Standing by the window, looking out the window, the sun slowly sets, and the sky turns red.
He had never looked at the setting sun so carefully before. It felt like the sky was stained with a faint layer of blood, and it was indescribably desolate.
It had been several days since he came back, and he missed Ruosheng and Li Li so much.
"I...I don't know..."
He still misses them, right?
Li Xi stood behind him, silently looking at his back. He was standing right in front of her, and she could hug him with just one hand.
But she felt that the distance between them was so far away, as if she could never cross it.
"Yeah?"
Looking at the horizon, Ling Yuechu slowly lowered his head and sighed quietly.
Doesn't even she know? So where will they go?
Ruosheng, where are you now? Are you well? Do you know that I am thinking about you?
The sun sank little by little, and Ling Yuechu's heart sank little by little.
I used to be so busy running around, wishing to break it in half every minute to use it. After the accident, I calmed down and realized how terrible it is to have nothing to do.
When he calms down, he can't help but think of them.
But...but where did they go?
"You...you, are they really that important to you?"
Biting her lower lip and looking at his quilt, Li Xi couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness.
The one who is taking care of him is himself, and the one who has been silently supporting him is still himself, but...but why does his heart always only hold that woman? Can't he turn his head and take a look at himself?
"Well, yes. She is very important to me."
Nodding, Ling Yuechu didn't hide it at all. It should be said that he had never tried to hide his preference for Ruosheng and Li Li.
He just cares about them, and they are very important in his heart. There is no doubt about this.
"You...don't you mind at all?"
Clenching her fists tightly and trembling continuously, Li Xi felt that her heart was about to break. She tried her best not to cry.
Does he really not care at all? Does he really not care at all?
For so many years, she has been by his side, watching him mature little by little, and finally turned into a dazzling star. He was like a prince coming out of a fairy tale, perfect without a single flaw.
But...but how could he...
She is just a woman with a wild child who doesn't even know who her father is, a woman who has no sense of shame or good manners.
How could he...how could he...
"I don't know either."
Do you really not care at all?
Ling Yuechu lowered his head with a wry smile. He didn't know it himself. He had been asking himself, did he really not care at all?
But for so many years, no clear answer has been found.
He knew that he really cared about her, afraid that she would be wronged, afraid that she would not have enough food and clothing, afraid that she would be bullied, afraid that she would be bullied by her family because she was weak, afraid... afraid that she would leave his sight...
But...but...
He didn't know whether he cared or not.
"You...haven't you ever thought about other girls? Maybe there is such a girl in this world who has been standing by your side silently, watching you silently, and supporting you."
His body was shaking constantly, and even his voice could not suppress the trembling.
Li Xi clenched her fists tightly and placed them on her chest, looking at his back with longing eyes, trying to penetrate his body and see into his heart.
She really seemed to be drilling into his heart to see what was written there.
"Maybe."
He nodded slightly and sighed longly.
Looking up at the sky, the first star appeared in the sky, then the second, and the third...
Finally the whole sky was shining with stars...
"But so what? There are not many people living in this world who can get into their hearts..."
Yes, he firmly believes that falling in love and meeting each other in this world are destined.
No matter how many flowers bloom in the world, there is only one that belongs to you.
Even if they meet flowers all over the world, they are not going to find that one by themselves.
"Yeah?"
Li Xi slowly closed her eyes, and she vaguely heard the sound of her heart breaking.
A long time ago, she had thought that one day, she would be standing very close to him, but she would never be able to enter his world?
This day finally came, although it came a little late.
"Well. It's a wonderful feeling to like someone. You'll know it when you see her for the first time. Your eyes, your heart, your ears, and all the cells in your body will tell you that it's her.
That’s her!”
Closing his eyes, the scene when they first met kept replaying in his mind. She appeared in front of him like an angel. At that moment, he understood that she was the person he was looking for in his life.
"Yes, I know."
He lowered his head, feeling a touch of bitterness in his heart.
She understood, she really understood, that he was the prince living in the fairy tale, and Liu Ruosheng was the princess who broke into his fairy tale, the one he recognized.
