Carefully pulling Ruosheng's sleeves, Li Li looked at her nervously.
"Li Li, be good, mom is fine! Really."
He tried hard to bring up a smile and comfort Li Li, but after tugging at the corner of his mouth for a long time, he couldn't smile.
Yes, she couldn't laugh anymore.
There were so many questions that she couldn't figure out.
She couldn't figure out how Li Xi could be with Ling Yuechu. She couldn't figure out why she turned around and left even though she had already seen her and Li Li. She really couldn't figure it out.
And Ling Yuechu, he loved Li Li so much and Li Li called him that, but he didn't even look at her.
"Mom, don't be angry, Li Li is good, Li Li stays with mom."
The little guy worked hard and gently touched Ruosheng's head with his fat little hands.
"Well, mom is not angry. Mom is fine. Li Li is so good."
Hugging Li Li tightly, his little body was warm, and holding him felt like I was hugging the whole world.
Yes, I still have Li Li, and Li Li will always be by my side. I still have Li Li. Even if they ignore me, I still have Li Li.
There is nothing to be sad and nothing to be afraid of.
"Let's go, mom will take you home!"
"Um!"
After picking up Li Li, Ruosheng turned around and left without looking back.
But she didn't notice that not long after she left, a white figure appeared where she was sitting.
[What are you looking for?] I don’t understand why Ling Yuechu suddenly ran out the door. Li Xi followed him closely, looking at him nervously.
She looked around nervously and felt relieved when she found that there was no one around.
I don't know if Ruosheng and Li Li have gone far away. It would be troublesome if Ling Yuechu ran into them.
"No, I just took a look."
Shaking his head, Ling Yuechu turned around and walked back, but Li Xi didn't notice the flash of disappointment in his eyes.
Yes, just now he had a strong feeling that Ruosheng and Li Li seemed to be here, so he ran hard to catch up with them, but he didn't see anything.
The corner of his mouth couldn't help but evoke a wry smile. It seemed that he was thinking too much and was hallucinating.
However, he really missed them, and he didn't know why Brother Li hadn't come back after being out for so long.
He made a special trip to get himself a hearing aid, hoping nothing would happen.
I hope everything goes well. In this case, even if I can't play the piano, my normal life should be no problem.
[Are you really okay?] Li Xi has never seen Ling Yuechu look so lonely, as if there are many things weighing on his heart.
In my memory, he has always been a big boy full of sunshine. No matter what kind of hardships he encounters, he always has a calm look on his face, which makes people feel that it is safe to be with him and that he can solve any problem.
Although he could no longer hear her, she had never seen him look so lonely.
"I'm fine. By the way, you should go back first. If you meet Ruosheng, tell her I'm back."
Ling Yuechu said as he walked.
In fact, he really wanted to call Ruosheng and hear her voice. Every time he held the phone in his hand and pressed the number etched in his heart again and again, he still hung up in the end.
Now he can't hear any sound, so what if he gets through the phone call?
Now he just hopes that everything goes well for Brother Li! In that case, he can hear Ruosheng's voice again.
"you……"
He stood there blankly, his notebook and pen falling to the floor.
Looking at his back, Li Xi suddenly felt very uncomfortable.
Does he really have no place in his heart? Is Ruosheng really the only one in his heart?
For so many years, I have been by his side silently without any regrets. Could it be that he didn't feel it at all?
Because I know that he cares about Ruosheng, I always try my best to help her, take care of her, and treat her better than myself.
But... why couldn't he feel it at all?
Tears kept falling, Li Xi felt like she was going to die, and she couldn't bear it anymore.
After so many years of hard work, it turned out like this.
"Could it be that she is the only one in your heart? Can't you feel my good intentions for so many years? Do you know how many things I have done for you? I thought I knew you cared about her, so I compared her to her.
Be kind to yourself. Because I know that you are worried about her, but you can't stay by her side all the time, so I will protect her and take care of her on your behalf. But...but...you know, I am really tired.
, so tired, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much, how could you do this to me?"
After so many years, the anger that has been suppressed in my heart finally cannot be suppressed.
Li Xi sat on the ground and cried loudly, wanting to vent all her inner dissatisfaction.
She thought so much that Ling Yuechu could hear her, she thought so much that she could move Ling Yuechu. What she didn't want was for Ling Yuechu to treat her a little better. She also never thought about being the only woman around Ling Yuechu.
I just want to leave a little place for myself in Ling Yuechu's heart.
