hair, put it in front of Suman's eyes and said: "Over the years, this hair has accompanied me through countless sleepless nights. From now on, it will accompany me through countless
You will be the one who spends the rest of your life at night, so it’s time for it to turn into ashes and dust.”
As he spoke, he lit the lighter and set his hair on fire.
There was a hint of burnt smell, a wisp of green smoke, and the hair instantly turned to ashes. Yu Haoxuan caught the ashes with his hand and placed it in the flowerpot on the windowsill.
Suman walked over, hugged him from behind, and put her face on his back. The two stood like this until the window turned white and a ray of morning light filtered through the curtains.
"Brother Haoxuan, it's dawn and a new day has begun. You said last night that I would give you a night to remember you one last time. This night has finally passed." Suman raised his head and looked at the morning light outside the window.
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"Yes, everything starts today. What do we do together today? Shopping for wedding items?" Yu Haoxuan turned around, hugged her shoulders and smiled.
Suman looked at him tenderly, her face suddenly flushed. "Starting over, should you give me a kiss?" She finished speaking in a low voice and lowered her eyelids.
"Haha." Yu Haoxuan smiled, lifted her chin with his hand, and kissed her lips gently.
Suman closed her eyes, and her tentative response gradually became enthusiastic. She couldn't help but hug him tightly, and was deeply intoxicated.
"Brother Haoxuan." She threw herself into his arms and held onto his back tightly, fearing that this happiness was just a dream.
"Xiaoman, let's go. Let's have breakfast together, then go to the company, then go shopping and customize a wedding dress. Are you at ease now?" Yu Haoxuan said, stroking her soft hair.
"I feel at ease." Suman replied, but his heart seemed to be getting more and more uneasy, uneasy for no reason.