And he was just an insignificant passerby. He would never know that he had been quietly waiting by his side before that elf-like girl appeared.
It's just that he was like a prince in a fairy tale, so perfect that she only dared to look at him from a distance and didn't dare to get close.
I was deeply afraid that he would disappear as soon as I got close to him.
"You...can you help me find her?"
Turning around, Ling Yuechu looked at the girl in front of him, his eyes full of hope.
She is his only hope now. They have been inseparable like his right and left hands. If even she can't help him find her...
He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it.
"If...if you knew she would disappear, would you still hold on to your dream?"
There was no answer, Li Xi just looked up at him and asked.
Yes, she had always been curious about how important Liu Ruosheng was in his heart.
He was born for the piano. From the time she can remember, he has been beside the piano. Sitting next to the piano, he is always so happy, without any sadness at all.
However, she appeared, and from then on, he who was pure and angelic became more and more like a mortal. While she was happy, she also began to feel sad, because all his joys and sorrows were only for one person, and that person was not him.
.
"I wish I would!"
Under the starry sky, Ling Yuechu lowered his head and stared at his fingers blankly for a long time before slowly speaking a few words.
He, I hope he will.
But...but he knew in his heart that he might be entangled or distressed, but in the end...
Gently touching the little finger of her left hand, there was a faded red thread on it, which she tied on with her own hands.
She said that she was born for music, and music can make her forget everything.
But she didn't know that she could remind him of everything, whether it was happiness, anger, or sorrow.
"Okay! I'll help you find it."
The corners of his mouth raised slightly, eliciting a faint smile. Li Xi looked into his eyes and whispered.
She clearly saw the flash of excitement in his eyes, and also clearly felt that his body was shaking slightly, and even his breathing was a little disturbed.
Haha, she really didn't expect her influence to be so great.
But...but how could she give up so easily?
Over the years, she has been competing with herself and working hard, never allowing herself to be worse than her in any aspect.
And she herself has proved that she is indeed no worse than her, and much better than her.
In this case, why would you give up so easily?
I also wanted to see him back then, but I was too timid and didn't dare to get close to him, thus missing the opportunity. Now I won't let myself miss it no matter what I say.
"Thank you."
A perfect smile appeared at the corner of his mouth and he looked at Li Xi with bright eyes. Ling Yuechu was filled with gratitude.
He was really grateful to her and grateful that she was willing to help him find Ruosheng. He really couldn't imagine who he could find to help him if she didn't even want to help him find her.
He suddenly realized that he actually didn't know Ruosheng at all. He always thought that he cared about Ruosheng and was very kind to her.
But...but among the friends around her and the people she knew, except Li Xi, he didn't know any of them.
"You're welcome."
Li Xi lowered his head bitterly, a trace of embarrassment flashed in his eyes.
How dare she tell him that she would never help him find Ruosheng. She only stayed with him to get closer to him, and she had the same purpose of getting close to Ruosheng.
"Tomorrow...let's start tomorrow, okay?"
Looking at Li Xi expectantly, Ling Yuechu's eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky.
Li Xi looked into his eyes. From his eyes, she could read anxiety, impatientness, hope...and everything...
At this moment, she suddenly felt a little confused. Was what she was doing right or wrong?
But... I have already made my choice, there is no other way to go, I can only make a desperate move.
This is a road of no return. There is no other choice. Either you will lose completely or everyone will be happy.
"okay!"
Li Xi nodded and pulled the corner of his mouth hard.
The battle is about to begin, success or failure will be decided again, and the answer will be known soon.
"Can you tell me what happened to Ruosheng this year?"
"Can!"
Beside the bed, two shadows, one tall and one short, looked like they were alone together happily from behind. Under the starlight, Li Xi suppressed his heartache and told stories that were not his own. Looking at the smile on his face, his heart bleeds again.
Not far away, a figure quietly disappeared.
Now that he has found what he wants, then... he better not disturb him with those annoying things... He really needs to rest...