For so many years, she had loved so humbly and so devoutly, but...but in the end, he didn't feel anything at all...
I cried for a long time and was tired.
Li Xi stood up slowly, hugged himself tightly with his arms, and suddenly felt very lonely.
"Liu Ruosheng, I won't lose!"
Yes, she won't lose!
She would not give in so easily. She had sacrificed so much over the years, and it was no longer just a matter of letting it go. She would not give in like this.
Her eyes shot out a cold light, and she would definitely get what she wanted.
"Mom, do you think Mommy won't want us anymore?"
Ruosheng held Li Li and walked for a long time. For a long time, Ruosheng didn't say anything, and the little guy stayed obediently in her arms. For a long, long time, the little guy finally couldn't bear it anymore.
Maybe for adults, after seeing this and that kind of thing too often, they get used to it. If you can't figure it out in this direction, just change it. If you still can't figure it out, stop thinking about it.
But for a child, right is right and more is wrong, and there is no third answer.
"No... Li Li, don't think too much. Mommy loves Li Li so much, how could she not want Li Li!"
Looking blankly at Li Li in his arms, he saw a trace of precocious worry on his little face.
Ruosheng couldn't help but feel tense. She also wanted to know why it was like this. She also wanted to know whether Li Xi would ignore them.
After so many years, she has long been accustomed to it. No matter how big the hardship she encounters, Li Xi will definitely help solve it. Li Xi is her most solid backing. Sometimes she even acts like maybe Li Xi owed her in her previous life, so she will do it in this life.
Give yourself back unlimitedly.
She always believed that no matter who abandoned her, Li Xi would never abandon her.
Although Li Xi is about the same age as herself, in her heart she even feels that Li Xi is like her mother, closer to her than her father.
But now, she is also a little unsure.
"Mom, Li Li protects you!"
Maybe children's feelings are more acute, although Ruosheng didn't say anything.
Li Li hugged Ruosheng's neck tightly, and rubbed his face hard against hers, his black and white eyes full of determination.
"Well, mom will always be with Li Li."
She hugged Li Li and kissed his little face, causing a faint smile to appear on the corner of Ruosheng's mouth.
Yes, I still have Li Li, so what are I worried about? As long as Li Li is with me, what's the problem?
"Okay, let's go home!"
I don’t know how long they walked, but they finally arrived downstairs. Ruosheng hugged Li Li and lifted him high.
It was great that she was finally home. She must have a good sleep and nothing would happen tomorrow when she woke up.
"Hey! Who are you?"
As soon as I walked to the door, I found that the door of my house was open, and there were several people standing inside, both men and women.
"We are buying a house, are you a neighbor who lives here?"
The middle-aged woman with a rich face glanced at Ruosheng and greeted her warmly.
This house was just bought by their family. Although it is a bit small, the price is really very cheap.
A house of more than 40 square meters only costs 100,000 yuan. This price cannot be found in the entire Haicheng.
"What? Buy a house?"
In an instant, Ruosheng couldn't help but raise her voice and stared at these people with a puzzled look.
What a joke, this is her home, no matter what house she buys, she has never thought about selling it.
"Yeah, what? Do you want to buy it too? You're late. My house has already been bought. All the money has been given and the property certificate has been transferred."
The middle-aged woman thought that Ruosheng was here to steal the house from her, so her expression immediately changed and she immediately emphasized that the house was already hers.
"But...this house is mine..."
"Yours? Stop joking!
"Hey, why are you here?"
"Hey, you came just in time. This person said that this house belongs to her. What's going on? You don't want to defraud us of our money, do you? Tell me clearly!"
After handing over the money with one hand and the real estate certificate with the other, Liu Yanyun collected the money and happened to meet Ruosheng when she came out. She couldn't help but frown, wondering why she was so unlucky to meet her at this time.
But the middle-aged woman over there quit, and grabbed Liu Yanyun and asked her to explain clearly, what a joke. She got the house so cheaply, and she wouldn't give it up no matter what.
"Don't worry, this house already belongs to you. She is my sister. If there is a problem here, you should ignore her."
Liu Yanyun pointed at Ruosheng's head, then pulled her downstairs.
"What are you doing!"
Shaking Liu Yanyun away, Ruosheng stared at her angrily.
She actually, actually sold her house while she was away.
"I'm selling your house because I think highly of you. You bitch won't get out of here!"
Pushing Ruosheng to the ground, he threw a garbage bag and hit Ruosheng's face. Liu Yanyun twisted her butt and walked away.